Missing you......
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Cheer up dude, here's something for u.
The never ending song :
*Chorus
This is the song tat never end
And it goes on and on my friend
Some people, started singing without knowing what it was
And they continue singing it forever just because
repeat *Chorus
~ From : Lamb-chop play-along -
Understand what you feeling. What you did, I've done it for 9yrs already for the same person waiting at the void deck almost everyday hoping to bump to each other.Originally posted by seancannot:This is something I want to say to my ex which I could not bring myself to tell her ... laugh if you want to
To the most lovely girl i know
XXX XXXX
Hope All is well with you... Missed you so badly last nite .... we have not seen each other for 8 months do you know... not a day has passed without think ing of you... I went over to your void deck and waited the whole nite... this was the place where we used to meet and pick you up... I have not been there for the past months .... inplace of the happiness and eagerness when I was there to meet you last time ... there were only bitterness and sorrow when i waited silly alone for you last nite... no I did not bump into you... maybe fortunately ... cos if i had saw you coming back with another guy I would probably go crazy.. I wish I could hold you and hug you again and tell you i still love you deeply.. and you are still the most beautiful girl in my eye... silly I was I am still waiting for the day maybe you will come back to me ... I just pray hard to God .. just a little of your loving ..sweetness.... again .. I miss you and wish you well.. Dearest..... -
9 yrs ... must admire your devotion then... life has to carry on ...and everyone and things move on... well if there is a new love in my life ... i would not have dwell into the past so much.... I guess all mortal will want to love and be loved...Originally posted by laosu:Understand what you feeling. What you did, I've done it for 9yrs already for the same person waiting at the void deck almost everyday hoping to bump to each other.
Good Luck to you Pals ... Hope the beautiful belle come back into your life ... and wish me Good Luck please .... just heard a story from my colleague fren... that his a girl walking out from him 5 times and in the end they are (happy or not I dun know ) married and together now..... Life is Full of Pleaseant Suprises!!!
XXX XXXX I love you !!!
Lets Always Look on the positive and bright side of life.... Love will be stronger if it has gone thru test, time, trial and tribulation!!! -
Actually am thinking if it's devotions that binds me to her or the guilt of hurting her then. Till now she still can't forgive me.Originally posted by seancannot:9 yrs ... must admire your devotion then... life has to carry on ...and everyone and things move on... well if there is a new love in my life ... i would not have dwell into the past so much.... I guess all mortal will want to love and be loved...
Good Luck to you Pals ... Hope the beautiful belle come back into your life ... and wish me Good Luck please .... just heard a story from my colleague fren... that his a girl walking out from him 5 times and in the end they are (happy or not I dun know ) married and together now..... Life is Full of Pleaseant Suprises!!!
XXX XXXX I love you !!!
Lets Always Look on the positive and bright side of life.... Love will be stronger if it has gone thru test, time, trial and tribulation!!!
You are lucky. At least she still goes out with you. As for me..when I do bump into her..all I can do is let us both pass be each other like stranger. Will you understand the feeling of someone whom you love so much had actually walked past you like a stranger?
All these years, I still carry on my life walking forward but she's always there in my heart. I still fall in love and I love my gf but I can't help being honest with her that my past love is still there in my heart and i really hope that she'll be able to accept that but I guess love is selfish.
Recently met a girl and she knew about my past as well and things seemed to be going on fine between us both. I really hope that she can fully accept me cause I do love her. She got a smile that can calm my unsettled heart. Pray for me too pal. -
9 years or 9 months spending time waiting for someone
is no doubt a courage.
I truly respect this people.
But then if you have spend this time looking around where
you are.
You might have already find someone else that fit into your
life.
Whatever good or bad things in life.
No matter how hard we try.
One day we need to give ourselves the courage to accept it and
move on in life.
Good luck to you.
Originally posted by laosu:Understand what you feeling. What you did, I've done it for 9yrs already for the same person waiting at the void deck almost everyday hoping to bump to each other. -
"If misery loves company, misery has company enough."
