100days on, wounds still hurt

• Devil1976

  26 Feb 07, 18:13

  Originally posted by Diehard_89:

  
  
  why never say anything?

  Too much to say... Might as well don't say anything....?
• ilovethesun

  26 Feb 07, 23:32

  First, i lost my beloved grandpa... then i lost my best friend in college, then I lost my dearest grandma... within 2 years...
  
  sad...
  
• dragoncloud

  27 Feb 07, 22:35

  Haiz, my grandma's coffin was just send in today. But my grandma has been seriously ill for almost half a year already so its just a waiting for 'IT' kinda thing. Haiz but this kind of thing oso bo bian de la. Old age meh
• bismarck

  1 Mar 07, 20:59

  somehow my emotions were quite suppressed all the while frm her last moments till cremation.
  
  why? i dont know. perhaps there's something inbuilt in me that auto suppresses extreme emotions.
  
  she's a fighter man....nvr gave up on her self.
• DarthBart

  3 Mar 07, 07:47

  Originally posted by gigabyte14:

  hey i same oso...
  
  when my granny died i didn't cry too.
  
  i was very close to her too, she lived with us...
  
  but y i didn't cry?
  
  could it be becos i was mentally prepared?

  I too, didn't cry during her funeral
  
  But I did cried in front of all my buddies in camp when I received the "Come to hospital quick, you grandma might not make it" call from my dad a few weeks before. At that point, I just didn't really care and let it all out.
  
  Then again, I believe that it was ok she left... She was suffering quite a lot in the hospital...