Originally posted by 00900:
Right now...i feel kinda lost. Feel like im losing everything,EVERYTHING. First of all started with a quarrel with frens,Soon they started leaving me one by one,and for sure this feeling really do sux.
And came this bastard! He's My Best buddy of all and damn! He STOLE my girl away from me,now they are together. This really fukin PISSED me off,he's the one i always asked advice for and now? HE STOLE HER FROM ME although he knew that i love her. But now? im losing everything. Crush being taken by my buddy, frens left me. everything is in a fukin mess.
IM SO FUKIN SCREWED,i tried to forget them. But whenever i closed my eyes,i can imagine how wonderful their life will be together right now.
Sorry just letting out the anger inside me to be release.
Friends dont just leave u without a reason. Its possible that u have a attitude problem or something just like what bbb had said.
And u cant say your buddy "stole" her away from u. u are not even together with her yet. U said u love her, but did u tell or show her your feelings? No? then i think u should before your buddy does. now its too late since your buddy got her. i suggest u just let her go since shes only a crush as u said.
Everything happends for a reason. so u have to find the courage and find out the reason and solve the problem yourself.