i have the same agony... its not like i rely die die have no company; But its again those one sided stuff.. i cld call my classmates or some miserable old frens & go "Hi.. whats up for xmas??can join u ppl?"
And they will go in the most nonchalent, casual tone "We'll be xxxxxx, if u wan then join us lo.."
I have shuttle b/w being totally alone & going for such outings where i dun rely make a diff... sometimes i think thou being alone sucks, it beats being with a bunch of ppl whom u dun enjoy being with & they dun rely bother abt u...
Its not that i dun love my classmates, frens... I do love them, in fact i always take e initative to hang out with any new folks i meet. But it's their bo chap, indifferent, F** attitude that makes me disheartened...
Anyway i dun care if u are Tall/Fat?Blind/Deaf/Disfigured/Poor/Masterbating loser.... as long as u are sincere, i will be ya fren!!!
Anyway tod of org an xmas outing... but turn out rate for AA outing always low; anyway any lonely folks on that day can jus call me... if i can't decent respectable company that day, i'll be at home enjoyin my roast turkey & any lonely ppl can join me
