everyone feels like trash sometimes...Originally posted by missqi:Sometimes I feel like trash you know.
And you are one year older than me.
=)
And sometimes nobody seems to care anymore, and school is just f-ed up.
Cutesy is gross. LOL.
The third picture is weird lah, people say I look better in pictures with my mouth closed.
LOL.
if you really think a professional can help, maybe you should talk to your parents/parent or some adult about it...Originally posted by missqi:Like give me cash to go see a shrink?
School's stressing me out, I'll be fine after I bash up my pillow like this guy here.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=Gf9tfbjAcfg&search=outlawz
Been there done it?(you)Originally posted by udontknowme:everyone feels like trash sometimes...
"...what I really need, what I'm really looking for, is not something I can articulate. It's nonverbal: I need love. I need the thing that happens when your brain shuts off and your heart turns on. And I know it's around me somewhere, but I just can't feel it."
trust me, no matter what, there are people who care.
errr...please, no self-injuring ok.
cos it can get addictive...
i think you are pretty in the third pic.
and i would advice you not to post pics up...
you dont know what kinda people come here to view threads because you can view stuff without signing in...
Nah.Originally posted by udontknowme:if you really think a professional can help, maybe you should talk to your parents/parent or some adult about it...
what course are you taking in poly?
felt like trash bit?? yeah. but for totally different reasons...Originally posted by missqi:Been there done it?(you)
LOL.
Don't really care anyways, sigh.
Do I sound nutty?
Friends say I haven't been myself lately and stuff.
Snapping at everyone like a mad bit.ch lately.
And I regret choosing poly.
LOL.
Seriously thinking of gg jc next year, albeit the father'd kill me.
lol
Still very unsure.Originally posted by udontknowme:felt like trash bit?? yeah. but for totally different reasons...
ahh...you DO care.
and you dont sound nutty.
just depressed and unsure...
you know what, its your life, your future.
if you want to go JC, then GO!
just choose the right subject combi...
do your friends know about the problems you are facing??
or at least some of it??
it helps to talk. though that can be difficult at times...
wait...who is too busy??Originally posted by missqi:Nah.
Too busy to talk bout stuff like that.
My bf's an adult.
Does that count?
LOL.
Hmmm.
Banking and financial services, SP.
Apparently its so hot this year that it drove the cutoff point way up.
Stupid course.
Brrrr.
LOL.
Hahaha.Originally posted by udontknowme:wait...who is too busy??
your bf may be of legal age, but he probably lacks the experience.
and besides, isnt he part of your problems?
well, you said that your ex was bothering you??
as in...stalking you??
if thats the case, then tell your bf to tell your ex to GET LOST.
maybe you will like your course after a while...my friend likes hers now. she started of hating it.
but if you really dont like it, then its really up to you to go to JC or not.
its your choice
your results are FINE.Originally posted by missqi:Still very unsure.
Didn't get nice O level results you know.
Got one A1, one A2, 3B3s, one B4, one C6.
TSk.
Too late for retaking and too malu to retake.
LOL.
Yeah.Originally posted by udontknowme:your results are FINE.
not outstanding enough to get you to top JCs like hwa chong or RJ, but it'll get you somewhere.
hmm...judging by your posts, guess i can assume that either your A1 or A2 is english yeah...
Originally posted by missqi:Yeah.
Smart girl.
A1.=))
Actually the reason why I went polytechnic is pretty dumb.
It was because I couldn;t get into ACJC.
My dreams all "shattered" when I got so many Bs.
LOL.
And now too late for regrets, because I absolutely refused to consider the other JCs like JJC, and stuff.lol
Sorry, making you listen to my rants.
LOL.
LOL.Originally posted by udontknowme:you did a GREAT job for english
congrats!!!
heh...i know some other people who didnt wanna go JJC either. hmm...are you sure you ONLY want to go ACJC?? lol. its the 'party school' eh?
maybe if you really really hate your course, you might wanna look at other JCs.
mind if i ask why you hate your course?
err...dont you have school tomorrow? so...you should really actually be sleeping yeah?
hehe...it helped that i had a really awesome chinese teacher and therefore i have to say that i did reasonably well for mandarin.Originally posted by missqi:LOL.
