Hi I just feel very sad on what has happened to me since chinese new year.
first i lost about 1000 in gambling
second my girlfriend of 1 year broke up with me last week
third i just got into a car accident today. i need 10 over stiches on my lips and my front tooth broke.
Actually i am particular upset over my failed relationship. thats because i feel that i have put in alot of time and effort into it. i cook for her, spent all my free time with her, bought her 2k worth of diamond necklace. but she gave me reasons for the break up like: i am a smoker, i have a short temper, i dont have a degree. and she cried when she told me these stuffs.
however the trigger point was when last week while we were meeting up at the mrt she told me she wants a break up than i out of anger, i tear up the tickets meant for escape theme park which we meant to go. from than onwards she is so intent on breaking up. i was remoursefull after that and tried to ask her back. but she shuns my msg and even her family members also ask me to leave her alone. i feel so lost now

i know this is the end of us but after what has happened to me for the past month i feel so lost. dont know what to do now??
