Love is blind and will always blind us without fail. However...but I felt that you deserve someone better, don't you think so?
You are still young, and there are bound to be better guys and worse guys out there. Never convince yourself to commit to a life-long relationship as guys never really did so even though they might try to convince you that they are the one for you.
Commit yourself to a life-long relationship only when you are positive that this is the right guy for you. Else...enjoy everyday like normal but with anticipation that you might eventually meet/know the right guy for you.
Never leave all your eggs(love and hope) in a basket(guy), instead put a few eggs in the basket to ensure that it is never empty and keep the rest in a safe place.
Don't think too far ahead into the future as nobody can tell the the real answer. It wouldn't be fun to live your life if you could predict your own future.
Uncertaincies in life is the most exciting thing about life itself and is also the most worrying part about life itself. So keep yourself happy at all times to prevent the uncertaincies about life from bothering you.
Good luck.
