is it me.. or what? *lengthy*
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1st break up, cos of misunderstanding. but we patched back again.
2nd break up, he treated me like shyt, ignored me for weeks, and was getting very close to a girl. been smsing her everyday, call her dear, tell her he really miss her alot, and.. "wo ai ni"..
it was a bad breakup. i couldnt believe it. 1yr. gone like that. i still feel for him. but nvm. i was determined to forget him.
abt a week later, he msged me, ask me hows life W/O HIM. i told him everything was fine, and i admitted i still kinda miss him. from there, we kept smsing each other again, went out, AS FRIENDS ONLY.
he apologised and apologised, den kept asking me to go back to him again and again. he said he really felt nth for the girl, just friends. but.. i really find it ridiculous, would friends do that?
the thought of him trying to get near a girl whom i've constantly asked him to STAY AWAY from, pisses, saddens me. not only that, while he was at it, he gave me all sorts of nonsense, "don bother msging/calling me, i wanna study" yet, behind me, he was busy on phone with her. as he was famous for being a flirt, i really don feel secure lor.
anyway, so about a mth later, yes, again im dumb. dumb enough to patch up again. alright, this time, he treated me really well. seems weird right? look, i been through his shyt for a year, i tried trusting him even after wat he done to me time and again. many chances i gave him. so many promises. all in vain.
now in this 'new' relationship, i dunno wat happened to us, but it seems like, the roles have switched. im the one giving him nonsense, and him taking it. i mean, yeah i know im wrong for being unreasonable to him at times, but.. i find it hard to trust him anymore. its nt that i DON WANNA, i jus need more time.. to feel his sincerity, to trust and have faith in him.
and the following will make me sound even more at wrong, becos whenever we fight (actually, we quarrel everyday, i'll elaborate more later), i would threatened to break, and he would never agree to it. knowing that, i got more unreasonable.
finally, one day, he couldnt take it, and he let go. initially, i was like "hmm, maybe i'll be happier, rather find sm1 new, sm1 whom we wont bicker everyday, sm1 faithful & truthful to me"
i was wrong.
he let go, and never came back. there were times we smsed, always wanting to chat, but too often, ended up quarreling, making each other more pissed. i thought im able to forget him.. but as time goes by, its been 2mths now.. exactly 2mths, and.... i still think of him, always.
recently, i got myself attached, hoping for a better future. why yes, this guy, he treats me really well. we clicked pretty good too. hes my first bf who smokes, my ex-es all dont. so whenever we kissed, theres this cigarettes smell which im nt used to. den, very automatically, image of me n my ex, would jus appear in my mind, im so used to his smells, the way he kissed, all for a year and 4mths.
my ex and I used to quarrel very often. too much doubts. but, somehow, u may call me nuts, i think this is like our way of communication. of cos there were days which was totally sweet too. and everyday, we just have so much to talk/quarrel about. and not to forget the "coaxing" and "apologising" and the "ok i promise to buy u icecream k, don angry" kinda parts.
whereas currently, this r/s im in, is kinda quiet for me. becos, everything is too peaceful. he lets me have things my way. hes got a nice temper and even if im unreasonable, he doesnt care much, he always goes "sure, as long as it makes u happy, i'll be happy too =)"
so.. i find this r/s kinda boring.. and maybe, i just miss my ex too much. whatever this bf of my does, in my mind, i would be like "sighs, if only u're ____, he would have done it this way.." like, keep comparing like that lor.. i also dunno why =(
and then, rmb the girl i mentioned, that my ex always wanna get close to? yeah, she's my gd pal. we share probs. been frens for abt 3-4yrs? well, u might think im crazy to ask my ex to stay away from her, like i don trust her and think she'll seduce him that kinda stuff huh. but no, becos, shes a pretty girl. and.. i feel inferior compared to her, really.
my ex, her, 1more guy and 1more girl, total 4 friends. no r/s or whatsoever. they've been going out recently. i've seen the pictures they took, in friendster. i've heard this girl-fren of mine telling me "tmr we going ___, wanna come?" and i always feel this sourish, pissed, jealous and this "feel like sms him and chat.. maybe in a sarcastic way, like asking how's he with his new "gf" and stuffs".. understand, pple? hais.
i dont really know what i want now. all i know is, my ex seems pretty happy with his current life now. and that girl-friend of mine chats with him quite often, she tells me he's forgetting me now, like, left abit more to go before he's completely over me.
