Nt 4 Those Who Jst Lost Their Love n Who r stil Tryin 2 4get
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Aviation - You Were My Everything
This goes out to someone that once was,
The most important person in my life,
I didnÂ’t realize that at the time,
I canÂ’t forgive myself for the way I treated you,
So, I don't really expect you to either
ItÂ’s just; I don't even know, just listen.
[Verse 1]
You're the one that I want, the one that I need,
The one that I gotta have just to succeed,
When I first saw you, I knew it was real,
I'm sorry about the pain I made you feel.
That wasnÂ’t me; let me show you the way,
I look for the sun but its raining today.
I remember when I first looked into your eyes,
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies.
I wore a disguise, coz I didnÂ’t wanna get hurt,
But I didnÂ’t know that I made everything worse.
You told me we were crazy in Love,
But you didnÂ’t care when push came to shove.
If you loved me as much as you said you did,
Then you wouldnÂ’t have hurt me like I aint shit.
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me,
I love you with my heart, really and truly.
I guess you forgot all those times that we shared,
When I would run my fingers through your hair,
Late nights, just holding you in my arms,
I don't know how I could do you so wrong.
[Bridge]
I really want to show you, I really need to hold you,
I really wanna know you, like no-one else can know you.
You're number one, always in my heart,
And now I canÂ’t believe that our loveÂ’s torn apart
[Chorus]
I need you and, I miss you and,
I want you and, I Love You coz,
I wanna hold you, I wanna kiss you
You were my everything and I really miss you
I need you and, I miss you and,
I want you and, I Love You coz,
I wanna hold you, I wanna kiss you
You were my everything and I really miss you
[Verse 2]
I knew you were gonna sit,
And play this with your new man.
And then sit and laugh as youÂ’re holding his hands.
The thought of that, just shatters my heart,
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart.
The time I was off, I was scared to show you,
Now I wanna hold you until I canÂ’t hold you.
Without you, everything seems strange,
Your name is forever, planted in my brain.
Damn it i'm insane, take away the pain,
Take away the hurt, baby we can make it work
What about when you, looking through my eyes,
You told me you love me as you would hug me.
I guess everything, you said was a lie.
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes.
Now i'm not even a thought in your mind,
I can see clearly my love is not blind
[Chorus]
I need you and, I miss you and,
I want you and, I Love You coz,
I wanna hold you, I wanna kiss you
You were my everything and I really miss you
I need you and, I miss you and,
I want you and, I Love You coz,
I wanna hold you, I wanna kiss you
You were my everything and I really miss you
I just wish everything could have turned out differently,
I had a special feeling about you,
I thought maybe you did too if you understand. But...
No matter what, you will always be in my heart,
YouÂ’ll always be my baby.
[Verse 3]
Our first day, it seemed so magical,
I remember all the times that I had with you.
Remember when you first came to my house,
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse.
We hit it off, I knew it was real.
But now I canÂ’t take all the pain that I feel.
Reach in your heart, I know IÂ’m still there.
I don't wanna hear that you no longer care.
Remember the times, remember when we kissed,
I didnÂ’t think you will do me like this,
I didnÂ’t think you wanna see me depressed,
I thought you would be there for me,
This I confess.
You said you were my best friend, was that a lie,
Now IÂ’m nothing to you, youÂ’re with another guy.
I tried, I tried, I tried and IÂ’m trying.
Now on the inside it feels like IÂ’m dying.
[Chorus]
I need you and, I miss you and,
I want you and, I Love You coz,
I wanna hold you, I wanna kiss you
You were my everything and I really miss you
I need you and, I miss you and,
I want you and, I Love You coz,
I wanna hold you, I wanna kiss you
You were my everything and I really miss you
And I do miss you,
I just thought we were meant to be.
I guess now we never know.
The only thing I want is for you to be happy,
Whether it be with me, or without me,
I just want you to be happy
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i had a gf...
the most wonderful one...
i didn't know how much i love her until i lost her.
i didn't know how much i hurt her until i read a story.
she sacrificed many things for me which i didn't bother to see.
she changed bcos of me.
she neglected her frens n yet i neglected her.
she kept quiet abt the things dat she didn't like abt me, sometimes when she say it out, i just turned a deaf ear or took it as just a comment.
i neglected her badly.
i understand now wat ppl mean when they say "guys will only cherish when they lose it" bcos i'm goin thru it now.
i didn't cherished or appreciated her sacrifices she has done for me bcos i tot dat it was her role in bein my gf.
i didn't perform my role of bein a bf to her.
i hurt her countless of times, i dun tink she'll ever 4give me.
i had too many chance of makin it up to her but when she gave me a chance over n over agn, i didn't realise wat my mistakes were n hurt her agn.
nw dat i realised my mistakes, it's all too late.
