Originally posted by corals88:I hate myself. I really dunno why?
I used to be someone knowing what I want for my study, career, and life. Friends always envy me of what I have in term of getting good results and recommendations and rewards based on my real hardwork. (by the way, I am not bosses and lecturers' pet, so can't get any special treatment from them)
Few months back, I really dunno what had happened to me. I have no mood in my career... hate going to work... feeling very stress and it seems that it isn't going anywhere... and have quited without a job... so currently jobless.
Thought I will spend the time to concentrate on my exam at the end of the year, but it seems that I can't concentrate well on my study. Worry about no income and the monthly expenses that I had to bear and whether will I be able to get a job after my exam, etc...
Recently, I started to stay away from my friends, not sure if it is due to my inferior complex... cos in their eyes, I have always been the strong one to help them solve problems and any problems that I faced won't defeat me easily. My close friends don't even know that I am now no longer working cos I dun want them to worry for me.
I really hate myself on why I have to cause myself to this disastrous stage which I sometimes hope that I will never get up from my sleep. Sucide is not in my mind cos I am afraid of pain but I can't assure that as one of my fren who is afraid of pain has actually slashed the wrist when not in the right state of mind.
I really dunno what I shd do or what i want in my life. It seems that the path infront of me is no longer there.
Can someone help me?
Make new directions in your life...Originally posted by corals88:I hate myself. I really dunno why?
I used to be someone knowing what I want for my study, career, and life. Friends always envy me of what I have in term of getting good results and recommendations and rewards based on my real hardwork. (by the way, I am not bosses and lecturers' pet, so can't get any special treatment from them)
Few months back, I really dunno what had happened to me. I have no mood in my career... hate going to work... feeling very stress and it seems that it isn't going anywhere... and have quited without a job... so currently jobless.
Thought I will spend the time to concentrate on my exam at the end of the year, but it seems that I can't concentrate well on my study. Worry about no income and the monthly expenses that I had to bear and whether will I be able to get a job after my exam, etc...
Recently, I started to stay away from my friends, not sure if it is due to my inferior complex... cos in their eyes, I have always been the strong one to help them solve problems and any problems that I faced won't defeat me easily. My close friends don't even know that I am now no longer working cos I dun want them to worry for me.
I really hate myself on why I have to cause myself to this disastrous stage which I sometimes hope that I will never get up from my sleep. Sucide is not in my mind cos I am afraid of pain but I can't assure that as one of my fren who is afraid of pain has actually slashed the wrist when not in the right state of mind.
I really dunno what I shd do or what i want in my life. It seems that the path infront of me is no longer there.
Can someone help me?
For the time being, I could provide you a few ways to help you out:Originally posted by corals88:I hate myself. I really dunno why?
I used to be someone knowing what I want for my study, career, and life. Friends always envy me of what I have in term of getting good results and recommendations and rewards based on my real hardwork. (by the way, I am not bosses and lecturers' pet, so can't get any special treatment from them)
Few months back, I really dunno what had happened to me. I have no mood in my career... hate going to work... feeling very stress and it seems that it isn't going anywhere... and have quited without a job... so currently jobless.
Thought I will spend the time to concentrate on my exam at the end of the year, but it seems that I can't concentrate well on my study. Worry about no income and the monthly expenses that I had to bear and whether will I be able to get a job after my exam, etc...
Recently, I started to stay away from my friends, not sure if it is due to my inferior complex... cos in their eyes, I have always been the strong one to help them solve problems and any problems that I faced won't defeat me easily. My close friends don't even know that I am now no longer working cos I dun want them to worry for me.
I really hate myself on why I have to cause myself to this disastrous stage which I sometimes hope that I will never get up from my sleep. Sucide is not in my mind cos I am afraid of pain but I can't assure that as one of my fren who is afraid of pain has actually slashed the wrist when not in the right state of mind.
I really dunno what I shd do or what i want in my life. It seems that the path infront of me is no longer there.
Can someone help me?
hi, i take it that u r 17 this year and u r juggling both working and studying together? i think the main reason behind all this is that u might be bored of everything. You have just lost all intrest in everything. Perhaps u can take up some new activities and maybe concentrate more on ur studies rather than working. i hope i did not go out of pointOriginally posted by corals88:I hate myself. I really dunno why?
I used to be someone knowing what I want for my study, career, and life. Friends always envy me of what I have in term of getting good results and recommendations and rewards based on my real hardwork. (by the way, I am not bosses and lecturers' pet, so can't get any special treatment from them)
Few months back, I really dunno what had happened to me. I have no mood in my career... hate going to work... feeling very stress and it seems that it isn't going anywhere... and have quited without a job... so currently jobless.
Thought I will spend the time to concentrate on my exam at the end of the year, but it seems that I can't concentrate well on my study. Worry about no income and the monthly expenses that I had to bear and whether will I be able to get a job after my exam, etc...
Recently, I started to stay away from my friends, not sure if it is due to my inferior complex... cos in their eyes, I have always been the strong one to help them solve problems and any problems that I faced won't defeat me easily. My close friends don't even know that I am now no longer working cos I dun want them to worry for me.
I really hate myself on why I have to cause myself to this disastrous stage which I sometimes hope that I will never get up from my sleep. Sucide is not in my mind cos I am afraid of pain but I can't assure that as one of my fren who is afraid of pain has actually slashed the wrist when not in the right state of mind.
I really dunno what I shd do or what i want in my life. It seems that the path infront of me is no longer there.
Can someone help me?