20 Sep 2005 (Tuesday), 0730 hrs
The morning awakened in quiet serenity.
Finally, I took a careful study around the vicinity of my ward area and realized that there were couples of aesthetically-well designed hamper, supposedly belonging/given to me. Then, I noticed a letter nesting beneath the hamper and painstakingly, I positioned myself in a way I could reach for it. It turned out to be a deathly feat; I absolutely had neither strength nor the ability move and somehow when I sat myself up, an insane pain that caused me to squniched in agony indefinitely.
‘Hey! Don’t do that! It’s very dangerous! Next time please call me or other missy to help you!’
It was Angeline. I was so absorbed in testing out my current physical condition that I didnÂ’t know she had arrived for work.
‘Hey Cloud! We came yesterday, but you were sleeping… didn’t want to disturb you, so we wrote this letter just to tell you that we came. Take care dude! Must recover fast ok? =)’
Seriously, those warming words felt wholesome.
The effect of anesthesia gradually abated and somehow, I felt like puking. I don’t know if it was the ‘norm’, but it felt uneasy and nauseating - closed to having a hangover. At the same time, I felt ubiquitous bodily pain, especially where the tubes were inserted. I finally understood how it felt to be bedridden and sickly and how, especially those sick aged, felt when they become an emotional and financial burden to people who cared for them.
‘Well, at least I lived through and will recover…’
As I was dwelling in my train of thoughts, student nurses started streaming in; doing their routine checks. And I saw my ‘nurse-in charge’ Angeline – her lips shaped a smile, before moving towards my direction.
‘How are you feeling today?’
‘Not so good, but still manageable…’
We chatted causally as Angeline proceeded with taking my temperature, checking my blood pressure and pulse rate. Satisfied with her findings, she drew out her pen and recorded the results.
‘Your BP a bit higher than norm…’
‘Huh? Really?’
‘Don’t worry! Not a problem actually. A little bit only… and ah… yesterday, your family and friends got visit you… you know?’
I nodded my head.
‘All these hampers and cards are gifts from them... so good… I also want…’
‘You want the gift… but I think you don’t want to be lying here…’
As a natural response, we laughed and immediately, I felt a vicious jerk-pain in the left flank region where I was operated. What? I couldnÂ’t even laugh?
‘Hey!’ admonished Angeline, ‘you had just finished your operation. Don’t laugh! Hold your wounds when you laugh or cough. Ok, talk to you later…’
Finishing the conversation, I closed my eyes and descended into another deep sleep. Seriously, there was nothing I could do except to sleep. Furthermore, at the weakest state of health, my body needed the rest to rejuvenate itself and accelerate healing. I was only awakened at intervals when the nurses have to take my temperature, blood pressure and pulse rate (standard procedure). Usually it was Angeline who attended to me, but when she was busy, then someone else would.
(To be continued...)