Whats the change in me...Serious help needed
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I've some problems within and hope to get answers
lets call the gal,gal A
I'm 17 this year,when i was in sec 3,i fell for gal A in my class for mroe than a year
I did everything i could to court her..
I was very chldish in he past
u know,the usual smses and chit chat.giving get well cards and bdae gift
I got rejected continously for more than a year
however,the last straw came when last year she shot straight into my face telling me she dosent like short guys in a scarcastic manner
she too mentioned that I'm shorter than her[she juz got a bf at that time and purpose of me askign was to ask why i didnt stood a chance along]
as far as I know..i'm 1.7 and taller than her
I muz say shes not a bad gal but perhaps all this long courting has made her iritated so she wanted to be blunt
this was around dec2005
[she had an ex b4 and at that time i too was intrested in her but got rejected oso,thats was jan2005]
[her bf had sex with ex b4]
now its mid 2006 and i've given up
I've given up since 3 months back
now i felt happy for her decesion,perhaps i dun feel anything
however,i do see a tremendous change in me...negative
Now,inside me i hate this grudge against gals
a very strong hate[not extreme as in shuning them but holding a grudge against gals bcuz of what gal A have done
Whenever,I someone who i think i'll b intrested,I tell myself not to initial anything with her[eg.trying to get closer]
Also,when other gals tried to express intrests in me,i'll try to ignore and juz let them fade off
it's like i'm hanging on to my ego
In the past,i've tried so hard courting a gal but in the end i got slam striaght in the face and not the mention that her bf had sex with ex's b4
This made me felt unfair that such a bastard is able to get a nice gal
now of corse this whole experiences has made me grow
but the growth stem from the bitterness and hatred towards the opposite gender which has made me realise how unfair this world is
Now,i'm juz someone who dosent want to get into a relationship[suppose i'm intrested in another gal] bcuz of what have happen and a guy who places material and acheivement in utmost importance
whenever i thought
of courting another gal,my pride comes into the pic and then i'll juz tell myself this is juz another abc relationship that'll juz eventually not work out juz lyk what happen to most other ppl
Of course the feeling of beign is love is honey
but the state i'm in and my past seem to forbade me from getting to know other gals on a relationship level
what i'm seekign here is not the'since she dun like u,move on'
cuz i've already mvoe on but it comes with the negative changes
I'm no longer the childish kid who laugh all day but one whos mature to a leve of placing $ and work b4 play to the extreme[i'm probaly even more mature than her in terms of thinking']
Anyone can tell me whats the reasons regarding the change in me?
i need serious and mature answers
i no longer smile much now and the large circle of friends i have,i only chose some which are worthy and hangout with.
btw I'm aquarius and born on 14/2/89 -
Originally posted by olala:I've some problems within and hope to get answers
lets call the gal,gal A
I'm 17 this year,when i was in sec 3,i fell for gal A in my class for mroe than a year
I did everything i could to court her..
