Funny...
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hi pple, i do have a prob dat has been in my heart for some time, and till now, i still dun realli understand...hope to have some gd advices...
I'm a student in one of the polys. I'm now into my third year. For those in polys will now dat, each group,(or some pple wld prefer to call it as class)has not more than 25 students, thus, friendship between one another is quite easy to build. As for the course dat im majoring in, there are more guys than gers. For my grp, we only have 8 gers and there are a total of 29 guys! However, onli 6 of the gers are alwaz together, and im one of the 6. Whereas the other two, dun realli like to spend time with us.
My grp is a realli weird grp. Whenver we have tutorials, u wld see the class split into 2 grps. 1 side will be the gers and the other side are the guys.Even lecturers had comments abt this. But, nothing changed since year 1.
During the end of year 1, after the final results had been out, two of the guys in my grp had to repeat certain modules, thus, they wont be with us dat often anymore. One of them was realli cute, and the gers in my were alwaz gossiping abt dis.But as we were not dat close with the guys, it didnt realli bother us dat much, but still the 6 of us will still felt sad,(coz no cute guys to see liao!
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Life juz cont and we go on to our 2nd year.However, during the 2nd semester of our 2nd year, dis cute guy manage to have more lessons with us, and once again, he becum part of our grp. During dat semester was realli shag!Projects, projects and more projects!Everyone was stressed up..During our lab, dis cute guy will alwaz be somewhere near me coz our register no. are quite close.(not i purposely 1 hor! :p) One of our project was to be a grp work. We were supposed to work in a grp of 3, so each person took 1 part to do. Coincidentally, he and i took the same part to do.But none of us noe how to start la!
So i asked seniors for hlp lor,and i did manage to get a copy of my senior's wrk!keke!!Happy sia!But i wasnt selfish!I shared with my those who were doing the same part as me!It was near the end of the lesson dat this cute guy came for lesson.When he heard dat i have a copy of reference, he asked me for it.But as i was really pressing for time dat dae, i didnt response to him.I went straight out of lab as i have to rush for wrk.It was onli during dat nite dat i rmbr he had asked me for hlp.As i had said, the guys and gers in my class wasnt dat close, i dun have his hp no.However, one of the gers do has it, coz, she was wrking on another project with him before.Thus, i asked for his no.But she didnt give me his no. instead she gave him MY no.!Dat fren of mine was realli a blur sotong since the dae we noe her, but onli till dat dae then i realized dat she was realli a huge sotong!But wat can i do??juz wait lor...i was realli tired dat nite, nearly fell asleep liao then he finalli called...i juz asked him for his email add, so dat i can send it to him now,after he gave me his email add, i was alreadi preparing to put down the phone liao coz i was realli veri tired dat nite...I think he cld sense it,and actualli asked if i wanted to put down the phone,if not, can we juz chat for awhile. I was shocked at his words,but was oso feeling quite delighted la!Cute guy mah!
So we chatted abt our class,abt the weridness of it,he asked me abt my past sec skool life etc.All of a sudden, i wasnt dat tired liao!
Time seems to pass very fast, we had been chatting for 2hrs liao, but becoz the both of us have an early class the nxt dae,we decided to cease our conversation.Dat nite,i think i was smiling all the way!I was realli looking forward to the morning lecture for the 1st timeas i will be able to see him!I dressed up juz for him! However, he treated as if nothing had ever happen,he didnt tok to me like the way he tok to me on the fone last nite, i was realli disappointed...i did told one of fren abt the conversation dat i had wif him last nite.(dat ger fren of mine was veri close to me)She told me dat maybe hes juz shy,and i did take dat and so i oso pretended nothing had ever happened. But once in a while, our eyes wld meet and i wld quickly looked away.Once in a while, i wld caught him looking at my side.During lectures when he shared wif us, he wld sit somewhere near me, unlike last time..i was realli happy!U noe dat kind of butterflies in stomach feeling?I was like wow!am i dreaming?am i thinking too much?But who cares? Its a fact dat hes rite there, somewhere so near me!
(To be continued...gotta go wrk liao!!But, pple, dis is a real thing dat had happened to me, and i'm the one in the real story!Dun doubt it!)
