Thinking of the past

• Devil1976

  23 Jan 07, 12:31

  Originally posted by browniebaobao:

  
  I'm always trying to be positive..
  
  some people even thought I'm a happy girl, always smiling, laughing..
  
  but no one knows that I'm actually unhappy..
  
  always try to hold back my tears and put on a brave front.. even tho my heart is really aching..
  
  I woke up in the morning.. feeling chest, neck and shoulders pain..
  
  I almost couldn't breathe..
  
  and then I wish i din have to work today..
  
  I wish I can be carefree...
  
  

  If can find a 'sugar mummy' feed me, can be carefree and doesn't have to work then I also want! <> My point IS... Who doesn't wanna be CAREFREE and doesn't need to work...?? "
• browniebaobao

  23 Jan 07, 19:25

  Originally posted by Devil1976:

  Don't be so narrow minded lah... Always hear you advise people don't be.. Try to do something for yourself also yeah...?

  ever hear ple say 'a doc can cure people, but not himself'?
  
  of course im not that good la..
  
  ya im doing something to cheer me up..
  
  everyday eat chocolates.
  
  juz bought Meiji strawberry choco snack..
  
  within 5 mins, finished half a bar liao..
  
  so sweet~!
  
  Manager asked me today.. 'bbb, u everyday not enough sleep ar?"
  
  I asked, "why leh?"
  
  She said "Coz I see u do things like half-hearted like that."
  
  Of course I din reply her..
  
  but deep in my heart i was thinking "so u should expect my resignation soon."
  
  
• browniebaobao

  23 Jan 07, 19:26

  Originally posted by Devil1976:

  If can find a 'sugar mummy' feed me, can be carefree and doesn't have to work then I also want! <> My point IS... Who doesn't wanna be CAREFREE and doesn't need to work...?? "

  go find Xu Chun Mei lah.
• CannyOng

  23 Jan 07, 19:41

  Originally posted by browniebaobao:

  
  I'm always trying to be positive..
  
  some people even thought I'm a happy girl, always smiling, laughing..
  
  but no one knows that I'm actually unhappy..
  
  always try to hold back my tears and put on a brave front.. even tho my heart is really aching..
  
  I woke up in the morning.. feeling chest, neck and shoulders pain..
  
  I almost couldn't breathe..
  
  and then I wish i din have to work today..
  
  I wish I can be carefree...
  
  

  U need a great pillar.. Like a great bf of life time partner who will share yr sorrow and give u plenty of joy and motivation.
• Gunyandao

  24 Jan 07, 09:56

  i keep thinking of the past too.
  i am not comfortable adapting to changes in life like work, school etc etc but everyday is like there's so much uncertainties.
  sometimes i find myself unwilling to move on.
  
• Bontakun

  24 Jan 07, 09:58

  Originally posted by browniebaobao:

  ever hear ple say 'a doc can cure people, but not himself'?
  
  of course im not that good la..
  
  ya im doing something to cheer me up..
  
  everyday eat chocolates.
  
  juz bought Meiji strawberry choco snack..
  
  within 5 mins, finished half a bar liao..
  
  so sweet~!
  
  Manager asked me today.. 'bbb, u everyday not enough sleep ar?"
  
  I asked, "why leh?"
  
  She said "Coz I see u do things like half-hearted like that."
  
  Of course I din reply her..
  
  but deep in my heart i was thinking "so u should expect my resignation soon."
  
  

  I feel for you~
  Dun eat so much chocolate! Can give you too much sugar rush!
• smudgey

  24 Jan 07, 10:56

  Originally posted by Bontakun:

  I feel for you~
  Dun eat so much chocolate! Can give you too much sugar rush!

  wa....u all keep talking about chocolate... now i'm craving for some chocolate!!!
  
  ARG!!!
• Devil1976

  24 Jan 07, 13:21

  Originally posted by browniebaobao:

  go find Xu Chun Mei lah.

  
• csp3976

  24 Jan 07, 17:11

  Originally posted by browniebaobao:

  As much as I want to look ahead.. I always look back at my past..
  
  And lately, I have been crying..
  
  Feeling depressed again..
  
  People say, "once biten, twice shy."
  
  Indeed..
  