I was very chldish in he past
u know,the usual smses and chit chat.giving get well cards and bdae gift
I got rejected continously for more than a year
however,the last straw came when last year she shot straight into my face telling me she dosent like short guys in a scarcastic manner
she too mentioned that I'm shorter than her[she juz got a bf at that time and purpose of me askign was to ask why i didnt stood a chance along]
as far as I know..i'm 1.7 and taller than her
I muz say shes not a bad gal but perhaps all this long courting has made her iritated so she wanted to be blunt
this was around dec2005
[she had an ex b4 and at that time i too was intrested in her but got rejected oso,thats was jan2005]
[her bf had sex with ex b4]
now its mid 2006 and i've given up
I've given up since 3 months back
now i felt happy for her decesion,perhaps i dun feel anything
however,i do see a tremendous change in me...negative
Now,inside me i hate this grudge against gals
a very strong hate[not extreme as in shuning them but holding a grudge against gals bcuz of what gal A have done
Whenever,I someone who i think i'll b intrested,I tell myself not to initial anything with her[eg.trying to get closer]
Also,when other gals tried to express intrests in me,i'll try to ignore and juz let them fade off
it's like i'm hanging on to my ego
In the past,i've tried so hard courting a gal but in the end i got slam striaght in the face and not the mention that her bf had sex with ex's b4
This made me felt unfair that such a bastard is able to get a nice gal
now of corse this whole experiences has made me grow
but the growth stem from the bitterness and hatred towards the opposite gender which has made me realise how unfair this world is
Now,i'm juz someone who dosent want to get into a relationship[suppose i'm intrested in another gal] bcuz of what have happen and a guy who places material and acheivement in utmost importance
whenever i thought
of courting another gal,my pride comes into the pic and then i'll juz tell myself this is juz another abc relationship that'll juz eventually not work out juz lyk what happen to most other ppl
Of course the feeling of beign is love is honey
but the state i'm in and my past seem to forbade me from getting to know other gals on a relationship level
what i'm seekign here is not the'since she dun like u,move on'
cuz i've already mvoe on but it comes with the negative changes
I'm no longer the childish kid who laugh all day but one whos mature to a leve of placing $ and work b4 play to the extreme[i'm probaly even more mature than her in terms of thinking']
Anyone can tell me whats the reasons regarding the change in me?
i need serious and mature answers
i no longer smile much now and the large circle of friends i have,i only chose some which are worthy and hangout with.
btw I'm aquarius and born on 14/2/89
During this difficult phrase of picking up your broken pieces and moving on, it is almost critical how you handle your emotions and the aftermath of any lessons taught by life because it WILL determine how you will be faring in love and your absolute attitude towards it.
Your ego is blatantly wounded when she rejected your affection by claiming that you were too short for her. It doesn't matter whether you were indeed too short (1.7 is still fine imho), because her words cuts your ego savagely like a mindless zombie. Your mind tried to ward off the incoming attack by installing a psychological defensive mechanism to restore that esteem balance she had greatly decimated.
Your mysogynist attitude is a byproduct of a piercing rejection which you took it personally. One likely scenario could be; chances are, your friends may have dissuade you from chasing her, but you probably turn on deaf ear until she had to destroy that blinded ego of yours to convey that message directly. If you were to reflect objectively, you would have realise that she might have rejected you, however subtlety it may seemed, but your pressuring love merely brush away that notion.
Your desire to amass materialistic power is a change to rebuilt your self worth. It's a very common transformation in Love (especially man), whenever their self worth is being questioned, regarding their personality or when in Love. Money represent power and because you have failed to secure the object of your affection, somehow, it seemed that you could have 'more power' through 'more money'.
So what if you could own the world but loses your soul?
Love is a free spirit that cannot be bounded by any artificial earthly powers. Its beauty can only be attracted and not postulated by some imperative manner.
Your self worth is in a blur, caused by a huge devastation of your falling ego. And this is the crucial moment when you make a choice between:
I) Rejuvenate your soul to explore the meaning of Love and gradually move on the advanced and higher study of Love.
II) Reject the lessons presented to seek your own path.
Aquarius, the water bearer, and it makes you a natural thinker. In Love, you are intellectually stimulated, but you must guard against degenerative thoughts that is self destructive because you are so mentally influenced/triggered (and your quality being fixed), that negative thoughts affect you far more insidious than the other signs (applicable Gemini and Libra as well).
P.S: I was once at this cross road of life, to become a fcuking player or to become what I am now. I took the latter road and there are several personal reasons why I did so. Still, it didn't banish the fact that we are all ruled by choices on the kind of attitude we want to adopt in Love.
This is the time to be spirtually enlightened. Explore your religion if you have or if you have none, you could study astrology like myself.
Cheers -
hey olala:..Originally posted by olala:btw I'm aquarius and born on 14/2/89
I'm also born on 14 Feb..
but i'm born in 1986, 3 yrs older than u..
btw, i'm also 1.7m tall (nothing to be ashame of)..
now i'm 20yr old, still haven't been in relationship b4..
so u r not alone.. -
lol i 1.65 wana compare?