Yeah.
Only wanted to go AC at that time because of location, uniform, friends, reputation, didn't quite help AC isn't quite cheena and I reckon you can guess where's the C6 from eh?
=)
**grins.
Oh.
School?
Can't sleep.
Took a nap after I reached home.
To supplement my late-night habits.
But probably gonna go off around 420 lah.
If not got dark eyecircles and stuff, and I'll be uber uber grouchy the next day.
LOL.
Hmmm.Originally posted by udontknowme:hehe...it helped that i had a really awesome chinese teacher and therefore i have to say that i did reasonably well for mandarin.
gahh...its pretty dead on this forum at this time usually.
though i am usually on, cos i sleep bloody late.
and i have been pulling all nighters so damn often this year
hehe...4 20 is such an odd time.
what time does school start tomorrow for you?
oh yeah...i LOVED that break after the OsOriginally posted by missqi:Hmmm.
school actually starts at 11 but I have to go school early at 830 tmr to do a project and bring my lappie and film some video for my presentation.
Argh.
First month of school and I'm so burned out.
Which school are you in?
LOL.
Uhm.
Late nights?
The norm for me, because of the long break after O's.=)
Used to sleep at like 8 am.
=D
Errr.Originally posted by udontknowme:oh yeah...i LOVED that break after the Os
ahhh...so you are going to survive on 4 hours of sleep tomorrow.
maybe its stressful this month cos you arent used to it yet?
idk...give it some time
sometimes i just drop everything and sleep when things get too much...
On the contradictory, I CAN let go.. That's why I'm still having them....??Originally posted by missqi:I don't like.
=(
When you're with someone else.
Like you can't let go.
Sigh.
sad.
Originally posted by missqi:Cute?
Nah.
I look shitty in that picture.
And I have more ugly pictures.
No worries.
Nobody likes ugly girls with spastic expressions.lol
http://i48.photobucket.com/albums/f215/qibi89/Imag884.jpg
http://i48.photobucket.com/albums/f215/qibi89/DSC00195.jpg
http://i48.photobucket.com/albums/f215/qibi89/CIMG1073.jpg
turn off eh.
Especially the second one, was in camp.
LOL.
I'm pretty narrow-minded when it comes to stuff like that.Originally posted by Devil1976:On the contradictory, I CAN let go.. That's why I'm still having them....??
It's not like I always look at them or get all obsessed over them...? In fact I hardly look at them anymore... Just that sometimes when you come across them they'll bring you sweet memories... For some it might be regrets..? Personally, I think it's just how ya look at things yeah?![]()
Even if your 'someone' has never been with anyone before... You should never really make him 'yours exclusively only'.... That's really pretty unhealthy for a relationship ya know...?Originally posted by missqi:I'm pretty narrow-minded when it comes to stuff like that.
Lol.
Or maybe its because I cannot stand the fact that my someone once to belonged to someone else other than me.
Lol..
Another of my immature teenage thingys.
In school now.=D
I'm unhealthy.Originally posted by Devil1976:Even if your 'someone' has never been with anyone before... You should never really make him 'yours exclusively only'.... That's really pretty unhealthy for a relationship ya know...?![]()
Wow. A1 for English is a great feat. Comparing ur results to mine, I might as well hide my face underground like wad ostrich does. Heh.. 4 B3(Dang! Wadeva the marker is. Burn in hell) 2C5 and a D7. Now how about that? Heh... Okie i admit that i wasn't studying during the 'O's AT ALL but even the dumbest guy on Earth(in Singapore) will tell u that ur result will make many turn green in envy.Originally posted by missqi:Still very unsure.
Didn't get nice O level results you know.
Got one A1, one A2, 3B3s, one B4, one C6.
TSk.
Too late for retaking and too malu to retake.
LOL.
of cos its okie! if not wat u expect me to paste on my dartboard??Originally posted by missqi:Is it okay to still have pictures of your ex?
As in in phone, computer, etc.
I don't like it.
=(
LOL.
And I delete all remnants of past relationships.