Originally posted by nullifi3d:
Sorry to MCsquare for the hijack on his thread earlier...
YEa so i met up with a couple of sec school classmates over the weekend. Been like years since i met them. The whole point of the meetup was to meet(lol) this classmate who is back in SG from overseas studies. It was a great outing... talk alot on our sec school antics and past relationships.
Anyways, there was this classmate of mine, (God forbid she browses thru these forums), who i've liked....or love rather since sec 2 but never had the guts nor balls to actually confessed to her.
After O levels i didnt contact her at all until that day itself. Its funny how after 3 years most of my classmates have changed so little and it was no exception for her. Still as lovely, beautiful and charismatic since i last saw her (its turning out to be some mushy love novel...i apologise)
Well after dinner me n her being the only smokers went out for a smoke(big surprise) and just talked.. and talked. Somehow between lighting up my 1st ciggarette and the moment i threw my 2nd cigg bud into the rubbish bin i felt like there was this connection between us.
Maybe its just me, or maybe its the breeze that night. But somehow, i feel like i'm still in love with her. Truth be told shes attached to someone for 2 years already...and she did say they're quite stable. I guess maybe those 10 minutes alone with her was a form of closure for me...or it might just be my fantasy reliving the days when i crushed on her like mad.
I still think of her... I'm still in love with her... I'll never forget her...
Yo my man.
M© experienced what you've mentioned and understand what you felt.
But the only difference was that, i never got to be friends with her.
I saw her one day. And those What ifs rushed to my mind...but i chose to walk away leaving it as a beautiful adolescent's memory of M©.
It's worth a try. If you think you should keep her close as a friend, do it. Don't miss it.
Cheers