- Henry David Thoreau
In the book "Love in the Time of Cholera", there is a particularly memorable line, one that remained etched in my heart until today:
"... he looked at her and saw her naked to her waist, just as he had imagined her. Her shoulders were wrinkled, her b reasts sagged, her ribs were covered by a flabby skin as pale and cold as a frog's."
The protagonist had endured fifty-one years, nine months, and four days of unrequited love before he finally had the opportunity to profess again his love for the woman he had loved since his youth. When she finally accepted him after a series of vehement rejections, when their love was finally consummated after a chain of fateful setbacks, his love still remained true but the subject of his love since youth was no longer the same.
You can devote as many years as you are blessed with to the love of your life, but you must be made painfully aware of the fact that though your love may still remain true after those years, the person whom you love would never be the same again as she whom you started loving before those years.
In the end, you may realise that all your life you have been in love with just an image. Nothing more. -
XXXX
Missing you badly now ....cant concentrate on my work even though there a deadline to meet... need to see you , hear you and hold you now.... when will I see you again ...if only you can call me now ... I can hear your voice again... It will be heavenly ...... -
last time i also like this... but my ex juz totally ignored my pleas.... long story.......
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Why is it so difficult to forget someone ... why must our heart yearn so much for someone... if only i have forgotten how to love... if only I do not need to love and be love.... maybe i can just live my life as it is .... devoid of feeling and sorrow, happiness ... just my silly thought ...cos I am depressed now
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I am thinking of you ...dunno where you are tonite.. wish that I could hold you tight... I am dreaming of you.. i wish that you could stay but you are so far away...so far away
Lyrics of a song i dunno by who.. but its a reflection of my feeling now .... -
i know this is gonna make you sad
but still i wanna dedicate this song to you...
so that u won give up
if u miss her.. just tell her
Westlife: Miss you
I can t sleep I just can t breathe
When your shadow is all over me baby
Don t wanna be a fool in your eyes
Cause what we had was built on lies
And when our love seems to fade away
Listen to me hear what I say
I don t wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don t wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
I miss you
What would it take for you to see
To make you understand that I ll
Always believe
You and I can make it through
And I still know I can t get over you
Cause when our love seems to fade away
Listen to me hear what I say
I don t wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don t wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
Oh baby I miss you I do
Cause when our love always
Fades away
Listen to me hear what I say
I don t wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don t wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
I miss you I miss you
I do
I don t wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here with you
I don t wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
Oh baby I miss you I do -
Don't listen to too much of such songs and think too much of such lyrics... They just keeps you in a deluded state.... If you know what's good for yourself, go out and get more fresh air....Originally posted by seancannot:I am thinking of you ...dunno where you are tonite.. wish that I could hold you tight... I am dreaming of you.. i wish that you could stay but you are so far away...so far away
Lyrics of a song i dunno by who.. but its a reflection of my feeling now .... -
well said Devil... these songs are written in exactly this kinda way to make u feel emotionally attached to them... like u can find ur own situation similar to one tt's being portrayed in the song... but frankly... most of the time... these songs just make u feel sadder...Originally posted by Devil1976:Don't listen to too much of such songs and think too much of such lyrics... They just keeps you in a deluded state.... If you know what's good for yourself, go out and get more fresh air.... 
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what is the point for posting all this here? She wouldnt know wat you are thinking and wat you are doing. If you dont have the courage to tok to her face to face.. email her and tell her how you feel
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she has found another....Originally posted by sneezy:what is the point for posting all this here? She wouldnt know wat you are thinking and wat you are doing. If you dont have the courage to tok to her face to face.. email her and tell her how you feel
where have all my girl frens gone??
