Originally posted by Scape_Goat_Token:
Dear guys,
Again, nt a major problem. But hope u guys can read n reply.
Sometimes I realli hate myself. I hate myself for lackin in consistancy in almost everything i do.
for example,
in school, when i do maths, even when i know e question, know how to do, studied for it, n i still screw up because i made a careless mistake at the first few steps.
n my english compo mark range can be from 5/30 to 25/30. i myself, have no idea y...
in sports, i play badminton. i can do all the stuff all the others do, but i keep losing to my peers because i keep making unforced errors n mistakes. i know dis might be out of point.
in games, like dota. i believe i have quite a considerable amount of standard, sometimes i can play till very pro, while sometimes i am unable to "psycho" myself to play to my potential.
i always tell myself, " if only i could play like i did yesterday ".
it might sound dramatic, but my performances in [b]everything fluctuates alot. and i don't know why im lidat.
because of this, i am unable to excel in anything i do. i always reach a "considerable" standard. which fluctuates up and down.
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I think you don't have problem with consistancy... more like a problem with complacency. When you have attain a good result, your attitude kinda slacken as you felt that when you have probably reached 'there', you are 'there'.
In fact, you can only be good at something ONLY when you are always 'there'. I know when people are damn good at certain things, no matter what happens, they don't fluctuate between the two extreme. Only those who thought they were 'there', fluctuate so much.
P.S: As we go higher, it takes more to advance than our initial path up. Spend more effort in fine tuning the minor details to get you higher.

Cheers