is this depression?
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case found. thanks for helping me to know how i abused my childhood life.
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you seem to have issues.. it's best you talk to professionals about this
hope you'll be well -
Doesn't sound like epression as it does possession! I think it's time you have someone pray over you liao, + conduct exorcism if necessary.......
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-.- that was long long time ago. i dun do these anymore. and yea, i thought i had a possession.
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i am perfectly well ok!Originally posted by the Bear:you seem to have issues.. it's best you talk to professionals about this
hope you'll be well -
1) From my view I think you are bored and want attention.Originally posted by simplication:im not sure i was in depression before.
when i was p6(or p5?), i did hilarious things.
1. i was in the AVA club and there was once we were told to do some stuff in the hall. so anyway when we went back to class, i started to have a disappearing game. i start to walk here walk there, doing nothing at all. in the end there was a whole bunch of people starting to find me(cause the other one came back). i tried to avoid them. but as you know la, pri sch where got so big. so they accompanied me to the toilet. was i crying? i can't remember. the basin was clogged with tissue paper and i keep on pressing the tap until half full. i do not know what happened, i just started to spray water at them. they said i looked evil.
2. i used to have a rabbit at home. at that time, i start to torturing it. do not know how to explain. not those kind of physical abuse. but it starts to run away when it sees me.
3. during the period of PSLE, i didn't even study for one bit. i just on the computer and did nothing. just staring at the PC. i felt that everyone is so fake, they are so full of shit. i actually did think of killing myself at theat time and even plan how to do it. but i just didn't have to courage to do so.
luckily for now i did not have these symtoms but i just start to slack a lot. probably due to the crappy PSLE results.
maybe this thread is not supposed to be AA, but i just want to clarify about it.
2) for the rabbit case, bored and want someone to play with you.
3) Sorry hor PSLE is no joke and by not studying for it will only waste your time away.
YOu are just plainly bored and you are not depress. People who are depress do things to harm themselves and not to others.
SLacking means not doing any work and stop finding excuses for it.
My advice learn to pay monthly phone, elect, water bills by yourself only. Thats what I call stress.. -
really ar? i felt scared of my childhood now.
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You're 15 years old now...?Originally posted by simplication:really ar? i felt scared of my childhood now.
How old were you back then...?
Doesn't really sound like depression... But how are you now...? If you're so very different and ok now, then I suppose maybe you should just let your past go...? Else, perhaps you might like to see a professional about it...? -
I'm having depression now.