Greeting to all =)
Currently i am lost over what i should do in life.. lol
There is this path in life.. and i dunno whether i should just keep moving, stay put or even just walk off the beaten path..
I am about 18 this year and the only child of the family.. Since young, i have to make alot of tough decision on my own without the consent of my parents.. My relation with my parents are kinda "Cold" as we seldom talk and they only feed me with pocket money everyday. Its not that i was really rebellious, but perhaps we couldn't find topic to talk about and they never once asked me about anything..
After my 'O' level, i went to take a sneak peak at the society .. I took up a job and it was indeed an eye-opener for me. Relation among people in the company gets real complex. As a freshie, narutally i would keep quiet and observe the suitation while doing the job assigned to me faithfully. I talked to many of my colleague of many departments and yet they spoke a common tougue.. The whole conflict arosed because of this two superviser whom fighting over a higher position post. One successed and he was determind to drive his rival out of the company.. Which eventually he did..
Is our ability to compromise and forgive decreased? Or is the coperate ladder too harsh and cruel in reality for us to climb?
After all, our education do prepares us to be employee but can anyone handle it if reality slapped you with the truth?
Currently, i am still studying with no primary objective.. I do enjoy my days right now going crazy with friends and the feeling of being together.
Ultimately, i dunno what i want in this life.. I want to do things i truly enjoy and even more of quality living. Instead of studying.. do you think i can travel slowly around the world, taking my laptop with me, recording my phrase of life and living my days doing odd jobs which i feel is more meaningful?
*I dunno.. i am just too tired making decision and living on..
Some of my friends feel the same too.. maybe we are just escaping the reality .. but.. i seriously dun enjoy my time =\