maybe im selfish, i jus wanna see him happy when with me, not others, esp girls. i don think its needed for me to go talk to him again, and mess up his life now, but.. i.. really.. don like the way i feel. i feel that i have to release something to him, i dunno. but if i type those lenghty mails/msgs to him again, im worried he might feel irritated, and if he doesnt reply, it'll keep bugging me.
perhaps all the problems lies with me. i also know im treating my current bf quite unfairly. sometimes we do things which me n my ex did b4, i would accidentally blurt, and talk abt my ex. afterwhich i realised i talk way too much abt my ex, i would always ask him whether he angry or mind anot, and then reassure him, and joke it away, saying things like "screw him la, its over liao, now only hav u =)"
rats. i feel so.. like....... ahhhhh. i really dunno. i like my current guy, he's very thoughtful and nice. yet i miss my ex thou he's sucha b4st4rd. and the worst thing is, i still feel kinda green & piss whenever i see those pics of him and that girl. of so many pics, he puts up those thats only them 2, shoulder by shoulder
LOL.. god. and talking abt pics.. last time, he damn reluctant to take pics with me one lor. CCB. so now i see so many pics of him and that girl.. i really is sibei du lan.. but theres nth i can do.. only lanlan. 
god, can someone conclude smth and advise me?? i know my prob sounds so entirely my stupid fault, like i pushed him away and expect him to crawl back kinda thing.. but no.. its nt like that, i never wanted it this way.. sighs.. but.... ahhhh i dunno. there're so many things running thru my head everyday when i wake up. i hope to see my ex's smses.. IM SO DUMB!! god. =(
wat do i do??
and anyway, to those who made it to this sentence, really thank you alot for spending time reading this long long 'essay' of mine. haha.
appreciates all helpful advices, will try to reply asap too, to you guys' qns. =) -
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Well, its been a long journey for you I'm sure.
But there are a few things u need to know.
1) Do you get into a relationship for the sake of having a boyfriend?
2) If you think you still have feelings for him. Better put a check to urself.
3) Please, please please please do not hurt ur current boyfriend. If you think he is not what you want now, tell him. Don't deceive him.
I urge you to have sometime for yourself when possible. Go think through all this in mind.
Gosh, when you have gold.. learn how to treasure it. Don't wait till the day you lose yours.. and you start to regret. -
well, firstly, thanks for reading my long long post.Originally posted by Pitot:Well, its been a long journey for you I'm sure.
But there are a few things u need to know.
1) Do you get into a relationship for the sake of having a boyfriend?
2) If you think you still have feelings for him. Better put a check to urself.
3) Please, please please please do not hurt ur current boyfriend. If you think he is not what you want now, tell him. Don't deceive him.
I urge you to have sometime for yourself when possible. Go think through all this in mind.
Gosh, when you have gold.. learn how to treasure it. Don't wait till the day you lose yours.. and you start to regret.
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well, im pretty messed up now.. so i cant say for sure, which i know is pretty bad. but.. i feel happy and jus plain blissful, peaceful when im with him.. very comfy.. maybe now its just LIKING, not love yet.. but certainly nt for d sake of having a bf.
2 uh.. i really dunno...... i.. jus........ i dunno. maybe.......
3 i told him.. but he said its alright, he believes that things will work out right.. and we're both on it..
lastly, FYI, i had him, i daresay i treasured him more than any of my ex. i never ever did so much for a guy b4, he's the first. but, he betrayed my trust for him NOT only once. when he knew how to treasure me, it was too late. i was already a changed person, but i know i still feel for him, and i tried commiting myself again into this scarred r/s. i tried giving my all into this r/s. i tried changing back to my better oldself for him. but...... he jus couldnt wait.. and left. every moment when he was still mine, i did cherished him.. i did..... -
Well. Another part to the mystery is if he has already moved on. The only way for you is to move on also.
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First and foremost, I think your feelings are borne out of jealousy more than anything and it isn't really an accurate reflection of what you want from your partner or your current relationship.
Either way(and before you progress further), you obviously would need to tackle your ambivalence first - and like someone else has suggested, either not getting in a relationship until your emotions are straightened out or if you did, your past shouldn't get in the way of you denying yourself a fair chance of giving your present relationship to succeed. -
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hmm...maybe you are not thinking about your ex...probably more of you are gutted that your are no longer his gf and you feel kinda sore about it...its like you feel your ex ditched and never came back...you feel a part of you is lost and you don't like it...
jealousy might be the word...but its too strong of a word...maybe somewhere between envy and jealousy...
dun blame me for saying this but i think you should just continue to devote your time and emotions to your current boyfriend... -
The truth... Your ex has betrayed you. He could have been someone which you've really wanted, but truth be told that you still lost him... Not your fault to start with of course....?Originally posted by sunpastilles:well, firstly, thanks for reading my long long post.