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What is love? I think love is like magic. You love someone but you can't tell why, just like you dunno why you don't love someone even if he is good.
Love is blind. Just forget her and get on with your life. You will meet the 'one' someday. -
There are various ways that you can approach this.Originally posted by olala:I've some problems within and hope to get answers
Anyone can tell me whats the reasons regarding the change in me?
i need serious and mature answers
i no longer smile much now and the large circle of friends i have,i only chose some which are worthy and hangout with.
btw I'm aquarius and born on 14/2/89
1. You can seek counselling
2. You can try to find the answer in religion
3. You can discuss this to death with your friends or the "bo liao" "very eng" people in this forum. (The effect is the same.) As long as you have something to say, just say it. For example. I am still fcuking angry and the reason I am still fcuking angry is because....
you don't have to use vulgar language, but if you feel like it, just do it.
4. It will come to an end sooner or later. As you grow up you will find that no matter how big or how small the problem is, no matter how long it has been, it will come to a resolution by itself sooner or later.
since I am one of those "bo liao" "very eng" people, I will try to help you get over this.
Tell me why in your own words what has changed inside you by giving some more examples. Like has you relationship with your parents changed? Has the relationship your boss, colleagues changed? How has it changed, how is it still the same. You cannot give yes and no answers, you must think deeply and give as detailed an answer as possible. -
BTW if you are serious and not just play play and I completely forget about this thread, PM me.
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Its just too normal, you are not alone.
I am 19 this year, me too has never had a girlfriend
Follow the advices of the rest but i could tell you it takes time to be normal and be a better balance person. For me, after rejection, i felt so inferior that i no longer have trust in girls. It took me time and the enviroment to change me. With the right people and right enviroment, it would definatly helps you alot.
Human do change, its just for the better or for worse.
Take Care and stay cool -
1st thing. You won't be any more mature simply because you label yourself to be so... Anyway... Let that not be the main issue for now...Originally posted by olala:I've some problems within and hope to get answers
lets call the gal,gal A
I'm 17 this year,when i was in sec 3,i fell for gal A in my class for mroe than a year
I did everything i could to court her..
I was very chldish in he past
u know,the usual smses and chit chat.giving get well cards and bdae gift
I got rejected continously for more than a year
however,the last straw came when last year she shot straight into my face telling me she dosent like short guys in a scarcastic manner
she too mentioned that I'm shorter than her[she juz got a bf at that time and purpose of me askign was to ask why i didnt stood a chance along]
as far as I know..i'm 1.7 and taller than her
I muz say shes not a bad gal but perhaps all this long courting has made her iritated so she wanted to be blunt
this was around dec2005
[she had an ex b4 and at that time i too was intrested in her but got rejected oso,thats was jan2005]
[her bf had sex with ex b4]
now its mid 2006 and i've given up
I've given up since 3 months back
now i felt happy for her decesion,perhaps i dun feel anything
however,i do see a tremendous change in me...negative
Now,inside me i hate this grudge against gals
a very strong hate[not extreme as in shuning them but holding a grudge against gals bcuz of what gal A have done
Whenever,I someone who i think i'll b intrested,I tell myself not to initial anything with her[eg.trying to get closer]
Also,when other gals tried to express intrests in me,i'll try to ignore and juz let them fade off
it's like i'm hanging on to my ego
In the past,i've tried so hard courting a gal but in the end i got slam striaght in the face and not the mention that her bf had sex with ex's b4
This made me felt unfair that such a bastard is able to get a nice gal
now of corse this whole experiences has made me grow
but the growth stem from the bitterness and hatred towards the opposite gender which has made me realise how unfair this world is
Now,i'm juz someone who dosent want to get into a relationship[suppose i'm intrested in another gal] bcuz of what have happen and a guy who places material and acheivement in utmost importance
whenever i thought
of courting another gal,my pride comes into the pic and then i'll juz tell myself this is juz another abc relationship that'll juz eventually not work out juz lyk what happen to most other ppl
Of course the feeling of beign is love is honey
but the state i'm in and my past seem to forbade me from getting to know other gals on a relationship level
what i'm seekign here is not the'since she dun like u,move on'
cuz i've already mvoe on but it comes with the negative changes
I'm no longer the childish kid who laugh all day but one whos mature to a leve of placing $ and work b4 play to the extreme[i'm probaly even more mature than her in terms of thinking']
Anyone can tell me whats the reasons regarding the change in me?
