I'm so screwed...
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*another ranting session..* haixx
Just finished my O lvl Mother Tongue Oral.. Immediately after that, I couldn't stop thinking about how i flunk and stuffs... Just kept crying.. I feel so useless.. Like.. My parents did so much for me, slog so hard, only want to see me achieve something.. But I let them down.. Think I'm so screwed this time.. Haixx.
I'm slow and stupid, hadn't been paying much attention in class.. I'm afraid its too late.. haixx. Plus my BGR problems.. Sometimes I'm so sick and tired... I just wanna shut myself out from everything..
I hate my life. I think I won't achieve anything big in life.. I worked hard, my results still suck. From pants to skirts, from short hair to long hair, from nerdy specs to cool dark frames, I'm still ugly. My bf is quite a good looking guy, I always think he's out with girls, because he's so good looking, I also think he's embarrassed to have such an ugly gf. I feel bad.
And I'm having my O this year. I really am afraid.. I've done what I think should be done. Now after my Oral, I think I'm even more screwed up.. I'm scared, I'm stupid, I'm just a nobody.. Haixx..
What can I or What do I do now... Haixx.. -
its only an oral test.
dont take it too hard.
there are ups and downs in life. -
Yawn
if you think yr life is in trouble, serious please think again.
There are others who got worst problem then u, are now in the hospital fighting for their lifes.
you worry too much. If your bf do not like you then why is he with you? Did anyone say u are ugly? If you are that ugly do u ever think you got the chance to find a sinlgle bf?
Is just the first o level chinese oral only lar and the result is not even out yet why are you crying?
please do not think that you are doom liao. Cos you have not even try the other papers yet.
If no you is willing to care about you. Here at AA we will support you all the way through your tough times.
Just do your best and do not cry. no one can blame you if you have done your best. -
Oral "test" ?? No no. It's my O Level's Mother Tongue Oral Examination!! If I get.. say a "merit" for this, it's hard for me to get an A for my Chinese. Haix. Unless I score a "distinction".. which seems to be very impossible now. Haixx..Originally posted by dragg:its only an oral test.
dont take it too hard.
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its ok.its only one subject.you should have another 6 to rely on.i didn't rely on chinese.
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Faints
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erm...who told u this?Originally posted by blueberryjam:Oral "test" ?? No no. It's my O Level's Mother Tongue Oral Examination!! If I get.. say a "merit" for this, it's hard for me to get an A for my Chinese. Haix. Unless I score a "distinction".. which seems to be very impossible now. Haixx..
I've got a pass for my oral exam...but i scored A1 for chinese leh -
there is nothing to can do to change the past...Originally posted by blueberryjam:*another ranting session..* haixx
What can I or What do I do now... Haixx..
what you CAN do NOW, will affect your future -
I feel so useless now.. Even thou results not out yet, But roughly, I know how i fared.. Haixx.
Everytime when my class has a test, I don't know how to do, I lift up my head, I see everyone writting on their paper, Like I'm the only one who don't know anything. I'm just plain stupid.
Haixx, am I very not-full-of-confidence? Haixx.. Low esteem.. I've got everything bad.. -
hm.. sound pessi to me.. anyway think u r having too high expectations...
U r now only 16 i i am not wrong... best if u can concentrate on yr studies and family rather thinking abt bgr.... u r not mature enough to handle one ..... -
at least u got a bf...Originally posted by blueberryjam:I feel so useless now.. Even thou results not out yet, But roughly, I know how i fared.. Haixx.
Everytime when my class has a test, I don't know how to do, I lift up my head, I see everyone writting on their paper, Like I'm the only one who don't know anything. I'm just plain stupid.
Haixx, am I very not-full-of-confidence? Haixx.. Low esteem.. I've got everything bad..
I am a single guy,results also very bad...in terms of looks... also bad...my parents come back very late and somemore only child but i not so upset with my life... a bit but not until life is so gloomy -
I know the problem with me, I'm lazy. BUT, I'm not doing anything to help. I dunno why. Its like I already feel like giving up. It's so hard to live here. Haixx. Maybe you guys are right, I'm expecting too much. But that's cause my elder sis and bro, got like.. 12 - 14 for their O Levels. Me? Ha.. I think if I can get 16, I'm so damn lucky. But thou my parents they don't blame nor nag at me, they just keep saying "It's alright if you did your best".. I'm guilty.. Haixx. I'm born stupid.. why?
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you say your result is so bad and you still want to aim for a merit?
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My friend told me..Originally posted by bratpig:erm...who told u this?
I've got a pass for my oral exam...but i scored A1 for chinese leh
Hmm, are you sure? Wow.. It's nice to have some A1s in the cert, isn't? Well, perhaps my friend is wrong about that. =) -
lazy can work for it...work for you and ur bf future laOriginally posted by blueberryjam:I know the problem with me, I'm lazy. BUT, I'm not doing anything to help. I dunno why. Its like I already feel like giving up. It's so hard to live here. Haixx. Maybe you guys are right, I'm expecting too much. But that's cause my elder sis and bro, got like.. 12 - 14 for their O Levels. Me? Ha.. I think if I can get 16, I'm so damn lucky. But thou my parents they don't blame nor nag at me, they just keep saying "It's alright if you did your best".. I'm guilty.. Haixx. I'm born stupid.. why?
I also last time work but now i am the one "yi xiang qing yan" so my O's like a bit want to give up..
Stupid is not for a person...You are not stupid...you are only less smart and lazy...nobody is stupid...my teacher tell me -
actually for a potato like me,i got a merit for my oral if not i think i would have flunked my chinese liao.those oral examiners are quite lenient de la.most people gets at least a merit.
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still say i traitor hor...u also come into AAOriginally posted by bratpig:erm...who told u this?
I've got a pass for my oral exam...but i scored A1 for chinese leh
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But if I'm not stupid, why my results like that? I studied like crazy for my Mid Year, and I got back $hit results. WTF.
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yah...aiyah...the rumour mill will go into overdrive when it comes to grading, qns set, etc lah...just do well for your main paper...why worry abt something that has passedOriginally posted by blueberryjam:My friend told me..
Hmm, are you sure? Wow.. It's nice to have some A1s in the cert, isn't? Well, perhaps my friend is wrong about that. =) -
have u stop to think...maybe u studied hard but not studied smart?Originally posted by blueberryjam:But if I'm not stupid, why my results like that? I studied like crazy for my Mid Year, and I got back $hit results. WTF.
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its nice to get some As but do u think if u got a A,u will be happy in your job that u want to do?Originally posted by blueberryjam:My friend told me..
Hmm, are you sure? Wow.. It's nice to have some A1s in the cert, isn't? Well, perhaps my friend is wrong about that. =) -
Set a more achievable standard for urself, discuss it with ur family, they will understand one. Setting benchmark to ur siblings or aim better than them is not very healthy, u are just giving urself unnesscary stress only.
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But I think mine is a gone case. I kept getting off track, the examiners did asked me questions, but I think I kept saying irrelevant stuffs. So screwed. Haixx.Originally posted by stellazio:actually for a potato like me,i got a merit for my oral if not i think i would have flunked my chinese liao.those oral examiners are quite lenient de la.most people gets at least a merit. -
its ok.there's no right and wrong in oral.as long you argue your case well,all is well.
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Muwahaha......
Oral only.... no big deal
last tme i dunno skipped how many characters while reading
L1R5 <<<<<< doesnt include chinese
L1 >>>> English
as long as u dont get C6 for english
result wldnt be that bad