You need to know what ya wanna do next.... And cut your lousy or bad habits..... Soaking yourself in them until they become part of your spinal cord won't help matters not to mention giving you a HARD time to move on to the next step later....Originally posted by Boy-Next-Door:Hi to all of u who r reading this post....i jus want to see anyone can help me. Well...how should i start... im a boy in depression, 17 yrs old. I hav lost all my friends n failed my 'o' levels, n i hav nowhere to go, i do not know what to do next, n i hav seldom step out of my house since i feburary. I hav not been to the movies, shopping, and all the things teens will normally do for three years..n i am the speckie type of boy...with 1000 for both eyesight.
Wjen i was in sec 1, everything was smoothy, i hav 3 best friends and life was good. But goin to sec 2, i hav a quarrel with 1 of my best friends n b4 i know it they drift away from me slowly n soon i was alone..But goin to a new class in sec 2, i began to make new friends n soon i got to know 4 of the guys in the class. We all got on very fast n soon within 2-3 months, the bond btw the five of us grew very stronge. We were very popular in that year. And of course everything soared 4 me as i topped the class for both semester, getting 5 A1s for each of the semester. That can be said to be the peak year of my life till now. But things started to collapse on me towards sec 3. The five of us went to sec 3 together in the same class. And at the start it was like normal..but as time goes, we got to know another friend in the class n he is quite friendly n funky. Soon i was declining to go out with them to the movies and all that, as i think im not good enough to be part of them. Slowly i drifted away from them...
And from sec3 till now i haven been to the movies n all that. And with no confidence at all, my results dropped. i was 30/40 ranking in the class. Goin to sec 4, things took a worst turn, my friends started talkin n gossiping bout me..n soon the whole class was doin it. I was a loner . And everytime during the recess or break, i will always be alone...sometimes i will hide in the toilet untill the bell goes...n the feeling is terrible. When the school ends, i will always be the first to leave the school. And no surprised, i failed both semester n was last in the class rankings. Failing my 'o' levels, i try again as a private candidate n failed again. Now, im left with nothing, i hav no confidence, im jus an empty person. But i will not be a foolish person as to commit suicide. So what can i do...im facing the computer everyday for at least 7 hours a day to kill time, n my eyesight is getting bad...but what can i do..
oso not our fault mah... nv @@ at the date lar..duno who tk tis thread out den we juz post lor... wad so funny abt it?Originally posted by jeramy:pls look at the date before posting hahahhaahah![]()
aiyah but then its doubtful that he will read the reply maaaaaaaa why must make such evil faces at me!!! hahahaOriginally posted by Si|verGer:oso not our fault mah... nv @@ at the date lar..duno who tk tis thread out den we juz post lor... wad so funny abt it?![]()
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....no lar i wer dare to make corny face wait kana beaten by u wor~Originally posted by jeramy:aiyah but then its doubtful that he will read the reply maaaaaaaa why must make such evil faces at me!!! hahaha
jus trying to be corny![]()
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