i need serious and mature answers
i no longer smile much now and the large circle of friends i have,i only chose some which are worthy and hangout with.
btw I'm aquarius and born on 14/2/89
Somehow I just can't help but to think that you've got quite a narrow thought in certain sense? And in a way, rather stubborn in thinking? If you say that's not 'childish', I won't know what to call that...? Just why should her bf be labelled a bastard simply because he had sex with his ex...?
So ya said... Life is 'unfair' because she rejected you...? So you think life would only be 'fair' if life 'favors' you...? Cut the story short... So she didn't like you, you PESTERED her CONSTANTLY... What do you expect her to do..?? To say "I love you" to someone she doesn't love...?? Sheesh... I really don't know what else she could be saying to you than to say those sarcastic remarks to you so that you could be shook off...? Then ended up in what happened to you today, but I guess it really ain't that great too back the way you were then...??
If you would allow the experience with this girl to hinder you from knowing other girls and think that you should be MATERIALISTIC, you'll just have to UNDERSTAND that it's really YOUR CHOICE... You can CHOOSE to be STUCK UP, be COLD towards people... WHATEVER.... Don't use that 'lousy excuse' for YOUR ACTS....
Whether a relationship would work out or not between you and any girl is just depending on how BOTH of yuo handles it... So the last girl ain't interested in you at least... You certainly don't have CHANGE your MENTALITY to such a NARROW EXTENT that your CHANCES for FUTURE RELATIONSHIP(S) becomes a ZERO...?? Wanna GUESS WHO would SUFFER from YOUR DECISION...?? -
Giving him answers won't help.
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I think you are a good guy, you will find your true love one day, Forget about her, there are lots of beautiful gals in this world. I am one of them
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1.65!?!? R u mocking at me, bro?
Anyway, I guess I need to make a friend of mine read the above advises, the 1 by Yun. He "seemed" to have similar symptons but he's a Scorpio. And yes, Scorpios keep grudges, and he is just tat kind of person I know.
At a lost on how to wake him up.Originally posted by borntolive:lol i 1.65 wana compare? -
I dun mean to insult her bf with the word bastard but...it's juz that i cant stand the fact that such a lousy person with dirty past is able to end up with a nice galOriginally posted by Devil1976:1st thing. You won't be any more mature simply because you label yourself to be so... Anyway... Let that not be the main issue for now...
Somehow I just can't help but to think that you've got quite a narrow thought in certain sense? And in a way, rather stubborn in thinking? If you say that's not 'childish', I won't know what to call that...? Just why should her bf be labelled a bastard simply because he had sex with his ex...?
So ya said... Life is 'unfair' because she rejected you...? So you think life would only be 'fair' if life 'favors' you...? Cut the story short... So she didn't like you, you PESTERED her CONSTANTLY... What do you expect her to do..?? To say "I love you" to someone she doesn't love...?? Sheesh... I really don't know what else she could be saying to you than to say those sarcastic remarks to you so that you could be shook off...? Then ended up in what happened to you today, but I guess it really ain't that great too back the way you were then...??
If you would allow the experience with this girl to hinder you from knowing other girls and think that you should be MATERIALISTIC, you'll just have to UNDERSTAND that it's really YOUR CHOICE... You can CHOOSE to be STUCK UP, be COLD towards people... WHATEVER.... Don't use that 'lousy excuse' for YOUR ACTS....
