Am i a weirdo???
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i tink i'm a weirdo...
well weird in the sense tat...some ppl fall in love, get crushes, look at girls/guys...
but i dont do tat! i dont do all those stuff!! I'm a 17 guy...turning 18 soon, but i still dont like any gals.
i know tat a few girls in my school had a crush on me ( not i show off lah
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but i dont give a damn..i jus tell them i'm GAY (no lah..me not gay, tell them so they will not bother me hehe)
i cant seem to fallin love.. and sometimes at night...i get lonely..no phonecalls or watever..onli from my frens
i'm beginning to tink tat i'm a sexist
maybe its because, 2 yrs ago.. my very first love said some very heartaching words and so i uses 1 whole damn yr to forget her or maybe i'm jus plain weird who dont fall in love already?? i've been feeling tis way for like 1 over yrs...and it kinda suxs, well i know tat with a g/f or b/f takes up your time and stuff, but if the ppl who tinks tat way r in my shoes i betcha they will change their mind.
goddammit man!! i wanna fall in love again...wanna feel the feeling again
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You really sure u not gay? Really..???
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you are not werid. You just haven't found the right one. Dun worry about it. Your time will come... just be patient!
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In your Service,
Dragonlance -
Nahz.. I dun think u r weird.. I mean it's normally for pple to recall all the things that had happen to him. As they say once bitten twice shy... Especially when it's something that is felt terribly in ur heart...
Look here... watever ur first love said is already ion the past.. u can't live in it. I understand that one's first love always gives one the most heart-felt feelings. Be it good or bad, one's first love is the hardest thing to get over.
No one can just make u love her just like that... No such thing as love in first sight. Okie.. I believe that there is such a thing, but it will not last. I 'm pretty sure u are matured enuff to tell urself that u r looking for a r/s that will last rite?? Since it wun drop from the sky, y not u take the initial step to get to know some gers in ur institution. For instance, if the gers are to approach u, just be friendly. They are not that dumb to say that they will fall in love wif u, they just want to apprach u. They just wanna make frens with u, not asking u that u haf to be their bf. I'm sure there's not harm to it on ur side rite??
Getting to know them is a first step to find love.. U can appraoch other gers in ur institution as well... just a friendly approach... U still need to get to know the person well first. If u r not going base ur r/s on mutual understanding, and knowing each other, wat are u going put for the foundation?? looks?? money?? I'm sure u know that such things are just material wants, doesn't work out to haf a good long r/s rite?
Just 2 points to note...
1) dun tell pple that u r a gay.. becoz news spreads, and after that more and more pple will had the mistaken idea... In the end, only u haf to bear the consequences.. Just be friendly.. Worst still, real gays might come to u.. and
2) Dun use ur first love as a gruage, for other gers that u r interested in. Chances is that u will look back and compare.. But I'm here to tell u that we are all individuals. we haf our unique character.. no one can be as good or as bad as ur first love. U just haf to appreciate and to accept the person as she is, becoz she is she... If u wanna change her, she wun be she, but a bad substitute for ur first love. becopz she can never make it to be equal to ur first love.
Wishing u all the best...
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Barely Bearing Berry Belly Bear -
bear:
u feeling all right?? =) coz u said those eatra long answers usu come when u're feeling kinda down or feeling some kinda mood? so howchta feeling today? =)
prodigy:
okiez, u're a weirdo!!! hahaha . no la, of coz not. =) hey dude, dun anyhow call urself a weirdo kz. u may indirectly insult the term. =) no offence hor, i meant it in a nice way.
anyway, look, some people even take like some 3 to 4 yrs to forget their first love. it's tough. we all know. i mean those who's been thru' first love la. somethings, are not meant to be forgotten......but u must learn to move on. when i say not meant to be forgotten, i mean that they can be kept as memoriez. sweet memories of ur past. but do not hope that the past will come back. no doubt, sometimes u just wish that u can turn back the hands of time, but all of us, u n i know that it's impossible to do so. therefore, why seek the impossible? look ahead of u. =) stop insisting that u prefer the dark side with no light just coz u're so used to it. turn around and look at the light. the wonderful light. follow the light, let it lead u to the next step of ur life. =)
maybe i'm sounding a tad harsh, but really, i think there's no problem with u. hey, other people's not u u noe. =) u are one unique person. doesn't mean that all ur friends of ur age got gfs n bfs, but u dun have any gfs. no, let nature take it's course dude. =) relax, get on with ur life. stop thinking u're a weirdo, else we'd really see u morphing into one. =)) BEAR: we wouldn't want that would we? =))
it's okay to be single at this point of ur life. really. dun pressurize urself into falling in love with a girl....concentrate on watever u think shud be most important now. anyway, just FYI, it has been 1 1/2 yr since i broke up with my first love. been trying to forget him, but well, the memory's still stays intact. =) but to tell the truth, i'll never forget him as long as i live, but he will only be part of my memories. =) stored away safely lo. yet, despite all this, i dun think i'm ready for a 2nd relationship. nope. too soon......me gonna let the first r/s sink in first, and in the mean time, me gonna concentrate on my studies. =) yeah, update us horZ! =) -
t|red: I'm fine dun worry, as I said. I need to put myself into the mood so that I can reply post.. think the mood just went a little too much... it's okie.. I'm alright thanx for ur concern. And thanx for reinforcing certain parts that I left out for this topic...
Prodigy: anyway like wat t|red says, we dun like to see u calling urself a weirdo.. and u are not a weirdo, becoz... we stuill understand u... If ur a weirdo.. I dun think we had anything to reply in the first place. So it proves that u are just like anyone of us, haf our little problems in life. But hey that's fine.. if not this section on the forum will haf to close shop....
Do update us wif how u r getting on....
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Barely Bearing Berry Belly Bear -
Wow
Thanxs guys, for all the advice
funny though...
i used to give advices to my friends on relationships
guess tats the way in life
Anyway THANXS AGAIN for your concern and advice , really appreciate it
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Life is full of irony, somethings in like u can never get no matter how hard you try... -
No prob prodigy... If no dun feel better after posting then it means reall prob... Especially it's a bad reflection of us.
Everyone has problems that will get him/her down for a while in life... like wat they say, gif and take.. sometimes u gif, but till a point in time u will get tired of giving and feel like taking.. if not u wun haf the feeling fo giving anymore...
Anyway, the thing is not to stay down whe these little teeni weeni problems. Just got to think of ways to handle the prob and move on with lives.. time doesn't stop there to let us thing over it. Sometimes if we take too long to ponder over it, lots of chances and time are wasted...
Got any probs... we are here to help... Got pple bully u... I call my men to make a panda out of him... t|red will get her girls to make red Indian out of her... Scratches on her face to let her camofluge among the bushes, to hide away from the public... hee hee (Better be specific.. fi not pple think I racist...)
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Barely Bearing Berry Belly Bear
[This message has been edited by Bear (edited 20 October 2000).]