I always thought that this guy (lets call him Jay) likes me..he keep praising my hairstyle, attire and so on and so forth..even if i'm having a bad appearance day. he will still look at me lovingly nontheless..
ok, so i became lazy and slack through my sec sch...maybe he doesnt like me tat way..omg, I took it for granted and doesnt care..even though his frens encourage me 2 go sch..i still heck care their advises...
then come to the day, my greatest enemy (lets call him beach) from other sch, I think he bumped into Jay and there fore feelings grew lor..
gosh jay and beach..guy and guy..god..is jay a closet gay?

also, even iof i'm lazy throughout sec sch..is this the reason he shld abanddon me like tat?
