it feels like dying...
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I know of someone like u..
resort to violence at times.. always quarrelling with family, saying things like he's not welcomed in the family, mum is baised etc.
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have some time just by yourself and think about your views on life and your expectations of yourself and others.
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yes...love...Originally posted by browniebaobao:I know of someone like u..
resort to violence at times.. always quarrelling with family, saying things like he's not welcomed in the family, mum is baised etc.
What are u unhappy with? Something is lacking in ur life?
hmm...after nearly 70 views...only 2 comments...guess topics such as "how i stepped on a snail" is more interesting than a real problem...
maybe seeking guidence and trying to pour your heart out is not any good...
people like me will always stay in the shadow of my problems...
mod...guess u can close it... -
hmm channel your frustration in a more healthy way instead of causing destruction?
as abt the thing lacking in ur life...you need to make an effort to find it then...all of us do feel that there is something lacking in our life from one time to another...but if all you do is to resort to violence and frustration instead of making effort to look for the thing that is missing in your life, then you will never find it. -
I also a bit like you..erm..perhaps work on your talent, you know, I practised my art until it looks good and received a lot of praises..well, it felt good, so you could do something that you work hard for and reap the results you want.
Or maybe stalk the person you've always want to
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are u a pieces?Originally posted by jam on a bread:I also a bit like you..erm..perhaps work on your talent, you know, I practised my art until it looks good and received a lot of praises..well, it felt good, so you could do something that you work hard for and reap the results you want.
Or maybe stalk the person you've always want to -
"dying" in this context can be interpreted as "change"
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did u mean 'pisces'?Originally posted by R3SsH|n:are u a pieces? -
You do not need love to feel alive. Inevitably u will find love in other ways or things. U are just feeling that u lack love. Many ways to get over this dreaded feeling. Legal or illegal means at ur own discretion.
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lol...whats the illegal means?elaborate...Originally posted by BadzMaro:You do not need love to feel alive. Inevitably u will find love in other ways or things. U are just feeling that u lack love. Many ways to get over this dreaded feeling. Legal or illegal means at ur own discretion. -
when you die...u live again...rebirth...Originally posted by mistyblue:"dying" in this context can be interpreted as "change" -
you posted your problem at 1115pm in the NIGHT! u wait for only 3hrs n start complaining that you only got 3 replies?Originally posted by R3SsH|n:yes...love...
hmm...after nearly 70 views...only 2 comments...guess topics such as "how i stepped on a snail" is more interesting than a real problem...
maybe seeking guidence and trying to pour your heart out is not any good...
people like me will always stay in the shadow of my problems...
mod...guess u can close it...
please lah. so impatient for what? if you didnt notice, the snail thread was full of crap posts. people read your post and respected you by not posting crap in this thread while waitg for some1 who is qualified to reply you.
from what i read of other peoples posts here. your impatience is a main source of your problems. -
... just noticed this thread... and noticed again that the original text is deleted... can't comment
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u need anger management
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complain a little bit cannot ar...Originally posted by skeujin:you posted your problem at 1115pm in the NIGHT! u wait for only 3hrs n start complaining that you only got 3 replies?
please lah. so impatient for what? if you didnt notice, the snail thread was full of crap posts. people read your post and respected you by not posting crap in this thread while waitg for some1 who is qualified to reply you.
from what i read of other peoples posts here. your impatience is a main source of your problems. -
i need to feel love?Originally posted by alexkusu:u need anger management
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i read your post earlier this morning, but i had to to school...i cant remember the details of your post.
but based mainly on the replies and whatever i can remember...
how long have you been feeling this way?
was there anything that happened that might have caused you to become this way?
do you think counselling might help?
is there anyone you can talk to?
im not asking you to reply on this thread, just a few questions you should ask yourself.
there is usually and almost always a cause for someone to become aggressive.
although it may not be the best way, venting your anger on other people and things is better than hurting yourself...
i do know what it feels like to be dying. both figuratively and literally. and it feels like absolute HELL.
im sorry things are bad for you...damn i wish i could have replied before you deleted the post because i really cant say anything useful now that its gone.
anyways, based on one of your replies, i do believe that one needs love. any sort of love. and you know what...it IS around you. just that sometimes we cant feel it.