4 years ago... think Lady luck was good to me then... I acutally had 3 romantic prospect... well among the 3 girls I chose my ex... cos I like her the most and of course she is the prettiest .... actually all the 3 of them are all very nice girl ...my ex was most fun to be with and she was the youngest... the 2 slightly older ones actually treated me better and love me more I feel ... they are really nice and took care of me in a way...but I was never really happy when i was with them... once i am with my ex of cos i started to drift apart from other 2 .... guess one of them was angry with and broke off with me completely .. the other we still contact once in a while and now she is attached.. my ex broke off with me without telling me any reason about 10 months ago... sometime I think had I choose another girl i could have been married and settle down with kids... one of the gal seriously wanted to marry me then... and now i am all alone ...with no one to spend my weekend with ... so many lonely nite and heartaches... however given another chance I will still chose my ex... all the happy times we had ... and i thot they were the best moments of my life when we were together
XXXX ...Thanks for the memories ... and yes the foot print that you have left in my heart... really I wish i could hate but cant bring myself to... -
[quote]Originally posted by seancannot:
[b]she has found another....
where have all my girl frens gone??
and now i am all alone ...with no one to spend my weekend with ... so many lonely nite and heartaches... however given another chance I will still chose my ex... all the happy times we had ... and i thot they were the best moments of my life when we were together
Sigh... we are on the same boat.
It's always a torture to go thru the weekends.
She's just kinda still lingers around,don't you think? -
Do you feel like killing yourself when you think that the one you love is in somebody arms... it gets worse when you are all alone in the night... there were times i had silly thots of ending my life.. who and what am I living in this world for ... there no meaning to life...Trust me .. i dun want to such a loser and whiner... but i just cant help myselfOriginally posted by Mao x 2:Sigh... we are on the same boat.
It's always a torture to go thru the weekends.
She's just kinda still lingers around,don't you think?
i will still wait for her to Msg or call me... anticipating .. but the call never came
I feel like I am dead without her ... its been such a long while still cant get over it.... I really hate myself... I should just go out and change my life.. but it seems everything is against me ... maybe God want to punish , torment me...I dun know... -
Fiona Apple.. Across the Universe.
Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup,
They slither while they pass, they slip away across the universe
Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my opened mind,
Possessing and caressing me.
Jai guru de va om
Nothing's gonna change my world,
Nothing's gonna change my world.
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world.
Images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes,
That call me on and on across the universe,
Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box they
Tumble blindly as they make their way
Across the universe
Jai guru de va om
Nothing's gonna change my world,
Nothing's gonna change my world.
Nothing's gonna change my world.
Nothing's gonna change my world.
Sounds of laughter shades of earth are ringing
Through my open ears inciting and inviting me
Limitless undying love which shines around me like a
Million suns, it calls me on and on
Across the universe
Jai guru de va om
Nothing's gonna change my world,
Nothing's gonna change my world.
Nothing's gonna change my world.
Nothing's gonna change my world.
Jai guru de va, jai guru de va
Jai guru de va, jai guru de va
Jai guru de va.
Jai guru de va, jai guru de va. -
seem like i'm not the only one out of love ...........................just broke up.............guess going take times for me to heal .....................too much of the sweet memory keep flashing back to my mind...........too much of empty promise from him ..........................too much pain.............too much .............just too much.............................................Originally posted by seancannot:This is something I want to say to my ex which I could not bring myself to tell her ... laugh if you want to
To the most lovely girl i know
XXX XXXX
Hope All is well with you... Missed you so badly last nite .... we have not seen each other for 8 months do you know... not a day has passed without think ing of you... I went over to your void deck and waited the whole nite... this was the place where we used to meet and pick you up... I have not been there for the past months .... inplace of the happiness and eagerness when I was there to meet you last time ... there were only bitterness and sorrow when i waited silly alone for you last nite... no I did not bump into you... maybe fortunately ... cos if i had saw you coming back with another guy I would probably go crazy.. I wish I could hold you and hug you again and tell you i still love you deeply.. and you are still the most beautiful girl in my eye... silly I was I am still waiting for the day maybe you will come back to me ... I just pray hard to God .. just a little of your loving ..sweetness.... again .. I miss you and wish you well.. Dearest..... -