Whether a relationship would work out or not between you and any girl is just depending on how BOTH of yuo handles it... So the last girl ain't interested in you at least... You certainly don't have CHANGE your MENTALITY to such a NARROW EXTENT that your CHANCES for FUTURE RELATIONSHIP(S) becomes a ZERO...?? Wanna GUESS WHO would SUFFER from YOUR DECISION...??
too,i dun mean that she muz say "i love u" to prove that the world is fair,
the reason im saying this is bcuz i tried so long wooign her,but she wuldnt even give herself a chance to know me betetr as a friend first..
love cant b force but at that point,i hoped that after all my efforts,she wuld observe and know me a lill more,mayb thigns culd work out?
i dun mean to boast but im alot better than her ex but all her ex onli asked her a one time and got a chance to be with her...
anyway i duno y ur comments are so offensive but if u did it to slap me awake..
still gotta thank u for ur comments
thanks for the advice friend! -
I am sure you have read in these forums about guys falling in love with prostitutes?It has nothing to do with whether you are better then her ex or not.
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Guys having sex with girls dosent mean they are bad
It means they love the girl at that momment and show it to them physically...*ahem*
well, u could turn out to be a 'playboy' who will get many girls by acting the way you are. But I think what you will get is empty, meaningless relatioships. is that what u wan? the sex? the female company?
or you could remain the nice guy you once were, and find a nice sweet girl who sees you for who you really are and loves you for it. That is all -
I'm in a worst state than playboy..Originally posted by neno:Guys having sex with girls dosent mean they are bad
It means they love the girl at that momment and show it to them physically...*ahem*
well, u could turn out to be a 'playboy' who will get many girls by acting the way you are. But I think what you will get is empty, meaningless relatioships. is that what u wan? the sex? the female company?
or you could remain the nice guy you once were, and find a nice sweet girl who sees you for who you really are and loves you for it. That is all
im very prideful and shun relationships so fooling and being a player is already out... -
even tho u shun rs, u dun have to show it rite? just keep it inside..wats stoppin u frm havin short, meaningless rs?
life is too short to worry bout such trivial things -
I'm a very prideful person and this lesson made me even more prideful i muz say so whenever i think about getting into a rs,i'll preoccupy my mind with $ and how early i can get my car whatsoever,it make me hang in the balance between bothOriginally posted by neno:even tho u shun rs, u dun have to show it rite? just keep it inside..wats stoppin u frm havin short, meaningless rs?
life is too short to worry bout such trivial things -
get a nice car then heaps of cash..then a trophy gf will come...hows that for pride?
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Bro!!! I'm Aquarius also! I nvr believed in Zodiac signs but I can see alot of similarities between u n me in my younger years. Maybe its just luck that I read such an interesting post and find my 'younger' me posting. haha..Originally posted by olala:I've some problems within and hope to get answers
lets call the gal,gal A
I'm 17 this year,when i was in sec 3,i fell for gal A in my class for mroe than a year
I did everything i could to court her..
