My thoughts
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today at the bowling alley, I was spurred by another one of my personal life thoughts again. Playing in the alley, there was this spastic girl... Looking at her, it just dawn on me that I find it really fascinating.. I'm not being bad here.. but have you guys ever realized that these people are actually the ones we were hoping to be at different times. You always hear people say, "how I wish that I would never grow up?" Or "how I wish I will always remain as a child?" Little did we realise that these spastic people are the very ones who we are hoping to be. Their minds never develop fully, and hence they're always in the child mood. The most ironic thing of all is that many of us will keep ourselves away from them, avoid them totally, and would even tell our children or some other normal kids to stay away from them, just because they are a little different. I really makes me wonder why?? In my mind, they are the ones we should envy. They can always remain as a child regardless of their age, and no one will say they are immature. Why is it people avoid them?? If you're going to have the idea of not growing up, you will just be like them. They are just so care-free, nothing to worry about, but to have fun.
-Quote- "XXX has bunny ears... HAhahha" these are the very words that I overheard one of them saying, while 2 others are making fun of each other. These words made me recall the kind of language we had used some time ago. Those days it sounded so sweet, but if it's said by one of them, it's just feel different. They are living what we wish to be.. but why do we have a different view of it when we see them??
Can only say humans, they just want the best of both worlds...
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My OLD Thoughts!!!
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When 2 hearts are meant for each other, no distance is too far, no time is too long and no other love can break them apart.... -
Time flies fast
A year has passed
Many things had happened
Many pple were gone
I didn't know wat to say
I don't know wat to do
If only I could turn back time
I sure would have chose you
Went through tough times in life
Learnt things thru e hard way
Many things I never learn to treasure
when they came along my way
But wat's gone is already gone
Life still has to go on
In life there's no time machine
To allow a 2nd chance again
Live a life without any IFs
Live a life without regrets
It's ez to say these
But its tough to do it
I'm trying that's all I can say
Still trying hard
To put everything into place
To make life great
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When 2 hearts are meant for each other, no distance is too far, no time is too long and no other love can break them apart.... -
I guess it really isn't strange to think that way, especially when you are studying psychology now.
I feel exactly the same way as you. They seem so carefree and nothing is a burden to them. To simplify, they just live on and die.
I guess it's life. Humans take things for granted. It's in everyone. Now we are healthy and we can walk around and jump around, we envy them. But... I think if they were to choose, they would choose to lead a normal life like us.
All I can say is, everything is fated man. They will still be leading their carefree lives and even having people avoiding them won't make them feel bad. We will still be leading our stressful lives with tons of worries, and lots of complaints about tits and tacs.
In the end, we will still depart with nothing.
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I can't forgive; can't forget; can't give in... What Went Wrong? Cause you said this was right... You fucked up my life!
As long as I know how to love, I know I'll be alive. I've got all my life to live... I've got all my love to give... I will survive. I will survive! -
Ermz.. The poems good.. but I dun quite get what you were trying to put across...
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I don't feel weird..but people do find me weird though.. becoz they say i think too much... Sometimes I would come up with things which very few people will would have expected... that's why some of my friends gave their comments about me whether is it for serious business or is it for a joke..
Another weirdo to the society...
Well I guess if you were to ask them, if they want to be normal, they will tell you that they are normal, and being them is normal, and we are the weird people to ask asking that kind of qns. hahah~ besides if I think they were to choose, I don't think they will want to be like us. Can think can plan, can organize, but so what, we get all the headaches, we worry for this and we think too much like me here. While they are like you said.. so carefree and not bothered by much about the society execpt for it's getting cold, and it's time for dinner.
anyway who are we to say that we are better than them?? Human are the most savage of all animals. We compete for resouces to survive like all other animals, but we also kill not only other animals, but also our own species, while no other animals do that... Now they call us being th most civilized of the organisms living on earth...
sorryz I'm not being sadists or whatever, just some thoughts... told you I think too much... now that got someone who's on the same frequency so say a little more lorz.. ehheh~
------------------Originally posted by Wind:I guess it really isn't strange to think that way, especially when you are studying psychology now.
I feel exactly the same way as you. They seem so carefree and nothing is a burden to them. To simplify, they just live on and die.
I guess it's life. Humans take things for granted. It's in everyone. Now we are healthy and we can walk around and jump around, we envy them. But... I think if they were to choose, they would choose to lead a normal life like us.
