im a goner..
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i feel like im a goner..
my life have come to a point where nth turns out right..
i cant cry..i really feel like crying..havent cried for years..so it kinda dried up..
tuesday walk home with fren beside me..then my hand kanna bird dropping..so big summore..
i like this girl for like 4 years in a row..n counting..didnt tell anybody abt it..have been keeping everything to myself even though i always appear happy n smiling everyday..but deep down feeling really lonely..
lost one of my best fren n his avoiding me..because the girl i like use to know i like her which is 2 years ..ago..guess she dunno i still like her she told my best fren that i liked her..cause my bestie jioing her..then now he avoids me..i dun even know wat i guess is right..its just a guess..i dun think i wan to ask him abt it..later he doesnt know n i accidentaly spill the beans..then he really knows it..
more n more frens are leaving me..i think my character have changed..
my grades have dropped alot..use to get at least a B for sciences..due to influence of frens n i have avoided them le..no matter how much studying doesnt really pull my grades up even though i study like d0g..n only improve from F9 to a D7 almost got retained..n im haveing my Os this year..n i occasionaly skip school to just study..cus i believe study myself can learn more things in shorter time..
i really have tried my best..i even had thought abt ending my life..but i didnt cause i know there are ppl ard who cares abt me.
i really dunno wat to do..
pls dun give any advise tat is unnecessary my heart is already crushed..i just type this so that ppl know wats up.. -
how bout trying professional hypnotism?
it might give you motivation and poke you out of that trance. -
i aint advising but dats life.
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wats that?kinda like a counsellor?where can i get em?Originally posted by missqi:how bout trying professional hypnotism?
it might give you motivation and poke you out of that trance. -
make new friends?
ask for help for those subjects u need help with from forumnites?
sgforums is a nice place u know.
exception of bar -
In singapore there are also ppl like you you know.My advise is to open up your mind and look ahead.Forget about the unhappy events.Its all about the mind you know.Cheers
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Originally posted by hatemeifuwantto:i feel like im a goner..
my life have come to a point where nth turns out right..
i cant cry..i really feel like crying..havent cried for years..so it kinda dried up..
i like this girl for like 4 years in a row..n counting..didnt tell anybody abt it..have been keeping everything to myself even though i always appear happy n smiling everyday..but deep down feeling really lonely..
lost one of my best fren n his avoiding me..because the girl i like use to know i like her which is 2 years ..ago..guess she dunno i still like her she told my best fren that i liked her..cause my bestie jioing her..then now he avoids me..i dun even know wat i guess is right..its just a guess..i dun think i wan to ask him abt it..later he doesnt know n i accidentaly spill the beans..then he really knows it..
more n more frens are leaving me..i think my character have changed..
my grades have dropped alot..use to get at least a B for sciences..due to influence of frens n i have avoided them le..no matter how much studying doesnt really pull my grades up even though i study like d0g..n only improve from F9 to a D7 almost got retained..n im haveing my Os this year..n i occasionaly skip school to just study..cus i believe study myself can learn more things in shorter time..
i really have tried my best..i even had thought abt ending my life..but i didnt cause i know there are ppl ard who cares abt me.
i really dunno wat to do..
pls dun give any advise tat is unnecessary my heart is already crushed..i just type this so that ppl know wats up..
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i also gonner... there r times where i spend the whole day alone in this world of 6billion population...
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concentrate on ur studies n dun tink too much boy...
how old r u anyway? -
oie! do your job lei...Originally posted by Devil1976: ......
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sec 4 this year leOriginally posted by gigabyte14:concentrate on ur studies n dun tink too much boy...
how old r u anyway? -
u are too young for a relationship
pls wait till u go poly or jc
and lastly
singlehood rocks -
Hypnotism requires a willing participant's paradigm shift and that's a fifty-fifty chance of things pulling through due the ts's circumstances. A pyschiatrist is required, not a pyschologist. Puberty is a period of uncertainty as hormones are screwing around with your mind. A leadership course can be a better idea.Originally posted by missqi:how bout trying professional hypnotism?
it might give you motivation and poke you out of that trance. -
Who you hang out with can be the turning point of your life.
I've was once influcence by bad company, but luckily i have true friends who scolded me real bad till i 'awake' from it.
My parents once told me, you can hang out with them, but just be sure what you are doing and don't take part in whatever they do.
Be optimistic. Look things at the brighter side.
Seriously, if you were in my shoes now, i guess you would have ended your life.
