stuck in another world
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hi guys. sry if the title may sound wierd, but i do feel as if i'm stuck in another world. okie, this may sound minor but it's really affecting me.
after watching "Sekai no chuushin de, ai wo sakebu " a japanese drama, which is a real tearjacker and a sad story. im really really feeling depressed. every single episodes make you wanna cry real badly. and now my problem is, whenever they show a scene that is supposingly touching or will make one cry, i won't be able to cry. instead this feeling transform into something "passive" and lingering sadness inside me....., i can almost feel the depression the characters inside the story feel..
after each episode i wud somehow fall into my bed and cuddle myself with pillows etc and cover my face. somehow i only do this when i'm feeling depressed or sad. and i find myself doin this after every single episode.., i feel like i'm somehow attachted to the story. sry if it's weirdness on my part..
and i'm currently only on episode 3. if i watched on, i would probably die of sadness. i mean, seriously, people on jdrama forums said that it gets more depressing after each episode. but if i dun continue the series, i wud be killing myself without knowing what happens next....i feel so lost and its affecting me badly...
this series involves many deaths about main characters...., and seeing how each character struggles with deaths that occur around them, i realli feel v v v depressed because of this world. i'm starting to hate the world, the cruel fact that it takes away people from us.....i'm getting worried one day if i lose someone i love dearly to death.... -
watch happier shows in future....
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Yeah... Avoid such shows if ya can't take it...? And don't go too deep into such things yeah...? It probably ain't too healthy...?Originally posted by mistyblue:watch happier shows in future.... 
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that's why I don't watch horror shows
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maybe u shld watch less of these sad shows if u r the emotional kind. try getting some comedies to watch instead.
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watch tcs drama. can cry oso. tears of boredom.
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"this series involves many deaths about main characters...., and seeing how each character struggles with deaths that occur around them, i realli feel v v v depressed because of this world. i'm starting to hate the world, the cruel fact that it takes away people from us.....i'm getting worried one day if i lose someone i love dearly to death..."
You can run but you cannot run from death.
What is there to hate this world for ?
Your life is given by the world and the world is wrong to take it away?
The world is cruel cos it takes away people from you?
Come on life will go on with or without u liking it or not.
I have seen death and lost people who were very close to me but I do not run and hide, instead I had to face it and I grew up from it.
Your problem is that you rather run and hide rather than face the problem. Worring over a tv show and refuse to face life is not the answer.
Be brave and face your fear, learn to be indepentant and no point worrying for something you have not face yet.