Tinking of sumtinz!
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hmm 4 more days...is my ex gf de birthday liao..20th january
had been quite sum time since we break liao..since june till now..7 months+ le..
actually last time still harboring the tots..of celebrating the birthday with her in 2007 cuz l missed out on her birthday in 20th january 2006...
But guess she jolly well would hav been enjoying herself in her coming birthday bah..
Hope that she will be happy with her life bah
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Yeah e feeling of looking back to the time, saying well i will still can celebrate with her in 07 but now cannot suckz right..
Sometimes it is never good to remember the times of together with ur gf, brings back memories... -
Ya..what u say is rite..Originally posted by universe:Yeah e feeling of looking back to the time, saying well i will still can celebrate with her in 07 but now cannot suckz right..
Sometimes it is never good to remember the times of together with ur gf, brings back memories...
ya altot she did alot of wrongs to me...but sumhow l appreciate the things she taught me in this r/s...if not becos of this r/s with her..resulting me so much pain that time..l wont become what l am now...Confidence, make more effort in learning new things..upgrading myself n the matured thinkings l hav now..
Actually deep in my heart..l dun really hate her that much now..
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l did promise her that in 2007 on her birthday..l will giv her a big surprise..initally at that time..l was tinking of buying a cake for her...sing happy birthday song to her...altot l noe my singing sucks la..but to prove the sincerity l had
And buy a special gift for her oso..that time she still told me..l waitin for ur surprises nxt yr wor!!
haha...hope u all dun mind me toking in this manner..l noe aunty agony is for problems..but juz this 1 time..l tink l am dreaming and tinking abt the past with her..cuz her birthday is juz ard the corner -
No problem, you're free to say anything you want.Originally posted by xShevchenkox:l did promise her that in 2007 on her birthday..l will giv her a big surprise..initally at that time..l was tinking of buying a cake for her...sing happy birthday song to her...altot l noe my singing sucks la..but to prove the sincerity l had
And buy a special gift for her oso..that time she still told me..l waitin for ur surprises nxt yr wor!!
haha...hope u all dun mind me toking in this manner..l noe aunty agony is for problems..but juz this 1 time..l tink l am dreaming and tinking abt the past with her..cuz her birthday is juz ard the corner
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thanks mc +squareOriginally posted by M©+square:No problem, you're free to say anything you want.
It is good to express your thoughts.
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You're welcome.Originally posted by xShevchenkox:thanks mc +square
Call me MC can liao.
If you really feel there's a need to give her a birthday greeting, you should? It's from your heart anyway?
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Okies..MCOriginally posted by M©+square:You're welcome.
Call me MC can liao.
If you really feel there's a need to give her a birthday greeting, you should? It's from your heart anyway?
haha, ya..actually now l am indeed hestitaing whether shld l sms her wish her or wad? or go down and giv her a present as it is her birthday...
But wad l do,..l really nver expect anything in return or wad..or want to patch back..it is like..dun noe lehz..my heart and mind keep telling me hey is her birthday soon le..then gt a very confused and mixed feeling... -
thing is, will she remember the promise? and are you willing to give her such a surprise without expecting anything back in return?
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X 2.Originally posted by M©+square:No problem, you're free to say anything you want.
It is good to express your thoughts. -
Somehow I just beg to differ from this..? Just a personal opinion?Originally posted by M©+square:You're welcome.
Call me MC can liao.
If you really feel there's a need to give her a birthday greeting, you should? It's from your heart anyway? 
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No problem.Originally posted by Devil1976:Somehow I just beg to differ from this..? Just a personal opinion? -
send her a sms.
that would be enough.
it's the thought that counts -
send her a card lo.
confirm she will kana surprise one.
happy kind of surprise or confused kind of surprise or worry kind of surprise or angry kind of surprise or.. i dunnoe.
bt since u wish her happy den better not la.
ps: i juz toking cok. -
care to explain more abt it? ur own opinions?Originally posted by Devil1976:Somehow I just beg to differ from this..? Just a personal opinion? -
l will wish to send her a card or wad..but the problem is..l forget her address le..l didnt go remember her address anyway..l juz noe where her hse is located..Originally posted by Ito_^:send her a card lo.
confirm she will kana surprise one.
happy kind of surprise or confused kind of surprise or worry kind of surprise or angry kind of surprise or.. i dunnoe.
bt since u wish her happy den better not la.
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I think you've sort of let things go already.Originally posted by xShevchenkox:care to explain more abt it? ur own opinions?
Why risk stirring things up again?
Unless you're very quite confident that both you and her can handle the situation quite well and let bypass by bypass?
Else, it's just a risk not worth putting yourself or her into... Just my personal opinion. -
If l really want to giv her a card...l cnt send by postal mail... will only hav to go down to her hse and find her and giv her liaoOriginally posted by xShevchenkox:l will wish to send her a card or wad..but the problem is..l forget her address le..l didnt go remember her address anyway..l juz noe where her hse is located.. -
hmm lclc...ya quite true..but l dun tink anything would happen if l see her again bah..l was thinking juz pass and go only lo..nthing else le..Originally posted by Devil1976:I think you've sort of let things go already.
Why risk stirring things up again?
Unless you're very quite confident that both you and her can handle the situation quite well and let bypass by bypass?
Else, it's just a risk not worth putting yourself or her into... Just my personal opinion.
haha..so weird suddenly tink of such things again l noe she now shld be very happy and totally forgetten me as existence..To her now.l am juz a total stranger..and l am even prepared to noe that l mite c her with another guy during her birthday...l tink l wont but l was tinking that time l promised her so much on her birthday..and she was so excited... makes me wan fulfil this duty...as a token of appreciation..Actually l had a previous r/s before her..but that one l tink nt really count as my 1st r/s la..in fact my 1st r/s was with her...u all noe? the meaningful of 1st?
l expect nthing in return and l wont want to be in one for the moment...is like l want to fulfil the promise l make? To formuities..u all noe the kind of feeling?
Altot on the outside, l told other ppl how l hated her..cuz she treat me badly, disrespect me......y she become like that..l treat her so well.. but come to tink of it..l am really weak at that time..guess all gals dun like guys that are weak and of low self esteen...
l do really hate her..but as l straighten out my tots and as time passes, in my heart the hatred n anguish is dispersing slowly... -
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u may wan to buy a stamp so she thinks u send it via postal.Originally posted by xShevchenkox:hmm lclc...ya quite true..but l dun tink anything wouldl happen if l see her again bah..l was thinking juz pass and go only lo..nthing else le..
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Originally posted by Devil1976:I think you've sort of let things go already.
Why risk stirring things up again?
Unless you're very quite confident that both you and her can handle the situation quite well and let bypass by bypass?
Else, it's just a risk not worth putting yourself or her into... Just my personal opinion.
X2.
Sometimes, you won't know if you are just using goodwill as a convenient excuse.
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haha yunhaier l dun tink so bah...l am not using her birthday as a excuse..seriously..that is wad l tink..l dun wan go into all these again..beside l tink l hav more things to do and enjoy and still learn before l go into my nxt r/s which l tink will happen after l had a stable job in future?Originally posted by Yunhaier: X2.
Sometimes, you won't know if you are just using goodwill as a convenient excuse.
Cheers -
Bro
forget it. I rather you give the present to your new girlfriend than wasting time. Subconsciously, you are still hoping she will turn back. But truth is, she won't.
doko