"...what I really need, what I'm really looking for, is not something I can articulate. It's nonverbal: I need love. I need the thing that happens when your brain shuts off and your heart turns on. And I know it's around me somewhere, but I just can't feel it."
oh well, msg me if you feel like it. -
hey i know that feelin... i once posted a lengthy message on my problems (which was causing me to explode
).... i checked a few hrs & there was like only 2 replies... i dun know what went thru my mind but gotta this feelin: "my problem, as usual, is so damm insignificant..." and delete my posting...
i didn't get to read ur original post but my problems does get manifested thru aggressive ways too... In jan, i jus felt like it was all too much and punched my cupboard... so hard that i broke the last finger of my hand... it took me the next 2 months before i slowly regain full use of my hand... i felt that it was damm stupid, not only did it not solve my problems but also created more inconvenience for myself!
Anyway dun do anything that u may regret later... the best way of course is to relate ur problems and emotional woes to another person... i know it's hard if u have no close frens or someone u feel u could talk to.
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yes! yes!...thats the exact feeling...Originally posted by pete_parker:hey i know that feelin... i once posted a lengthy message on my problems (which was causing me to explode ).... i checked a few hrs & there was like only 2 replies... i dun know what went thru my mind but gotta this feelin: "my problem, as usual, is so damm insignificant.." and delete my posting...
it always seem like other people have problems and i am always the one to answer their problems and queries...why can't for once i be the one who seek help...
its always me myself that has to pull me myself out of the pool of dispair...though it made me a stronger person...it still sucks to have to face problems alone..
here is something i thought of myself...
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you are right...i have used to much of brains...i need to switch off and turn my heart on...Originally posted by udontknowme:i read your post earlier this morning, but i had to to school...i cant remember the details of your post.
but based mainly on the replies and whatever i can remember...
how long have you been feeling this way?
was there anything that happened that might have caused you to become this way?
do you think counselling might help?
is there anyone you can talk to?
im not asking you to reply on this thread, just a few questions you should ask yourself.
there is usually and almost always a cause for someone to become aggressive.
although it may not be the best way, venting your anger on other people and things is better than hurting yourself...
i do know what it feels like to be dying. both figuratively and literally. and it feels like absolute HELL.
im sorry things are bad for you...damn i wish i could have replied before you deleted the post because i really cant say anything useful now that its gone.
anyways, based on one of your replies, i do believe that one needs love. any sort of love. and you know what...it IS around you. just that sometimes we cant feel it.
"...what I really need, what I'm really looking for, is not something I can articulate. It's nonverbal: I need love. I need the thing that happens when your brain shuts off and your heart turns on. And I know it's around me somewhere, but I just can't feel it."
oh well, msg me if you feel like it. -
You delete away your post just because of that? No offence, but I think you're just being a bit too sensitive here...?Originally posted by R3SsH|n:yes! yes!...thats the exact feeling...
it always seem like other people have problems and i am always the one to answer their problems and queries...why can't for once i be the one who seek help...
its always me myself that has to pull me myself out of the pool of dispair...though it made me a stronger person...it still sucks to have to face problems alone..
here is something i thought of myself...
It's not like everybody lives 24 hours online in the forum... You'll need to give them time to come across your thread and hence reply your post..?
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u sound freakingly like someone i noe...
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If you choose to "die"Originally posted by R3SsH|n:when you die...u live again...rebirth...
take it positively that this energy is pushing you forward.
You need to know what is frustrating you and what makes you lash out
So that's why I tell you that you need to think through many things alone.
All the noise, distraction, mass media telling us what to do is really bad for us when we need to think.
Through your reflection and inflection, recognise what behaviour you do not like and what you know is the right one that you want to keep. Through all this, it will strengthen you as a person and your character. Become a master of your behaviour and be aware of your actions. Mindfulness of your words.
When you are ready to "die" you would bury the bad habits and behaviours as if they had died. And nurture the behaviours that you desire. That's the change.
BTW, ppl are not obligated to help. It is after all your issue. Besides, this generic help might not produce any results due to different reasons. And there's very little that can be done because this is after all a forum. At most the forum mod lets you blast away but it does not kill that worm that is eating away inside of you. You are the only one who can help yourself.
Walking down the path of blades
At the edge of an abyss I delayed
the hurt and pain slicing my heart
Bleeding through my eyes crimson red
Among millions and millions of people around me
and yet alone in my lonely sad world be
Wishing someone would just reach out and help me
everyone just passed by without seeing anything
Huddle cold and alone with misery
Looking at my path forward that's leading me
With a resolve I decided
to turn from the edge and walk on strong -
Oi! Why delete away. i want to read