i hope ppl who read dis realise their mistakes b4 it's too late.
i dun wan ppl to follow my footsteps.
appreciate wat little things he/she has done for u. be it spendin 30mins of their time to accompany u, cos they could have spend it in a more meaningful way in dat 30mins. i dun even have 10mins with her now. cherish it.
be it askin u wat's in ur mind, it's bcos he/she cares n he/she wana share ur burden. be it askin u if u're hungry in the middle of the night, bcos he/she doesn't wan u to b hungry when he/she is with u. always send her home, bcos dat's wat her heart wans n not wat her mouth wants. she will sacrifice her loneliness just for u to rest longer, trust me.
she had done many things for me, but i just didn't realise hw impt it was until i lost her.
i neglected her badly by playin computer games n playin soccer when she needed me to accompany her.
tink abt wat ur partner has sacrificed for u n not wat u had sacrificed for ur partner. dat way, u'll cherish ur partner more.
the list of things dat i didn't tell her i appreciated it until it was too late.
cooked instant noodles in the middle of the night
cooked dinner for me
cooked my favourite spaghetti for me
accompanied me without makin any complains when i play soccer
took great care of me when i was sick
woke up early in the mornin to buy porridge n herbal tea for me when i was sick
bought me things like slippers, street soccer shoes, roller blades, bermudas and boxers just to see me smile
tellin me dat she love me on every endin msg
asked me to go home n rest instead of sendin her home even though she wanted me to
sacrificed her free time to accompany me bt i was engrossed in my own selfish enjoyment
got along well with me family n frens
endured the scoldings by her family when she stayed over @ my place
sacrificed time with her family to be with me
spent her money on me without any conditions
there for me when i needed her, bt i wasn't there when she needed me
gave me time with my frens eventhough she needed me more
made alot of handicrafts for me thru her heart.
change her hairstyle not bcos it's fashion, bt bcos she wans ppl to envy dat i have such a beautiful gf.
changed herself so dat i could accept her.
dis is only some of it dat she has done for me. so wat has ur partner done for u? is it worth ur saliva to tell him/her dat u really appreciate it b4 it's too late? is it dat difficult to tink abt hw he/she is feelin abt the things they do?
i dun tink she's one of the forumnites here. bt if she really sees dis, she'll know it's me bcos the lyrics of the song is there. if she really sees dis, i just wan to tell her dat i love u whole heartedly, i'll b waitin for the day u 4give me n come back to my life. i regret all dat i've done.
if i ever have another gf, i'll treat her better and appreciate her more.
dun follow my footsteps, dun do the same mistakes dat i've done. dun let anger blind ur brain or ur heart. dun let anger take over ur emotions, think b4 u react.
cherish, is only a word, bt it cn do wonders. -
Hmm...
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hmm? is dat suppose to mean u're tinkin abt wat i've said?Originally posted by Devil1976:Hmm...
haha... i know the topic i started is abit long winded... so pls b patient to read n learn from it. -
hmm?Originally posted by NuTcRaCk:hmm? is dat suppose to mean u're tinkin abt wat i've said?
haha... i know the topic i started is abit long winded... so pls b patient to read n learn from it. -
Always let the other party know that you cherish what he/she has done for you...
last time I also used to neglect one of my ex-es cos of a game, now I make sure I don't do this anymore in my current r/s...will always try to spend some time with him no matter how busy I am in the day
But is okie, learn from your mistake and dun repeat it again next time... -
i wan to if i'm given a chance. i wan her to know dat she is my everything...Originally posted by rainee:
Always let the other party know that you cherish what he/she has done for you...
last time I also used to neglect one of my ex-es cos of a game, now I make sure I don't do this anymore in my current r/s...will always try to spend some time with him no matter how busy I am in the day
But is okie, learn from your mistake and dun repeat it again next time...
the song on top is THE song dat i'm feelin now.
i broke her heart once too many times, so i dun tink i'll b given another chance.
i announced public apologies to her in here n in friendster. but i dun tink it'll work. i wana let her know i've changed, into a better person.
i'm sure i won't repeat my mistakes agn.
2day, i have mixed emotions, i felt dat a weight on my shoulder is gone as i told her to go on with the guy as i cannot take the pain of waitin for her to decide, yet i feel sad dat she isn't by my side.
did i mentioned dat i tried 3weeks to show her dat i've changed? -
sumtimes, something that we have missed, we will never get it back again...Originally posted by NuTcRaCk:i wan to if i'm given a chance. i wan her to know dat she is my everything...
the song on top is THE song dat i'm feelin now.
i broke her heart once too many times, so i dun tink i'll b given another chance.
i announced public apologies to her in here n in friendster. but i dun tink it'll work. i wana let her know i've changed, into a better person.
i'm sure i won't repeat my mistakes agn.
