Hello ZiZi again!
Dun be despair abt life yet lar (I believe u r still very young), or at least younder than Atti, haha.......... Life do turn bored at times, and it isn't a bad thing to keep it simple!!! Believe me, haha......
Allow me to go into myself a bit...... errmmmm i am like u, feeling very down and exhausted with many things in life at the moment, but believe me, yr life now cannot be as bad as mine! Those who konw me ard in here will know what i am talking abt and going through. The only difference between yr life now and mine is that you complaint that yr life is too simple, but mine is too dramatic!!! Really 'chi bu siao', haha.......
Errrmmm, care to share abt the family problem? Maybe i can help, or at least lend a pair of listening ears

. Errmmmm i am going through some family problem not long ago too, so i understand how it felt to have 1, esp when a family/home is a place where we wanna come home, or looked forward to come back after a hard day work. However, with all the troubles, sometimes, we really dreaded to stay at home........ agrees?
Okie as for yr relationship with yr bf, hope u dun mind i say what i feel........ hmmmmm..... think its a bit diff lor, for you cos yr case really very extreme leh...... now in 21st century liao leh, still got such guy who dun allow gf to go out one meh? I find it rather amazing also for a ger like u to accept this (maybe u r force to lar) but, under normal circumstances, a ger will be together with a guy who loves her more than she loves him, ermmm get what i mean? If given a choice, between 2 guys, a ger will NORMALLY choose to accept the guy who loves her more than a guy who she loves but he dun love her that much. I dunnoe, but maybe like u have mentioned, u r deeply in love with him, and this, can easily blinded you.
I really dunnoe how long can u take this but i hope u will be more sensible too, as in think for yrself..... of cos i am not encouraging u to do something dramatic, but do you think u can accept a guy who take you for granted, and u r not the 1 he loves most for a lifetime? I, personally feels that short term, maybe can lor, but on the long run........ not very 'le guang'.
okie b4 i end, allow me to share a little something wif u...... my ex-gf told me this, and i still remembered this........ " A gerfriend is like a bird, you dun have to put her in a cage. Instead, you have to let her fly in the sky. All you have to do is to tie a very long thin string on her leg, so that when she flies, at least you know where she is and wun lost track of her. The best thing is she still have her freedom flying freely in the sky. Eventually when shes tired of flying or have enuff freedom, she will fly back to the point where the string start, the place where she belong, the place where she knows where she really wanna be, and its you, the bf. "
Okie i know i did not describe it very well cos i translate from chinese myself one lar, heh...... ermmm but hope u get the picture

This make me realise that the ger might even love u more deeply, if you show her respect, one way is by giving her enuff freedom.
Sad to say, i believe its something u r lacking now. Errrrmmm, whats the point of he wants u to stay at home when hes out with his friends? See, u already start to complain. Maybe, u would want to have a heart to heart talk with him. U think that u love him deeply now, but u didn't realise there's much much more depht left in the love than u have expected.
Talk to him, really....... and all the best!
Regards
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