Originally posted by ruixiangz:
This is just my house...I don't have a home at all!
I've face enough stress from school already. All the assignments, lectures, high expectations of us and everything else is already giving me no breathing space.
Yet whenever I reach home, I have to face additional stress. It's either my brother shouting with my mother, or my mother shouting with my father. Everyone is shouting at each other. And the funny thing is that everyone is shouting at each other for the lamest of all reason!
I can't even have a single momment of peace at my own house! Looks like being the only passive person in the house isn't a good thing either.
Sometime, I feel like leaving this house. But I do know that I'll have to come back one day and face even more trouble. I feel trap. School's giving me stress. This 'home' is giving me stress. I can't even concentrate on my schoolwork now.
I don't want to live here. I don't belong here. I feel like leaving and never coming back. I just want to get out! But I can't...
Growing up in this kind of environment, I feel that I'm on my own. What problem I face, nobody will help.
Try to communicate with them...
Start telling your worries and pressure to your brother first and slowly talk to your parents...
Maybe the way of communication within your family is wrong... and hopefully they can make some changes to it...
However, if no changes or improvement is being made then maybe you can start to seek the help of some professional like helplines etc...
Hope that you are fine...
