
quit poly and sign on armyOriginally posted by bismarck:just that i feel really scared of studying only to forget everything. it's the fear of forgetting everything and blanking out at the exams even though u study so hard u make the class genius look stupid. ppl can encourage u etc. but when u cock up in the exams, no one is going to like pity me. that;s why i always hate my parents' so called advices that it's ok.
it's not f.ucking ok
it';s not that i dont want to study but i dont like studying for something that i dont like for 3 years, 6 sems already. i've always hated it. yet my parents despite my repeated pleas for help, dont bother at all.
exams are like that. no big deal abt a piece of white paper, its the marks we attain tts constantly there to harrass, haunt and taunt us.Originally posted by bismarck:just that i feel really scared of studying only to forget everything. it's the fear of forgetting everything and blanking out at the exams even though u study so hard u make the class genius look stupid. ppl can encourage u etc. but when u cock up in the exams, no one is going to like pity me. that;s why i always hate my parents' so called advices that it's ok.
it's not f.ucking ok
it';s not that i dont want to study but i dont like studying for something that i dont like for 3 years, 6 sems already. i've always hated it. yet my parents despite my repeated pleas for help, dont bother at all.
u have to learn to handle stress.Originally posted by bismarck:last evening had this paper which i had ample time to study..
but the moment i started the paper...brain crashed.. after answering 1 question with ease. the rest all.....
can tell from the faces of those who left early. so dejected. me too.
anyway..the whole day i havent flipped my notes at all. still got 1 paper left.
feeling extremely tired and bruised trying to study for it. it's not sleep not enuf then tired or something. it's just mentally so tired and stressed out i feel nauseous trying to think abt it.
and my parents?
dad:
mom: ok.
it's plain ironic my friends are more concerned abt me than them.
it;s tiring spending 3 years studying something of no interest to me at all.
now they tell me if i fail, they wont blame me. thanks alot. does it matter ? blame is just an external interpretation of the matter.
it's just like carving a sculpture. u make a booboo. ppl laugh or dont blame u. but hole is there...forever...
thought that there will be some changes or difference after talking to my mum.
ha. no.
u best understand the situation.Originally posted by devoid05:exams are like that. no big deal abt a piece of white paper, its the marks we attain tts constantly there to harrass, haunt and taunt us.
just screwed up in my exams. sigh. i understand your feelings perfectly. jux rem tt no one's there to pity you. nobody pitied me when i got my sucky results. told me dat results weren't everything. how comforting. whn i called up my friend, she said "you did your best! and we're proud of you!" like it didn't help at all. such is the secret place of sorrow when you fail to live up to your expectations, nobody is able to enter into it.
so everytime i get sucky results, i'll just take it as part and parcel of life. we're living beings, prone to failure, unexempted from murphy's law. don't be so hard on yourself. just relax, laugh, take it easy, smile n let everybody wonder what's making you smile despite you gg through such a dark time in your life. if they can't admire you for your results, they'll respect you for your moral strength.
i am not asking them to threaten me or something.but it's just they dont even say something./.Originally posted by aCid_rAIn:u have to learn to handle stress.
i think ur parents are doing you a favor for not adding on to the pressure by saying something like 'u better pass or i'll be disappointed.' though we have times of weakness and may need support from others, we also need to bge mentally strong to cope with pressure and stress.
it's the last paper, it's do or die. what will you choose?
from what i went through with my education, taking exams arent stressful at all.
1. Like it or not, you have exams to take and you better do well...Originally posted by bismarck:just that i feel really scared of studying only to forget everything. it's the fear of forgetting everything and blanking out at the exams even though u study so hard u make the class genius look stupid. ppl can encourage u etc. but when u cock up in the exams, no one is going to like pity me. that;s why i always hate my parents' so called advices that it's ok.
it's not f.ucking ok
it';s not that i dont want to study but i dont like studying for something that i dont like for 3 years, 6 sems already. i've always hated it. yet my parents despite my repeated pleas for help, dont bother at all.
so long nvr see u..thought u roasted liaoOriginally posted by hopy:mi stress too sia...![]()
can't be help wat.. now exam period wor.. must tie 'gambadei' on forehead u knowOriginally posted by bismarck:so long nvr see u..thought u roasted liao