Brother in arms we truely are!

I've been through the same thing and i know exactly how you feel. If you do not think it is possible for you to get back together again, try and look for another. I know its not easy but you will one day meet another gal that will make you forget.. whether you manage to get the gal to feel the same way is another thing

Anyway, since you still have her home number, I'll say give her a call. If you are able to talk to her, treat her as a normal friend, you're halfway there already....