In life, there always up and down, dark and bright. walk out from the dark path to the bright side. Things will work out fine. Should you still feel depress, visit a counceller. Hope this help.
Be optismistic!..
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To "im a goner"
all the koko, uncles, aunties have been where you are right now and is doing just fine.
Concentrate on your "O" Levels. If you cannot study, just do 10 year series non stop until exams. In Singapore, passing exams is no-brainer as long as you do not waste your time trying to learn anything, simply learn how to answer questions. Practice makes perfect. -
Bro, dun think so much. Forget about her and your friends. Study hard, go poly or JC, you will have new friends. O lvl is more importance for you now, not b/g relationship. Friends who ignore you aren't friends, forget about them too. You still have your family members and SGforum here. So concentrate on your studies.
P/S: Next time if you like a girl, tell her. At least it's a short pain time rather than suffer for 4 years. -
you missed out the amazons for a tree?
be a man. do the right thing.
you go and get your friends back. getting a D7 for science during your Os is no joke. it will pull your overall L1 R4-5 down tremendously. your future's gonna go wasted if you remain like this. you probaly only ran 400m in your life. there's still 2km waiting for you. -
What job?Originally posted by R3SsH|n:oie! do your job lei... 
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yr 2006
25 yrs old
failed in my business
incurring over 20k of debts
friends owing me ard 10k of debts ran away
flunk my university studies and repeat again
friends turning hyprocite and betray my trust
totally hurt and numb and disappointed
no money to pay for sch fees now
plunge into serious depressions
yr 2007
picking myself up to fight towards my goals again
jus sharing my situation
maybe u will feel better when somebody is worst den u.i believe more pple out there are even worst then me..
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haiya....
Crushes comes and goes.....
friends sadly also comes and goes....
TRUE friends Stay.
Concentrate on what's important right now.... your studies.... -
Hiya, once you attached, you hope you are single again (most of the time).
My brother was retained when he was in Normal Stream in Sec 4. Now he is in University. Just because you had a bad patch doesn't mean it will follow you for life. You either change things or accept it the way it is. -
wow!!!
TS your life is totally the same as mine!!!
just that you having o lvl i having n lvl this year...
but i always tell myself, no friend no friend lor....
still got alot of forumies to talk with me
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concentrate on ur o lvls la didi... or u sure regret it 1... education comes once, love comes all the time.
i wonder wat im toking abt...
anyways, jus dun tink abt dat... the top scorers in singapore all hav no gf 1...
the ones who are attached are usually the failed ones.
u wan 2 be like choice 2?
if dun, study lo! -
you are much better compared to me during my sec school time.Originally posted by hatemeifuwantto:i feel like im a goner..
my life have come to a point where nth turns out right..
i cant cry..i really feel like crying..havent cried for years..so it kinda dried up..
tuesday walk home with fren beside me..then my hand kanna bird dropping..so big summore..
i like this girl for like 4 years in a row..n counting..didnt tell anybody abt it..have been keeping everything to myself even though i always appear happy n smiling everyday..but deep down feeling really lonely..
lost one of my best fren n his avoiding me..because the girl i like use to know i like her which is 2 years ..ago..guess she dunno i still like her she told my best fren that i liked her..cause my bestie jioing her..then now he avoids me..i dun even know wat i guess is right..its just a guess..i dun think i wan to ask him abt it..later he doesnt know n i accidentaly spill the beans..then he really knows it..
more n more frens are leaving me..i think my character have changed..
my grades have dropped alot..use to get at least a B for sciences..due to influence of frens n i have avoided them le..no matter how much studying doesnt really pull my grades up even though i study like d0g..n only improve from F9 to a D7 almost got retained..n im haveing my Os this year..n i occasionaly skip school to just study..cus i believe study myself can learn more things in shorter time..
i really have tried my best..i even had thought abt ending my life..but i didnt cause i know there are ppl ard who cares abt me.
i really dunno wat to do..
pls dun give any advise tat is unnecessary my heart is already crushed..i just type this so that ppl know wats up..
my sec 3 and 4 i got to a lousy class and the two bloody years, i got no friends at all. everyday go school can no need to open mouth unless teachers ask me questions, apart from that there's nobody to talk to. my frens all in the better class and they found new friends and we slowly lost contact apart from sometimes when we run into each other at canteen, say hi-bye all that only.
think you focus on your studies lah. you go to poly or JC, new phase of life will begin. this painful period for u is only temporary. -
no friends is better than having bunch of crappy friends
you will find some true friends one day