still can't forget poly crush 6 yrs ago
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She has been haunting me for the past 6 years. It was during poly dat we met in 2000. She was 19 and i 20 And i still can't forget her. Not in contact now but every day still think of her. She's my world...
It's like a dream i never woke up from. So real the line between the real world and the dream world is blurred. Partly because the world has not changed much since 2000
How can i get out of it? dreams of her... generally about us meeting after all these years with some sort of cozy, warm feeling of "being home". so all I can really do is just deal with the past and maybe see if anyone else has had this happen. -
i will throw u down the ocean and make sure u wake upOriginally posted by DoomedLover:She has been haunting me for the past 6 years. It was during poly dat we met in 2000. And i still can't forget her. Not in contact now but every day still think of her.
It's like a dream i never woke up from. So real the line between the real world and the dream world is blurred. How can i get out of it? -
if you choose to live in the past, you will miss the future.
Sometimes you need to do something to have a closure
Sometimes you just need to tell yourself it was a past love and it shall remain in your heart.
Sometimes you need to kick yourself in the butt and say that you need to move the hell on or you will never have the next love.
And Good Luck. -
It's alright to keep it as a memory as long as you don't pose a danger to other people.
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U will nvr stop tinking of it...
Wat u kan do is to concentrate in other ting, let the memories be washed away slowly...
wat gone is gonez! let it go with the wind, there are brighter future in front of u! Dwell in the past will get u miserable niah!
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Haunting you?Originally posted by DoomedLover:She has been haunting me for the past 6 years. It was during poly dat we met in 2000. She was 19 and i 20 And i still can't forget her. Not in contact now but every day still think of her. She's my world...
It's like a dream i never woke up from. So real the line between the real world and the dream world is blurred. Partly because the world has not changed much since 2000
How can i get out of it? dreams of her... generally about us meeting after all these years with some sort of cozy, warm feeling of "being home". so all I can really do is just deal with the past and maybe see if anyone else has had this happen.
I think your resident temple medium should be able to do something about her.
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It seems to me that she has never loved u. Time to wakey wakey. U deserve better.
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I tried forgetting but found myself eternally tormented by his unrequited crush on her. THought going to NS will help but now i had ORD and after some of the hard times in NS just brings back her memories strongerOriginally posted by BlUe G@rF|eLd:U will nvr stop tinking of it...
Wat u kan do is to concentrate in other ting, let the memories be washed away slowly...
wat gone is gonez! let it go with the wind, there are brighter future in front of u! Dwell in the past will get u miserable niah! -
Please lah, 5 years ago! Won't be surprised if she's oredi married and become a mother oredi! Don't dwell in the past. Move on and get a life!
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ever thought of trying to get in touch with her again since you cant forget about her??
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2002 was the last full year with her before I moved to the different world of Army. I feels very cut off from today's world, everything since 2002 has run stagnant.
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Originally posted by charlize:Haunting you?
I think your resident temple medium should be able to do something about her. -
I feels very sad
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my condolence.
at least she is living well and fine now right? -
i can't let go but cant live without it either.
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Lemme share with you a part of my life. You are around the same age as me, but my case goes back to when I was in my secondary sch era.
I mature very late at that time and I do not know what is "love" or anything related to it. All I know is: a totally NEW emotion existed in me. I have known her since childhood and even though we met occasionally (we were neighbours), I yearn to meet her and her family. I did not notice this but when I felt the NEW emotion at age 14, the way I saw her, treated her and thought about her are totally different compared to when I was a kid.
I developed feelings for her. Be it "crush", "infatuation", anything. I had feelings for her. Many times I wanted to tell her how I felt, but being the introverted person I was, I could not do it and furthermore I felt pressure from her parents and relatives. Seems like they expected me to be better than I am (or was) and I do not know how to handle it. So I kept mum about this feeling.
I fell for her secretly for more than 5 years but never had the "balls" to tell her so. It was during a certain day that I decided to go to her house and visit them. I met her family but never saw her, so I casually asked and her mother told me she was out with her boyfriend. Boy, can you feel all the different emotions rushed into me at that time.
It took me some time to think the whole thing through. Being the more negative character I was at that time, I decided to end it all. I was tired of holding a torch for her, unable to tell her my feelings, thinking of her in someone else's embrace. I remembered I had a picture of her and her family kept in my wallet at that time. I took it and burned it as a form of determination to let it go. It wasn't easy at first, but I have a good brother to help me and time slowly rub off this emotion or feelings for her.
Many things happened since then, but if I have the chance to meet them again, I will still be very happy to see them for they are a part of my life and I will love them more than I did before. As for her, my love for her won't be similar to the past but more of a brotherly love towards a sister. And I pray for them. Afterall, my being christian was partly influenced by them and I am very much having joy now as I was with them in the past.
Friend, life is like a book of many chapters, no matter how much we want to stay in a past chapter, we have to move on to the next chapter. Who knows? There may be a BETTER chapter waiting for you to flip to? Move on, there WILL BE better things in newer chapters. -
i agree with u frien just that the new chapters has not yet come to me.
Its like reading the old chapters of the book over and over again
My book is not complete as it is written halfway.as i read my past chapters repeatedly, the story so far sinks deeper into me. -
No one's book is complete, BUT you can't carry on writing in new chapters if you keep dwelling in the old chapters. If you keep reading the old chapters, ALL THE MORE you should learn from the old chapters so you can write NEW stuffs in future chapters. Learn from your past. They can help you mould a beautiful future.Originally posted by DoomedLover:i agree with u frien just that the new chapters has not yet come to me.
Its like reading the old chapters of the book over and over again
My book is not complete as it is written halfway.as i read my past chapters repeatedly, the story so far sinks deeper into me. -
Originally posted by charlize:Haunting you?
I think your resident temple medium should be able to do something about her. -
friendster
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I still love him as a friend.
He will live in my dream. -
y do u phrase is as "haunting you"?! u make it sound like its a very bad thing.
do u really want to forget somebody who u r attracted to so deeply, that some might even call it love, do u?
didnt think so.
no one can help u... unless they kill u and release u from this suffering, u'll have to walk out of this maze yourself.
not walking out is comfortable, because u r always with her that way... but not very practical.
i understand that only a very select few can make one feel at home... a state of complete relaxation where one can just be himself and accepted by the other party... if u dun mind being single all your life, and telling her that u love her like 50 years later, when the 2 of yall are frigging old... yeah, please continue doing wat u r doing now.
true love, or just plain stupidity is up to every individual to interpret. -
can u rber ur last 27 nicks?
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it took me 8 yrs to get over a girl i liked in sec sch