1 well, im pretty messed up now.. so i cant say for sure, which i know is pretty bad. but.. i feel happy and jus plain blissful, peaceful when im with him.. very comfy.. maybe now its just LIKING, not love yet.. but certainly nt for d sake of having a bf.
2 uh.. i really dunno...... i.. jus........ i dunno. maybe.......
3 i told him.. but he said its alright, he believes that things will work out right.. and we're both on it..
lastly, FYI, i had him, i daresay i treasured him more than any of my ex. i never ever did so much for a guy b4, he's the first. but, he betrayed my trust for him NOT only once. when he knew how to treasure me, it was too late. i was already a changed person, but i know i still feel for him, and i tried commiting myself again into this scarred r/s. i tried giving my all into this r/s. i tried changing back to my better oldself for him. but...... he jus couldnt wait.. and left. every moment when he was still mine, i did cherished him.. i did.....
The subsequent.... You were in a dilemma.. Your ex could have changed and the subject of your interest might have been offered to you again... Not to blame yourself on it, you just didn't have enough strength to risk the trust with him anymore... The last patch up with him was also known to be a 'pseudo-patch'.... It's often a stage where people get together and just watch by the side.... And see if the relationship could magically and mechnically works on its own based on whatever have been contributed and around.. Running on minimal efforts..
When your ex came to realisation that things could never be the same again, he had decided to move on with his life.... I don't exactly know how he felt then and how he could be feeling now... But I suppose it was pretty 'karmanic' for him...? Probably him bringing to himself whatever he's receiving today... However way he's viewing it now....
You on the other hand felt a 'lost' on this one. You thought what might have been offered to you could have been genuine... But you could never really turn back time to find out because you were already almost in 'total rejection mode' back then.... All the jealousy you're experiencing now is of the thoughts on it could have been... And because of your sacrifice of the start of your previous relationship, could have been something you so rightfully deserves... Especially if it has been combined with the 'current him'... Yes... The 'previous you' + the 'current him'.... High chance to equalise the equation... Also a common delusion because without the sacrifice of ythe 'previous you', there probably might not be a 'current him'.... Yes. And this one but just one of the cruel ways 'fate' play with people... Under the Laws of Devilism, your 'enlighten level' probably could not have allowed you to break that 'fate trap'....
Your current situation... UNDERSTAND that your current bf is YOUR CHOICE. He might not be perfect and he might not even be anywhere near to behaving like your ex... But your current bf is just HIM. Not your ex. Do not confuse yourself with the two and learn to gladly LET GO of something which has FAILED YOU and you have CHOSEN to give up upon (subconsciously).
You're currently forming a 'karmanic trap' of your own based on your emotional baggage... If you do NOT TREASURE your CURRENT RELATIONSHIP, and allow yourself to live AFRESH.. Depending on your current bf... It could easily be a CHOICE of YOUR MOVE (now that I've explained things to you, it should be more like a conscious CHOICE) which might cause you to LET GO of your CURRENT bf... Just like in the 'pseudo patch' of your previous relationship...
The RESULT could be further accumulation of emotional baggage and a deeper 'karmanic trap'... Probably more confusions (especially if things and situation ain't explained to you here...)... Your subsequent relationships (if any) would be like to choose on being BASHED without knowing exactly what is actually hitting you.... You probably would adapt a withdrawn and resentful attitude towards relationships in time if you move along that track... Until either you have somehow come to an 'enlightenment' through one way or another... Or someone with enough 'enlightenment' or 'luck' you meet along your life path decides to walk you out of your 'trap'..... Else... You might just walk to the end of your life on that....? -
my god. u're so right. thats exactly how i feel!!!!!!! EXACTLY. all the "previous me" and "current him". i kept thinking why cant we just be like that, why always the roles switch.. and.. at times i do think abt wat if someday, like the past, he asks for a patch.. wat will i do.. wat am i suppose to do..Originally posted by Devil1976:The truth... Your ex ......