I was very chldish in he past
u know,the usual smses and chit chat.giving get well cards and bdae gift
I got rejected continously for more than a year
however,the last straw came when last year she shot straight into my face telling me she dosent like short guys in a scarcastic manner
she too mentioned that I'm shorter than her[she juz got a bf at that time and purpose of me askign was to ask why i didnt stood a chance along]
as far as I know..i'm 1.7 and taller than her
I muz say shes not a bad gal but perhaps all this long courting has made her iritated so she wanted to be blunt
this was around dec2005
[she had an ex b4 and at that time i too was intrested in her but got rejected oso,thats was jan2005]
[her bf had sex with ex b4]
now its mid 2006 and i've given up
I've given up since 3 months back
now i felt happy for her decesion,perhaps i dun feel anything
however,i do see a tremendous change in me...negative
Now,inside me i hate this grudge against gals
a very strong hate[not extreme as in shuning them but holding a grudge against gals bcuz of what gal A have done
Whenever,I someone who i think i'll b intrested,I tell myself not to initial anything with her[eg.trying to get closer]
Also,when other gals tried to express intrests in me,i'll try to ignore and juz let them fade off
it's like i'm hanging on to my ego
In the past,i've tried so hard courting a gal but in the end i got slam striaght in the face and not the mention that her bf had sex with ex's b4
This made me felt unfair that such a bastard is able to get a nice gal
now of corse this whole experiences has made me grow
but the growth stem from the bitterness and hatred towards the opposite gender which has made me realise how unfair this world is
Now,i'm juz someone who dosent want to get into a relationship[suppose i'm intrested in another gal] bcuz of what have happen and a guy who places material and acheivement in utmost importance
whenever i thought
of courting another gal,my pride comes into the pic and then i'll juz tell myself this is juz another abc relationship that'll juz eventually not work out juz lyk what happen to most other ppl
Of course the feeling of beign is love is honey
but the state i'm in and my past seem to forbade me from getting to know other gals on a relationship level
what i'm seekign here is not the'since she dun like u,move on'
cuz i've already mvoe on but it comes with the negative changes
I'm no longer the childish kid who laugh all day but one whos mature to a leve of placing $ and work b4 play to the extreme[i'm probaly even more mature than her in terms of thinking']
Anyone can tell me whats the reasons regarding the change in me?
i need serious and mature answers
i no longer smile much now and the large circle of friends i have,i only chose some which are worthy and hangout with.
btw I'm aquarius and born on 14/2/89
Anyway young man, take heart! I wun provide you with advice like what 90% of the people here will say. I will tell you what 1% of the people will say or are doing but nvr say at all. What you choose to do is up to you, but I believe that with such hunger and passion in a warp way, you'll succeed well. Do know that doing the same as 90% of the population will make u end up like 90% of the world - the average joe. Not that there's anything wrong about that, but it's up to personal choice. Anyway, the focus is on you.
I sense great disturbance and instability in you. You can get to the root of this problem in 2 ways like what Yunhaier has said: Be the nice person or be a fucked up person. Well, I give you the 3rd choice, focus on something greater. I dun mean religion, but something just greater.
You have 2 issues here
1) Women
2) Money and power goals
Women
Many men make the mistake or we all have made the mistake of focusing on 1 one girl. Please don't do that. She's not even your wife or serious girlfriend who has sacrificed much for you. What you are actually doing is putting the pussy on a pedestal. Or in slang words, you have suffered the curse of the one-itis. Go google n see what it means
But anyway, I'm glad it's over. But really, such animosity is not needed. Such feelings of grudges or anger will only eat you up inside. You must have a confident and very positive outlook in life. Young man, there are 6 billion pple in the world. let's say 3 billion women, let's say 2.5million women.. let's say 500,000 women whom you are eligible to chase. And you are bearing a grudge over 1 woman? I hope she's damn hot and so seductive or damn charmer man. Coz I wun give such a woman these days such attention if it's not reciprocated. Anyway it's only 1 girl. There are definitely plenty others out there.
Believe me when I say i was alot like you during my younger years. But really, love is a numbers game. Never chase 1 girl at 1 time, you lose focus of the bigger picture and you get too emotionally attached. Unhealthy. It's pretty much like investing and sales, you dun depend your success on only 1 entity. Young man, you must go n meet more women out there. Keep an open mind, if you got chance, ask one of your older frens, bring you to see geylang and open eyes. You'll be surprised and open your mind immediately that hey, you are over-reacting when it comes to women. Sad to say, and still the truth, we men still run the world. So pls act like you are the alpha male and be proud of who you are.
Money and Power
There's nothing wrong with your goals. I'll tell you that it's healthy and good. In fact, you are embracing a man's natural affinity for power. Remember, doing wat 90% of the rest of the pple do will only give you the same results as 90% of the pple. No one aims to be poor but 80% of the world will only control 20% of the world's wealth. Most will be struggling financially, living from paycheck to paycheck, some living on handouts and only the minority few will enjoy immense wealth. At 17 yrs old to have such thinking.. good! But thoughts without plans and actions is useless. Are you working now or studying still? Ifyou are studying, continue to study hard, read mroe business and self-improvement books on how to achieve more.