  I'm really very unhappy.. and I know... I'm going to breakdown soon.
  

  Crying is one of a best way to release ur pressure.... i often do that and will feel better loh.
  
• smudgey

  24 Jan 07, 19:28

  Originally posted by csp3976:

  Crying is one of a best way to release ur pressure.... i often do that and will feel better loh.
  

  hmm... I agree.... crying always makes me feel reliefed (after the cry that is)...
  
  bbb... next time u want a good cry.... call me, we go watch a cry show together and cry our eyes out!!!
• browniebaobao

  24 Jan 07, 20:04

  Originally posted by CannyOng:

  U need a great pillar.. Like a great bf of life time partner who will share yr sorrow and give u plenty of joy and motivation.

  u are not the first one who says that.
• browniebaobao

  24 Jan 07, 20:05

  Originally posted by Bontakun:

  I feel for you~
  Dun eat so much chocolate! Can give you too much sugar rush!

  u feel for me?
  
  sugar rush?
  
  that's why i wana eat chocolates.
  
  to make me happy.
• browniebaobao

  24 Jan 07, 20:06

  Originally posted by smudgey:

  wa....u all keep talking about chocolate... now i'm craving for some chocolate!!!
  
  ARG!!!

  i tell u wat i have in my fridge..
  
  half bar of dark chocolates..
  
  one box of tiramisu almond nut chocolates..
  
  half bar of Meiji Strawberry Choco Snack
  
  bits of Cadbury hazelnut milk chocolates.
• browniebaobao

  24 Jan 07, 20:08

  Originally posted by smudgey:

  hmm... I agree.... crying always makes me feel reliefed (after the cry that is)...
  
  bbb... next time u want a good cry.... call me, we go watch a cry show together and cry our eyes out!!!

  u sure ar?
  
  i wana watch "Happy Birthday" leh...
  
  thinking of gg alone if i cant find kaki..
  
  actually i always go watch sad movies alone la..
  
  but if u are interested in that movie too, then join me!
• smudgey

  24 Jan 07, 20:10

  Originally posted by browniebaobao:

  u sure ar?
  
  i wana watch "Happy Birthday" leh...
  
  thinking of gg alone if i cant find kaki..
  
  actually i always go watch sad movies alone la..
  
  but if u are interested in that movie too, then join me!

  sure!! what is it about?
  
  hehehe pm me lor
• browniebaobao

  24 Jan 07, 20:11

  Originally posted by smudgey:

  sure!! what is it about?
  
  hehehe pm me lor

  okie okie will do..
• Ito_^

  24 Jan 07, 20:12

  can try lotsa carbohydrate oso. flooding ur system with carbo will induce a feeling of "happiness", and anything but healthy.
• SoulDivine

  24 Jan 07, 23:05

  My past is history. I seldom think of my past since my mind is often occupied by the present . To me, there are always so many interesting to do and to discover in life. It is like I have a hundred things I want to do but can only do few because of of physical and time limitation. Unfortunately, unless, you are a Gemini, it is hard for you to see things my way. Just one sentence for you: Why be sad or depress when you can always be content or happy.
• blu_sky

  24 Jan 07, 23:29

  Originally posted by SoulDivine:

  My past is history. I seldom think of my past since my mind is often occupied by the present . To me, there are always so many interesting to do and to discover in life. It is like I have a hundred things I want to do but can only do few because of of physical and time limitation. Unfortunately, unless, you are a Gemini, it is hard for you to see things my way. Just one sentence for you: Why be sad or depress when you can always be content or happy.

  what about gemini?
• Yunhaier

  25 Jan 07, 00:08

  Originally posted by blu_sky:

  what about gemini?

  Actually it has nothing to do with being Gemini or not.
  
  P.S: The planet Saturn is responsible for people who are encumbered by their past or simply facing stagnation (Probably worst if Pluto is involved).
  
  Cheers
• SoulDivine

  25 Jan 07, 01:18

  Want to know more about horoscope? Visit the the Nature forum! http://www.sgforums.com/?action=forum_display&forum_id=1902
  
  What I am trying to say is that if you can think like a Gemini, you will think less of the past. Not the other way round. Anyway, please ignore my message if it does not make any sense to you.