XX Jelly,
I will come to the crux of my case against you straight away. What is it that you are afraid of, and that impelled you to such a massive public
exercise in the total denigration of a comrade of nearly thirty years? What prompted you to stoop so low to an utterly shameless demolition
effort, by way of the incredibly sordid wxxxx pxxxx tabled before pxxxxxxxxx on 29 June?
Your statement in xxxxxxxxxx the same day gave you away. It made it abundantly clear that you were motivated by political revenge. For you
referred to my recent public statements on political developments in Sxxxxxxxx as having made necessary what you did. But legitimate
political comment calls for a rational political response, not for political revenge by way of a revolting descent into the gutter. The entire
exercise reeks of revenge, a motive which enabled you to throw overboard all ethical considerations, medical ethics, Confucianist, Christian,
Hindu ethics, the whole lot.
According to your own panel of doctors, I suffered from a medical condition, not a moral or political one. Clinical tests clearly indicated a
much enlarged liver, resulting in a state of acute confusion, bouts of giddiness, exhaustion and fainting spells, admittedly erratic conduct,
and amnesia. We may differ about the diagnosis. Several doctor friends of mine in Sxxxxxxxx, let alone in the United States, have quite
other notions about the diagnosis. For now, we will let that be.
But where in the civilized world is sordid political capital so shamelessly squeezed out of a medical condition? Where else would self-respecting
politicians count obviously transient behaviour, proceeding from a critical medical condition, as a fundamental moral or political lapse?
And where else is the sacrosanct confidentiality of medical reports, and of doctor-patient relations, so outrageously violated for a purely political
purpose? You know the answers. Only in a society governed by a man like you.
All my conrades in party, trade unions and gxxxxxxxxx, including you, have always known me (you often extolled me), as a highly moral man over nearly
three decades of intimate comradeship in a common struggle for a common cause -- the building of a nation. How does a clearly transient condition
transform me overnight into a hopeless alcoholic, womaniser, wife-beater, among other lurid depictions of depravity?
The data presented in the wxxxx pxxxx, in the form of my letters to you just before and after my resignation, and of Dr. N's psychiatric report to you
(the use of which constitutes the most disgusting outrage on medical ethics imaginable), can only be seen in undistorted perspective, in the light of
the most crucial data of all which, of course, has been carefully omitted. You know very well that all this was done or took place when I was under
extraordinarily heavy sedation, 125mgs (yes, one hundred and twenty-five mgs) of valium daily, to be precise, for some ten days. My son Janadas
knew of this, but he was persuaded that this was normal for cases like mine. But doctors in the United States were astounded when I told them of this.
Even Dr. G who looked after me in New York, was not told of the kind of sedation I was under, although he had asked for the information.
Such excessive sedation, enough to dope an elephant, makes not for clarity, but for hallucination and disorientation, and you had successfully pontificated
to a man rendered highly suggestible by a psychotropic (mood-altering and mind-changing) drug. Further, psychiatric examination and assessment by
Dr. N was conducted when I was in a highly sedated state. In other modern societies it would have been an impartial medical inquiry that would have
been called for, rather than a political wxxxx pxxxx , and the gxxxxxxxxx, not the patient, would have been in the dock for the scandalous appropriation
of medical reports on a patient as state documents for shameless political use. In addition, I believe that I would have been able to sue my Sxxxxxxxx doctors,
in particular Dr. N and Dr. T, alleging gross violation of medical ethics.
This seems like an indian writing to a chinese.
I can tell its an indian handwriting =)