When you are rich, you'll definitely have power and women will come, dun worry. Your problem then is worrying about quality of women. Now you have to worry about quantity and quality. Why not focus your attention on improving yourself? Remember I talked about focusing on a bigger picture in life? Focus on your career/dream/idea. Go to bed each nite thinking how you have improved, wake up each morning wondering how you can improve for the day. Everything starts in small steps my young man.
Money is not evil. Money is everything. Everything - happiness, joy, security, freedom.. They all lie on the foundation of being financially secure. I dare anyone to reject my point by thinking about whether they still got time to thinking about posting on SGforums if their stomachs r empty, bills to pay, debts to settle etc. Money is the root of everything you see in life. But it's a merely a tool. Respect it and harness its power, in turn, you'll be rewarded immensely.
Remeber, no one dreams to be poor yet 80% will nvr be rich in their life. What would you do now? I admit I carry very strong, extremist views of my personal life but that's because I'm one who goes all out to achieve what I want and desire in life. I am willing to take time to post this as I see alot of myself in this post during my younger years. Back then I didn't have anyone to show me how I should embrace my destiny. I struggled thru life by myself and had to figure out my lifes journey and direction by myself. I'm very happy I made such choices and take each day with such hunger and passion to achieve more.
You can either think hard about what I say, or follow others, or find your own path. But hey, remember, doing what 90% of the rest of the pple do will give you the same results which 90% of the pple attain - The average joe. Nothing wrong. But it's a personal choice. You choose now.
All the best. -
To metalgear above post
I'm already on my way to acheieving the powerful 10%
now I've no desire for relationship...
I'm 17 and working 12hrs aday without OT
and at the same time studying for 3 o lvl subs
my job aint some high shot position but at least its a job which can pay me well..say 1.3k-1.5k if i do take all OT
Its tough having to wake up 5am everyday and reaching workplace at 7.30am
but the thoughs of pushing myself to the limits allow me to strenghten my charecter and earn as much $ as i can
self improvement book helps alot and ever since i've gain alot on charecter growth by absorbing it
in the past i depends all on my parents...getting 400$ a mnth for pocket money and having them accomodate to many of my wishes
now,i savor the taste of superiority and independence
And infact since i cannot get over what a gal has done to me..thinking back,anger course thro me but however,i change anger to strenght to serve my purpose
I'm not a all talk and no show man
bcuz all talk and no show is not juz stupidity alone but waste of time -
I'm Aries so I'm afraid I can't really see what the fuss is about... Waaah, Valentine's Day somemore, so romantic..
The way I see it, your love for her has just been a one-sided crush. I can see that she doesn't mean that you are physically shorter than her. So she has rejected your love, big deal. Be a man and stand up! Prove it to her you can be strong! You can live without her, or her love! Make her admire you.
It hurts over the long period, but time wil heal all wounds. There are other nice gals out there, who would probably love you too, like how you did to gal A. -
o...shes an aries too..Originally posted by hyperactivechatterbox:I'm Aries so I'm afraid I can't really see what the fuss is about... Waaah, Valentine's Day somemore, so romantic..
The way I see it, your love for her has just been a one-sided crush. I can see that she doesn't mean that you are physically shorter than her. So she has rejected your love, big deal. Be a man and stand up! Prove it to her you can be strong! You can live without her, or her love! Make her admire you.
It hurts over the long period, but time wil heal all wounds. There are other nice gals out there, who would probably love you too, like how you did to gal A.
it aint crush..its really love
something i hate about me is..
I dun fall in love easily but when i do i'm faithful and loyal
i've onli fallen for 2 gals since...one in pri...and then gal A in sec 3
yes..i once tho i cant live without her
the wound is almost gone,but the scar can never b gone..and the scar will b an element to fuel my hopes and goals
its lyk blood to a vam -
compare what?Originally posted by borntolive:lol i 1.65 wana compare?