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end of your life on that....?
wat abt my current bf.. god, i feel so unfair to him, i know. argh this feeling sucks. everyday im jus so messed up.. i have so many questions to ask.. and i know, noone can answer them..
so what do i do now.... my choice? to jus really let to gladly let go of what we had? and treasure my current r/s, before it ends up like the other one..? i keep having this urge to go talk to my ex.. i dunno why.. and to keep seeing those pics he put up... and feel like what R3SsH|n said..
"...no longer his gf and you feel kinda sore about it...its like you feel your ex ditched and never came back...you feel a part of you is lost and you don't like it...
jealousy might be the word...but its too strong of a word...maybe somewhere between envy and jealousy...
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hi, thanks for reading my post and replying. =)Originally posted by R3SsH|n:hmm...maybe you are not thinking about your ex...probably more of you are gutted that your are no longer his gf and you feel kinda sore about it...its like you feel your ex ditched and never came back...you feel a part of you is lost and you don't like it...
jealousy might be the word...but its too strong of a word...maybe somewhere between envy and jealousy...
dun blame me for saying this but i think you should just continue to devote your time and emotions to your current boyfriend...
anyway, u described how i feel exactly.. totally. and yeah, i guess all my time and emotions shld all be on my current bf now.. thou this r/s is feeling kinda boring already.. sighs.. but oh well.. thanks anyway. =) -
Whether your current relationship is boring or not should be treated as a separate issue from your past...Originally posted by sunpastilles:hi, thanks for reading my post and replying. =)
anyway, u described how i feel exactly.. totally. and yeah, i guess all my time and emotions shld all be on my current bf now.. thou this r/s is feeling kinda boring already.. sighs.. but oh well.. thanks anyway. =)
You're probably still stuck to the thoughts of your ex because... Like R3SsH|n have said... A part of you is probably lost with the relationship which is no longer there.... -
Originally posted by Devil1976:The truth... Your ex has betrayed you. He could have been someone which you've really wanted, but truth be told that you still lost him... Not your fault to start with of course....?
The subsequent.... You were in a dilemma.. Your ex could have changed and the subject of your interest might have been offered to you again... Not to blame yourself on it, you just didn't have enough strength to risk the trust with him anymore... The last patch up with him was also known to be a 'pseudo-patch'.... It's often a stage where people get together and just watch by the side.... And see if the relationship could magically and mechnically works on its own based on whatever have been contributed and around.. Running on minimal efforts..
When your ex came to realisation that things could never be the same again, he had decided to move on with his life.... I don't exactly know how he felt then and how he could be feeling now... But I suppose it was pretty 'karmanic' for him...? Probably him bringing to himself whatever he's receiving today... However way he's viewing it now....
You on the other hand felt a 'lost' on this one. You thought what might have been offered to you could have been genuine... But you could never really turn back time to find out because you were already almost in 'total rejection mode' back then.... All the jealousy you're experiencing now is of the thoughts on it could have been... And because of your sacrifice of the start of your previous relationship, could have been something you so rightfully deserves... Especially if it has been combined with the 'current him'... Yes... The 'previous you' + the 'current him'.... High chance to equalise the equation... Also a common delusion because without the sacrifice of ythe 'previous you', there probably might not be a 'current him'.... Yes. And this one but just one of the cruel ways 'fate' play with people... Under the Laws of Devilism, your 'enlighten level' probably could not have allowed you to break that 'fate trap'....
Your current situation... UNDERSTAND that your current bf is YOUR CHOICE. He might not be perfect and he might not even be anywhere near to behaving like your ex... But your current bf is just HIM. Not your ex. Do not confuse yourself with the two and learn to gladly LET GO of something which has FAILED YOU and you have CHOSEN to give up upon (subconsciously).
You're currently forming a 'karmanic trap' of your own based on your emotional baggage... If you do NOT TREASURE your CURRENT RELATIONSHIP, and allow yourself to live AFRESH.. Depending on your current bf... It could easily be a CHOICE of YOUR MOVE (now that I've explained things to you, it should be more like a conscious CHOICE) which might cause you to LET GO of your CURRENT bf... Just like in the 'pseudo patch' of your previous relationship...
The RESULT could be further accumulation of emotional baggage and a deeper 'karmanic trap'... Probably more confusions (especially if things and situation ain't explained to you here...)... Your subsequent relationships (if any) would be like to choose on being BASHED without knowing exactly what is actually hitting you.... You probably would adapt a withdrawn and resentful attitude towards relationships in time if you move along that track... Until either you have somehow come to an 'enlightenment' through one way or another... Or someone with enough 'enlightenment' or 'luck' you meet along your life path decides to walk you out of your 'trap'..... Else... You might just walk to the end of your life on that....?
