I had a dream last night.
I dreamt I was re-called back to Camp for preparation of War with Thailand.
I remembered clearly that I was drawing lastest automatic weapons, five grenades, SBO, fullpack, combat ration, anti-malaria pills and etc.
For the very first time in my life going for war, I was very tense up, scare and lost. In my mind I was prepared to fight a losing battle and may not come back anymore.
Worst of all, I had been working like a dog through my life to support my bloody housing loans and left with no savings for my family!!!