2day, i have mixed emotions, i felt dat a weight on my shoulder is gone as i told her to go on with the guy as i cannot take the pain of waitin for her to decide, yet i feel sad dat she isn't by my side.
did i mentioned dat i tried 3weeks to show her dat i've changed? -
haiz... i know dat... dis feelin will only fade away in a couple of years... i know it... it's not easy for my heart to let go of someone i love. time will heal hers n my wound. i just wan her to 4give me.Originally posted by rainee:sumtimes, something that we have missed, we will never get it back again... -
its so true.......
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wow i wrote this and i didn't know
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wat isOriginally posted by allentyb:its so true.......
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baby,
if i cld i wld make everyday our valentine's day... -
it doesn't matter if i don win your heart because i had tried my very best, and i'm not gonna regret it
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i feel dat there is no such thing as tried my best...Originally posted by FBI:it doesn't matter if i don win your heart because i had tried my very best, and i'm not gonna regret it
if there really is such thing, the result will b a happy one...
i tried 3weeks to touch her heart. 1 guy also tried 3weeks to touch her heart.
i meet her the most 3times in 3weeks. he meet her almost everyday after her work. 3days of meetin her, to show her i've changed, every other day i msg her to show dat i need her. but the result is not wat i wan. i feel bad, lousy n weak. i had friends to tok me into sense, but after awhile, i turn back to the same depression path. everytime i'm free, i tink of her. i'm unwillin to let her go, bcos i tried to the extend n stil not the result dat i wan. haiz...
if every time i tink of u is equals to 1 step dat i took.
believe me, i had walked ard the world a million times.
Regrets is wat i feel when u left me
Sorrow is wat i'm left when i i lost u
Time will tell how much i love u
Patience will show how long i'll wait for u
Hope is there 4 me to live
Chance is given
Happiness is received
I'll cherish u
Bcos i love u
Life is U
Death is without u
i know it sounds silly, but dis is wat i feel. -
i kinda agree..i m not perfect, but i did my sincere best. If it doesn't work out, i may be sad but at least I have no guilt & no regret.Originally posted by FBI:it doesn't matter if i don win your heart because i had tried my very best, and i'm not gonna regret it -
sumtimes when you try, you shudnt expect sth in return. you cant say that you are not willing to let her go just cos you try and she is still not coming back to you. that is her decision, not yours.Originally posted by NuTcRaCk:i feel dat there is no such thing as tried my best...
if there really is such thing, the result will b a happy one...
i tried 3weeks to touch her heart. 1 guy also tried 3weeks to touch her heart.
i meet her the most 3times in 3weeks. he meet her almost everyday after her work. 3days of meetin her, to show her i've changed, every other day i msg her to show dat i need her. but the result is not wat i wan. i feel bad, lousy n weak. i had friends to tok me into sense, but after awhile, i turn back to the same depression path. everytime i'm free, i tink of her. i'm unwillin to let her go, bcos i tried to the extend n stil not the result dat i wan. haiz...
if every time i tink of u is equals to 1 step dat i took.
believe me, i had walked ard the world a million times.
Regrets is wat i feel when u left me
Sorrow is wat i'm left when i i lost u
Time will tell how much i love u
Patience will show how long i'll wait for u
Hope is there 4 me to live
Chance is given
Happiness is received
I'll cherish u
Bcos i love u
Life is U
Death is without u
i know it sounds silly, but dis is wat i feel.
you can continue to try to touch her heart, but there is no guarantee she will respond. -
Usually people would only try to learn if they've made the mistakes almost beyond recovery themselves...?Originally posted by NuTcRaCk:hmm? is dat suppose to mean u're tinkin abt wat i've said?
haha... i know the topic i started is abit long winded... so pls b patient to read n learn from it. -
ok den i'm not willin to let go bcos i love her alot. i know u gona say if i really love her i shld let her go. but i love her too much to let her go.Originally posted by rainee:sumtimes when you try, you shudnt expect sth in return. you cant say that you are not willing to let her go just cos you try and she is still not coming back to you. that is her decision, not yours.
you can continue to try to touch her heart, but there is no guarantee she will respond. i can't continue to touch her heart anymore cos she just got attached. the truth is hard to take. the pain is hard to take. my heart is dyin.
she's blinded by hurt and the effort of the guy. i've no chance. -
seems dat dis chinese new year is not a happy one for me.
i dun feel like celebratin it.
haiz... -
it is not abt whether u can let go or not. u have no choice but that.Originally posted by NuTcRaCk:ok den i'm not willin to let go bcos i love her alot. i know u gona say if i really love her i shld let her go. but i love her too much to let her go. i can't continue to touch her heart anymore cos she just got attached. the truth is hard to take. the pain is hard to take. my heart is dyin.
she's blinded by hurt and the effort of the guy. i've no chance.