Yes.. i understand your feeling. everytime when she's online on my MSN list. It's a torture when I know I can't msg her. And even if i did, she also won't reply me. Sometimes, i would be just like you, hoping that she would call or sms me, or even a simple" hi" on the msn will make me happy. Always thinking of those days when everyday she would sms me in the morning to wake me up, and the good nite msg to complete my day. and the time when every weekends she would be staying over at my place.. i would sometimes, just stay awake to watch her sleep. And yesterday night, it really breaks my heart when i was watchiing the video clips we took in pulau ubin and pasir ris chalet. all the joy and laughers that i missed so much. it's really killing me..Originally posted by seancannot:Do you feel like killing yourself when you think that the one you love is in somebody arms... it gets worse when you are all alone in the night... there were times i had silly thots of ending my life.. who and what am I living in this world for ... there no meaning to life...Trust me .. i dun want to such a loser and whiner... but i just cant help myself
i will still wait for her to Msg or call me... anticipating .. but the call never came
I feel like I am dead without her ... its been such a long while still cant get over it.... I really hate myself... I should just go out and change my life.. but it seems everything is against me ... maybe God want to punish , torment me...I dun know... -
It feel even worse when you know the one you love is in the arms of your good friend and for a long time they are still lying to youOriginally posted by seancannot:Do you feel like killing yourself when you think that the one you love is in somebody arms... it gets worse when you are all alone in the night... there were times i had silly thots of ending my life.. who and what am I living in this world for ... there no meaning to life...Trust me .. i dun want to such a loser and whiner... but i just cant help myself
i will still wait for her to Msg or call me... anticipating .. but the call never came
I feel like I am dead without her ... its been such a long while still cant get over it.... I really hate myself... I should just go out and change my life.. but it seems everything is against me ... maybe God want to punish , torment me...I dun know... -
Got to get someone to come up with a drug or magical concoction that can help me to forget the person i miss...maybe amensia is good...
sometime you really lose hope in life .... just dun have mood for anything... everywhere i go there are memories of her .... whenever i m outing with my fren i was never happy. ..a part of me is alway missing .. i would just be in a daze .. thinking of her... lamenting to my frens how I miss her ..which is stupid ... I have told myself I must make myself happy!
have tried to bluff myself she has been posted oversea for work and will not be coming back soon for the next 5 years... until the next time we meet again i will be hugging and kissing her ... as loving as before
I know where she is hanging out and I try my best to avoid the place... otherwise my heart will be bleeding from pain if I see her with another guy
Told myself this
XXXX ....I will and I must forget you soon .. and start my new life ... what happened was just a dream .. it wasnt real... maybe you have never exist before .. you are just my imagination...this memory will be erased now... what a pathetic thought.. Silly me .. -
ahhh..dun dare to read ur "letter" for her...im scare tt i will think of my ex who is my best fren stead now..
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Same here, pal. I just miss her so much till it really hurts.Originally posted by seancannot:sometime you really lose hope in life .... just dun have mood for anything... everywhere i go there are memories of her .... whenever i m outing with my fren i was never happy. ..a part of me is alway missing .. i would just be in a daze .. thinking of her... lamenting to my frens how I miss her ..which is stupid ... I have told myself I must make myself happy!
have tried to bluff myself she has been posted oversea for work and will not be coming back soon for the next 5 years... until the next time we meet again i will be hugging and kissing her ... as loving as before
it really drives me crazy.. thinking of all the sweet memories..
The crazy and silly acts..
the hugs and kisses.
she's everywhere i go.. -
I ever tot of this too...but then something else crossed my mind and inflicted an enormous fear. What if I got amensia and I forgot everyone except her? It could happen you know?Originally posted by seancannot:Got to get someone to come up with a drug or magical concoction that can help me to forget the person i miss...maybe amensia is good...
sometime you really lose hope in life .... just dun have mood for anything... everywhere i go there are memories of her .... whenever i m outing with my fren i was never happy. ..a part of me is alway missing .. i would just be in a daze .. thinking of her... lamenting to my frens how I miss her ..which is stupid ... I have told myself I must make myself happy!
have tried to bluff myself she has been posted oversea for work and will not be coming back soon for the next 5 years... until the next time we meet again i will be hugging and kissing her ... as loving as before
I know where she is hanging out and I try my best to avoid the place... otherwise my heart will be bleeding from pain if I see her with another guy
Told myself this
XXXX ....I will and I must forget you soon .. and start my new life ... what happened was just a dream .. it wasnt real... maybe you have never exist before .. you are just my imagination...this memory will be erased now... what a pathetic thought.. Silly me ..