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interesting....
pls do carry on with ur posts.
i will be looking forward to ur further updates. -
i managed to finish sia
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One world
One love One mind
One soul One life
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hmm...i hope i'll get this kinda chances when i go to poly next mth~ hehez
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One love One mind
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Im back! okie, cont wif it...so as i was saying...oh ya,after the 1st nite he called me,subsequent nites,we wld oso be on the fone.I was realli on cloud nine sia!But the pain hit me on 1 of the fateful nite when we were chatting...we were tokking abt the guys in our class and he was like telling me so much things abt them dat i had never noe.He was telling me how 1 of the guy broke off wif his gf frm the nxt class.Then,on impulse,i asked if he has any ger dat he fancy.He replied yes,and said dat the ger was frm our sch too..i was like ermm...wow!Abit hapi liao,but then when he told me her course,i realli felt like hiding into a hole!*Arbish!*Its not me!!
Then he told me how the two of them met etc.I was so jealous!So i asked him if the 2 of them were a couple,but he replied no.However he had said dat the closest thing dat they had ever did was to hold hands and walk along the beach..at dat moment i was thinking.."drama sia!"Then he oso said dat,the ger dat he like is a very practical ger.She had told him b4 dat after she got her diploma,she wld go overseas to cont her studies and if there were to be together,it wont be long either.Kaoz!got dis kind of ger 1!!
But still, his feelings for her is strong.I saw her picture b4,realli plain looking,but he like..
1 nite, he told me dat the ger was drifting away frm him.At dat moment i was feeling quite happy coz i thot i got chance liao but a pang of guilt came over me.. He said dat the ger stood him up several times.She went to mit her god-brother instead of miting him.And i cld hear frm his voice dat he was realli sad..But wat cld i do?I cun possibly ask him to forget abt the ger rite?(although i realli wish i cld!
)So all i cld do was try to cheer him up lor, then,i began to think of excuses for the ger's actions.I cun believe it!I was actualli hlping her!Kaoz!Slowly,most of our conversation was abt him and the ger.
1 nite, he told me dat,he did expressed his love for the ger,but she rejected him.She asked him to concentrate on his studies first,coz he still got some past modules to clear path,then after exam,the both of them will then tok abt those things.(dats hw she refer his love to her!:madSo abt 3 wks before exams, he became realli hardworking.It was realli a rare sight to see him touching his books.First of all, we had to clear all our projects before hitting the books,but he did told me dat he duno how to start at all.I realli pitied him at dat time.We had like 3 major projects to complete and he havent even started when some of us had alreadi completed 2 of it.He finally came to asked me for hlp,it was a programming project.Diffcult sia!But i agreed to hlp him.I spent 2 nites on it, and finalli manage to think of a solution for him, so i pass him the rest so dat he and his partner can cont on it.
Then,somehow, i think he became quite reliable on me.Rmbr the project dat i told u guys abt?The one where the both of us were doing?And its oso the one dat brought us together.He wanted me to hlp him.I had spent a mth on mine to finish it.He wanted me to pass him mine so dat he can c,i of coz refused!But,i volunteer to hlp him.However in the end, it was me who hlp him to finish the whole project on the day of submission and he didnt even get to c it.I went back to sch almoz everydae to hlp him do although i was alreadi sick!
On the dae when i completed it, i called him to let him noe.He then sms me"Thank u,realli duno how to thank u,forgive me coz im not very gd wif words"and guess wat?i was very happy to received dat sms!!All the unwillingness dat i had b4 seemed to disappear all of a sudden!
(I'll continue tomolo!!)
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As LoNg As I SHaLL LiVe
I'LL HoLd U dEaR
AnD I wILL rEMiNiScE
Of OuR LoVe ALL ThRoUgH
ThE YeArS.... -
lol...i just love "sg dramas"....so deep down feeling...gogogogo...