Cheers -
and i forgot to mention.. i get quite jealous when my guy speaks abt other girls and/or gets close to them.. but i always tell myself, nah, have faith in him, im already his gf, trust him not to do anything..
den now this bf of mine, he knows im liddat, sometimes he'll purposely say things to spite me, like got girls ask him out (and its true).. and.. i don feel good abt it.. maybe its becos of my ex who betrayed me.. i seem to have lost faith in guys.. and i jus keep thinking that he'll cheat on me.. and the image of him and other girls around.. jus makes me feel so uncomfy..
wat do i do...... i think too much?? -
what the hell is all this? turning into another yunhaier? god save us...Originally posted by Devil1976:The truth... Your ex has betrayed you. He could have been someone which you've really wanted, but truth be told that you still lost him... Not your fault to start with of course....?
The subsequent.... You were in a dilemma.. Your ex could have changed and the subject of your interest might have been offered to you again... Not to blame yourself on it, you just didn't have enough strength to risk the trust with him anymore... The last patch up with him was also known to be a 'pseudo-patch'.... It's often a stage where people get together and just watch by the side.... And see if the relationship could magically and mechnically works on its own based on whatever have been contributed and around.. Running on minimal efforts..
When your ex came to realisation that things could never be the same again, he had decided to move on with his life.... I don't exactly know how he felt then and how he could be feeling now... But I suppose it was pretty 'karmanic' for him...? Probably him bringing to himself whatever he's receiving today... However way he's viewing it now....
You on the other hand felt a 'lost' on this one. You thought what might have been offered to you could have been genuine... But you could never really turn back time to find out because you were already almost in 'total rejection mode' back then.... All the jealousy you're experiencing now is of the thoughts on it could have been... And because of your sacrifice of the start of your previous relationship, could have been something you so rightfully deserves... Especially if it has been combined with the 'current him'... Yes... The 'previous you' + the 'current him'.... High chance to equalise the equation... Also a common delusion because without the sacrifice of ythe 'previous you', there probably might not be a 'current him'.... Yes. And this one but just one of the cruel ways 'fate' play with people... Under the Laws of Devilism, your 'enlighten level' probably could not have allowed you to break that 'fate trap'....
Your current situation... UNDERSTAND that your current bf is YOUR CHOICE. He might not be perfect and he might not even be anywhere near to behaving like your ex... But your current bf is just HIM. Not your ex. Do not confuse yourself with the two and learn to gladly LET GO of something which has FAILED YOU and you have CHOSEN to give up upon (subconsciously).
You're currently forming a 'karmanic trap' of your own based on your emotional baggage... If you do NOT TREASURE your CURRENT RELATIONSHIP, and allow yourself to live AFRESH.. Depending on your current bf... It could easily be a CHOICE of YOUR MOVE (now that I've explained things to you, it should be more like a conscious CHOICE) which might cause you to LET GO of your CURRENT bf... Just like in the 'pseudo patch' of your previous relationship...
The RESULT could be further accumulation of emotional baggage and a deeper 'karmanic trap'... Probably more confusions (especially if things and situation ain't explained to you here...)... Your subsequent relationships (if any) would be like to choose on being BASHED without knowing exactly what is actually hitting you.... You probably would adapt a withdrawn and resentful attitude towards relationships in time if you move along that track... Until either you have somehow come to an 'enlightenment' through one way or another... Or someone with enough 'enlightenment' or 'luck' you meet along your life path decides to walk you out of your 'trap'..... Else... You might just walk to the end of your life on that....?
dever is a Qian Nian Lao Shu Yao leh....
Heh heh heh heh respect abit.... -
Learn to let things go and move on.
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It's certainly unhealthy, not to mention unfair to your current bf... who knows you might ultimately be the one who would ruin this relationship of yours even without outside intervention...?Originally posted by sunpastilles:and i forgot to mention.. i get quite jealous when my guy speaks abt other girls and/or gets close to them.. but i always tell myself, nah, have faith in him, im already his gf, trust him not to do anything..
den now this bf of mine, he knows im liddat, sometimes he'll purposely say things to spite me, like got girls ask him out (and its true).. and.. i don feel good abt it.. maybe its becos of my ex who betrayed me.. i seem to have lost faith in guys.. and i jus keep thinking that he'll cheat on me.. and the image of him and other girls around.. jus makes me feel so uncomfy..
wat do i do...... i think too much?? -
Originally posted by mahai_gotbigballs:
You talking about the 'karma' thing...?
what the hell is all this? turning into another yunhaier? god save us...