All I can say is, everything is fated man. They will still be leading their carefree lives and even having people avoiding them won't make them feel bad. We will still be leading our stressful lives with tons of worries, and lots of complaints about tits and tacs.
In the end, we will still depart with nothing.
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(.)_(.) Beary Bear *Huggiez*...
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yup...
humans are brainless fools who will eventually kill themselves
humans are the ones that will destroy the world
and thus, the end of the world...
and humans are blaming 'something else' for the end of the world? BULLCRAP -
Yes, I guess we are on the same frequency. My friends are the same as yours, keep telling me I think too much.
Well... I am a thinker, of wierd things. Haha... But to me, these wierd things make sense leh. Shrugs.
I still stand on my point though, if they were to choose, they would definitely choose to live a life of ours. While we are still yearning for a much more carefree life.
Contradicting huh? Oh bother. -
NOT EXACTLY? What we bring with us as we depart, we can't see... Because whatever's PHYSICAL have to be left behind...Originally posted by Wind:In the end, we will still depart with nothing.
"When you give your only bread to a starving child, have you just gain something or have you lost everything?" -
Originally posted by Bear:
I don't feel weird..but people do find me weird though.. becoz they say i think too much... Sometimes I would come up with things which very few people will would have expected... that's why some of my friends gave their comments about me whether is it for serious business or is it for a joke..
The people around me used to say that I think too much too....? And yup... WEIRD... I guess I STILL am...?
And recently, I've got to know this auntie from my workplace... She'll always find opportunties to talk to me... Sometimes 'give me advices'.... I guess she's not really having a sound mind and also have quite some hallucinations thing.... Sometimes I just tell her she thinks too much.... Then I thought about myself..... I guess the MAIN THING is when you think too much, it's quite IMPORTANT that you're thinking on the correct things... But sometimes I guess it's just SO HARD to tell.... Just like many humans who just died.... Without even knowing what's wrong in their way of life and thinkings....?
Another weirdo to the society...
WELCOME to my 'society'...?
anyway who are we to say that we are better than them?? Human are the most savage of all animals. We compete for resouces to survive like all other animals, but we also kill not only other animals, but also our own species, while no other animals do that... Now they call us being th most civilized of the organisms living on earth...
I guess it's not that other animals don't kill their own species... They DO... It depends more on the circumstances.... And they're not under humans' position.... SO SPARINGLY... 'GOD'....
And as for HUMANS, you can blame them and you can't really blame them too... The current 'ecological picture' has them FRAMED that way.... The main FATALITY I guess, would be the fact that they're all usually TOO BUSY with their own life to see the BIG PICTURE?
sorryz I'm not being sadists or whatever, just some thoughts... told you I think too much... now that got someone who's on the same frequency so say a little more lorz.. ehheh~
Hehheh... I used to be a real sadist... Now I'm just a SADIST.... ~WAHAhahaha....
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HEY, THAT'S ME..??!Originally posted by Prodigy:and humans are blaming 'something else' for the end of the world? BULLCRAP -
Hmm....Originally posted by Wind:Yes, I guess we are on the same frequency. My friends are the same as yours, keep telling me I think too much.
Well... I am a thinker, of wierd things. Haha... But to me, these wierd things make sense leh. Shrugs.
I still stand on my point though, if they were to choose, they would definitely choose to live a life of ours. While we are still yearning for a much more carefree life.
Contradicting huh? Oh bother. -
you got a point there about thinking too much, devil.. It's not a problem to think too much, neither is it all that bad. The thing is to think of the correct things, and it will surmount to some value, if not you're really considered a weirdo.
Speaking of cleaning ladies, I used to meet one too at the old Police HQ where I worked before. Well, my friends say she's kind of weird too coz she's always taking to herself. She even openly and audiably talk to herself. I dunno really nkow unless I really go examine her lahz.. but I feel that talking to oneself is something that can relief boredom. BEsides sometimes it's hard to find companions who are weirdos like me, so the best friend that one can have. You will never get tired, nor can you get rid of this friend.. hahaha~
Anyway from what I know about the other animals are that they fight, but they dun kill their own species. Maybe I have not seem before besides for some hammies that eat their own offsprings and dolphins which behaves very much like man, coz they rape their female counterparts, they abuse their 'women' to submission, and they fight other males to get their mates. if not can't seem to see other animals doing it liaoz...
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