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i suggest you better stop helping this guy
i think he came to your because he only needed your help.... hmmmm -
Ya,dats wat i thot...dat nite, he called mi again.He told me he was realli grateful to me of hlping him out.Then he asked me how i wan him to repay him.and i said i duno.Then he said he can spend a day wif me.I was realli surprised at dis.So, i told him,im not looking for a guy's company.The nxt thing he siad realli got me on fire.He said:"Isnt dat wat u had alwaz wanted?Can lar,i spend a dae wif u lor."Koaz,wat hes treating me as man?!Originally posted by Prodigy:i suggest you better stop helping this guy
i think he came to your because he only needed your help.... hmmmmSo i told him:"I noe u had been using me all dis while but let me tell u,i hlp u coz i pitied u and not becoz i wanted any rewards frm u!"and then i slammed down the fone.After dat,he sms me saying"Do u realli think im making use of u?"and i replied in bold"OF COURSE!DUN U THINK U ARE?COMON,U R NOT AS GREAT AS U THINK U R OK?!"Then he sms me again"I duno,u realli made me feel bad abt myself.gd nite."Till nw,i still have the sms in my hp..
After dat,we didnt call each other 4 awhile.Even when we met each other in school,i told myself not to give him a damn,juz treat him as transparent.My fren knew abt dis,and she called him a jerk and advices me not to have anything to do with him anymore.But he called me again,I was sort of quite happy actualli,(I oso duno y i felt dat way!)Soon,we were chatting like normal again.He told me dat hes going for his last practical 4 driving,and if he passed,he'll be able to start driving on the road.Then,i asked him abt him and the ger,he told me,he oso duno wat he shld do abt them.He told me dat he wana make her his first passenger in his car when he got his licence.He did told the ger abt dis,but she juz said"C 1st."I cld sense dat something was very wrong between the both of them,but i realli dun wana probe any further,coz i noe it'll make me felt sad.Then he asked me if im wrking the nxt dae and wat i was doing at dat moment.So i told him lor,ya im wrking and im now making some jellies for fun.And jokingly,i asked if he wants some.I think he was stunned and asked"Realli?can i?"My heart nearly jumped out sia!He said dat in such a tender tone!So,we decided to mit the nxt dae,i'll stay at my wrkplace there and wait for him,while he go for his practical test.
He passed!!got his licence..he was all beamed when he came to mit me.All my collegues said he is very handsome.We went for a movie.And he ate the jellies dat i made in the theatre.He act finished everything!I asked him if he was very hungry and he said"No,im not,but ur jellies are realli very nice.Thank you"He was looking into my eyes when he was telling mi all these.I practically melted rite there in my seat!Oh god!
After the movie,we seemed to becum somehow closer.I think my feelings for him grew stronger.He often asked mi to study together,but i alwaz rejected him.Finalli,1 sunday evening,he asked mi out to study again.But dis time he told mi there will be other classmates ard.So i agreed lor,and he came to drive mi.At first i was quite unwilling to enter his car,coz if i enter,i'll be his first passenger.I juz stood there.Till he asked mi y arent i entering the car.And i told him the reason.He juz smiled and said,"nvm,its alrite."So,we spent the whole nite together studying.He was sitting beside me all the while.Cloud nine!Cloud nine!Ard 3+,we decided to go back.I was the last one to go back,coz he said he wld sent my other frens back 1st.So,i was wif him in the car all the while.
When we were approaching my place,i asked him juz let me get down at the busstop behind my house,i cld walked back on my own.He was reluctant at first,saying dat"U sure?Its so late liao,let me send u to ur blk lor,so nxt time when i cum pick u up,i cld directly wait for u under ur blk and not at the cc."Gosh!No need to say,u pple shld noe how im feeling liao.still,i insisted on dropping at the busstop.
Throughout the whole nite,i kept going through wat he had told me previously.He can be realli sweet.But when in school,everything went back to normal.Is he realli shy?Exams are over now,holidaes liao...cun c him anymore.We did still tok on the fone,but not dat often anymore.I did asked him abt the ger and him,were they a couple yet.his reply was alwaz no.I felt so funny,y is dis guy like dat?I hope u guys can hlp me..shld i pursue in dis relationship?
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As LoNg As I SHaLL LiVe
I'LL HoLd U dEaR
AnD I wILL rEMiNiScE
Of OuR LoVe ALL ThRoUgH
ThE YeArS....