[b]dever is a Qian Nian Lao Shu Yao leh....
Heh heh heh heh respect abit....
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Personally, I'm not into 'karmas' and too much into 'astro'....
The 'karma' I've mentioned is just an analogy term... It has nothing to do with one's previous life / lives but is a more direct philosophical take based on a mixture of 'Newtonian system' and Quantum Theory.... -
Hi Gal,
Theres' always routes to choose between right and wrong. The most impt things in life is to choose wat you wanna. -
Actually from what i see from the story... i think its more of a "pride" thingy for the thread starter..
And I can tell you frankly that even if you have him back, it also wont last long..
too much "xin bing" liao..
Just put more heart, effort in your current relationship. And learn from your past mistakes~
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long story u got...
but back to ur problems, ever heard of 'never go back eat grass behind u'?
since u make so much attenpts at this relationship wif so much problems y even look back....? yes u might miss the 'actions' but seriously its jz not worth it... since now u got a guy who pampers u n let u hv ur way, y not make good of it n pampers him back instead of ur pass... somethings jz meant to be let behind n this 'nice' memory should be left behind while u make progress... dun make a ur current bf sad n cherish him while he is here to give u all... wake up from the dreams of yesterday! -
u remind me of my ex-gf. One of the reason she broke up with me was because our relationship was going on too smoothly. We never quarreled at all during our 3 months relationship and found it boring, because her ex and her quarrel quite frequent.
Quarrels in a relationship is healthy, but too much of it is an overkill.u say ur bf always give in to u, and that u 2 seldom, if ever quarrel? what's wrong with that? Would u rather be in a relationship where everyday u 2 quarrel, then go home cry cry cry, or rather be in one that has fewer ripples, and is quite smooth-sailing. U may be the adveturous type, and go with the former, but is that really the best for u in the long run?
Learn to treasure ur bf. Do not treat him as a substitute for someone else, someone who in the 1st place shouldn't be with u. Someone who, according to u, is a flirt. U know that he is a flirt, and u entered into that relationship. Both of u got hurt, and now, u are with someone else. Do u think its fair for the other guy? that u keep on being with him, and yet think of someone else?
Remember, do not do upon others what u do not want others to do upon u. Think from other people's perspective, and then u will realise its probably time to let go -
wait....
so u're saying that the quarells broke up the relationship??
It is not the quarell that strengthens the relationship. it is the patching up after the quarells that gives all the fond memories and cements the relationship.
but if ur relationship is unable to handle all of those, then i dont think he is the guy for you.
as for your new bf, u might think he's boring because u guys dont quarell. if i'm not wrong, you've been purposely doing things against his wishes and stuff so as to agitate him and initiate an argument. ie. you want him to argue with you. try this. instead of him always giving in to you, you give in to all of his requests (: -
oh by the way.. that was really a long post...
thank goodness u paragraphed it. heh -
To Sun Pastilles~~~
Firstly..
I would like to say...
Fuck him & get over it.
Move on.
If he reads this,, he's so gonna smirk & laugh at you. He want you to lose, & you just did.
I can't be bothered reading other peopl's posts.
But i'm sure u WILL value mine.
Listen up now...
Firstly, Devil is a good adviser.
I salute that.
But sun pastilles,
One do NOT seek advices from the forums.
We come here for RE-ASSURANCE.
If we have a problem that's what i AM for.
Please value me for who i am.
I'm sure i hold a more sturdy place in your heart than most of others.
HOW CAN ANY ONE PASSER BY,,
ANYONE WHO DEOSN'T KNOW YOU..
give you advices???
How can they give you advices?
You are you.
You have your own unique way of doing things.
So, please be yourself.
And i'm sure.. At the very least,, talk to me.
On top of this,, i just wanna ask,
Are you with your boyfriend now because???
If you find that it's unfair for him, that is the feeling of uncertainty.
& that's one of the major problems which happens to couples nowadays...
You read my blogs, right?
Then, good.
Personally, i feel that you should give relationship a rest first.
Hey,, take me for example?
How long was my previous relationship?
HAA.
If your ex is a gold, i'm sure i'm 101% 9999999 carat-ed diamond.
Loves you.
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