Im here to vent my anger on what happened to me during PE today.
I did not have a good sleep last night, prob cuz i slept late, which was further aggravated by the fact that my air con couldnt bring the temperature of my room down to the desirable one.
Thus, this resulted in my very obvious black rings around my already-small-enough eyes, making me look like the approaching olympic icons - the pandas.
Knowing my own stamina, I requested to let me off after i completed my 8 rounds for me to have ample rest as im feeling really unwell. However, Mr xxx doesnt empathize with the amount of stress this school is giving in mentally, physically and academically. Not only do we have to complete 8 rounds (in fact i did 9 cuz he caught me walking for a period), we still had to do 150 jumps with the skipping rope, 30 sit- ups and 20 dips.
To people who are physcially fit and not as massive in size as us, it may seem no kick to you.
But put yourself in our shoes. we are fat, we landed in "FUN" club, we are labelled as physically less inclined then our peers. so why do you expect so much for us?
Nonetheless, I COMPLETED EVERYTHING, depite sleeping only like 2 hours last night.
Can't you understand the tiredness in me?
Next, he started"lecturing" (both meanings) on our diet, how we should eat our food, encouraging us not to believe in slimming pills etc. He also made several false assumptions that it's cuz we "fat" people did not control our diet. we eat and eat and did not exercise.
HELLO???????????????????????? you lucky if you are born thin then. pls do not discriminate us "fat" people.
WE ARE HUMANS TOO. WE HAVE OUR RIGHTS TOO. WE FEEL TIRED MORE FREQUENTLY THEN YOU DO.
Feeling very tired, i shut my eyes as the weight of my eyelid is greater in magnitude then the force exerted by my eyelid muscles to keep it open.
at that moment, gravitational force is really strong, i guess around 20ms-2.
I was abruptly awoken by Mr xxx, who then used several sarcastic remarks on me.
Nevertheless, i ignored and try to look somewhere else.
As i was REALLY TIRED, i closed my eyes again.
This time he scolded me, asked me to stand up and forced me not to close my eyes AT ALL.
HELLO? don't you know this is reflex action that we will blink our eyes?
yet, you claimed you are a JC student.
even if you are from some punggol JC your intelligence wouldnt be that low, near to autistic children. (even they know they cant force themselves not to blink).
I was so tired that i cried.
i really cried.
i WAILED.
I knew my life ended ever since im posted to AJC. just as i was having some positive thoughts, it always seem to prove me wrong again. (like the few incidents before).
I was held back for 30min of reprimand by this unreasonable teacher.
but what can i do?
i cried.
i was really glad that xinyi from 06 stayed by me to give me encouraging words.
she is really a nice person, yet i don't understand why the guys in our school would laugh at her presence, which is really mean.
i told this to my parents.
oh well. im seriously apologetic of my attitude towards them.
not only did tears flow profusely down me already-red-plus-swollen eyes, im in such a bad mood that i hurled abuses and sarcastic remarks at them. which i know, i shouldn't.
life really ended, ever since i land into ajc.
i also wonder; wouldnt my life be better somewhere else?
) that as long he or she attend classes make sure to be alert regardless of what time he or she sleep unless SICK!
