No one love me..

• qiqimissy

  10 May 07, 20:50

  I am currently a 18 year old girl studying in a JC..
  My parents don't care about me, when I need them, they
  are not around. All I do is to stay in a huge house.
  I was given plently of allowance to spend. A lot of freedom but
  I simply just a lonely girl who just need parental love.
  I just need who people to love me..
  I hate the money my parents use as a substitute love..
  Because of this, I dare not start a relationship.
  I only stay in a circle of girl , but i have a few good guy friend..
  Once i read a article in a internet on way to release stress,
  I began to cut myself after finding this way but i didn't help.
  
  I am feeling, lonely, stress and lack of love now...
  
  I just want to share my problem here...
  
  
• Ferret

  10 May 07, 20:52

  dont cry dont cry~
• yasusenpai

  10 May 07, 20:52

  Originally posted by qiqimissy:

  I am currently a 18 year old girl studying in a JC..
  My parents don't care about me, when I need them, they
  are not around. All I do is to stay in a huge house.
  I was given plently of allowance to spend. A lot of freedom but
  I simply just a lonely girl who just need parental love.
  I just need who people to love me..
  I hate the money my parents use as a substitute love..
  Because of this, I dare not start a relationship.
  I only stay in a circle of girl , but i have a few good guy friend..
  Once i read a article in a internet on way to release stress,
  I began to cut myself after finding this way but i didn't help.
  
  I am feeling, lonely, stress and lack of love now...
  
  I just want to share my problem here...
  
  

  Clone?
• spadeTwo

  10 May 07, 20:53

  let me accompany you
  i charge $10 per hour.
  
• littlestream

  10 May 07, 20:54

  Oh dear.........please please........don't do anything harmful or hurtful to yourself.
• yasusenpai

  10 May 07, 20:54

  Originally posted by spadeTwo:

  let me accompany you
  i charge $10 per hour.
  

  Like that I charge $8 per hour wor. Plus free MAcdonald's orange juice then.
• fairlady_xoxo

  10 May 07, 20:55

  Hmmm....have you tried talking to them?
• allentyb

  10 May 07, 20:55

  
  
  welcome to this world
  
  what exactly, you want?
  
  love?
  
  or attention from guy friend
  
  if you create this sort of thread, you probably going to attract alot of PM!
  
  and you said that you cut yourself, ok so? i seen people cut themselves before, because it is because of depression
  
  so what exactly, are you lacking of, in this life?
  
  i am giving you the benefit of doubt, that you are not a clone
  
  and if your problem is genuine, then alot of people here, will be more than happy to help you
  
  -_-
• the Bear

  10 May 07, 20:57

  we're all searchin' for deliverance
  when there ain't nowhere to run
  let your spirit down easy
  coz we're always gonna be
  a little lost sometimes
  
  this song by The Almighty says a lot.. we are all a little lost sometimes..
  
  but please don't cut yourself anymore.. it's worrying... just live life a day at a time, remember this time as a lesson in life... although it is hard..
  
  one day, you will love someone who will love you right back with interest.. have hope
  
  goodness knows.. i'm going to be 38 this year and i'm still looking..
  
  have hope yah?
  
  but most of all, don't hurt yourself anymore?
• lonerjays

  10 May 07, 21:23

  is soulwinner your friend?
• spadeTwo

  10 May 07, 21:26

  Originally posted by yasusenpai:

  Like that I charge $8 per hour wor. Plus free MAcdonald's orange juice then.

  me $7 with free bird nest drink and free counselling also
  
  ps .. think ts is seeking attention only la....
• alvin-ncs

  10 May 07, 21:26

  Originally posted by lonerjays:

  is soulwinner your friend?

  sounds like it...
• Mospeada

  10 May 07, 21:27

  Originally posted by spadeTwo:

  me $7 with free bird nest drink and free counselling also
  
  ps .. think ts is seeking attention only la....

  i still offer $4 per hour...plus i will get FI to give orgasm
  
  can anyone beat that?
• Ito_^

  10 May 07, 21:31

  can i pm chiu?
  
  aiya.. brighten up la. no matter wad u do, u still gonna wake up the next day and live your life.
  
  enjoy yer freedom. while u still can. dun abuse it though.
• rocky_509

  10 May 07, 21:34

  Will give for free.Please as everyone is saying and advising,not to kill yourself.Seek your close guy/girl frens for help or a counseller.Good luck and don't do anything silly.
• lonerjays

  10 May 07, 21:37

  I thought soulwinner is your counseller? Is he doing his job right? did he really give you the help you need?
• Aeth-chan

  10 May 07, 21:38

  First let me tell you, do not ever cut yourself. Why don't you talk to your parents? Its understandable that you want your parents to show more love to you. But you got to tell them that just money is not enough, you need their attention. You got to voice it out to them. SOmetimes parents can be so busy that they will neglect their children, until someone tells them and wake them up.
  
  Cheer up and stop doing things such as hurting yourself. You will regret it in the future. I cut myself before thinking it will stop my pain, but now I regretted.
• acegem84

  10 May 07, 21:55

  well...sometimes the world seems square when ure on it... it looks circle when others look @ it....
  
  learn to love them when u noe dat they hardly show their love n concern to ya.... make them realise that u love dem more than dey do.... dnt do silly things like cutting urself or wat....it juz leave scars on ur body....which is the temple of ur soul..... perhaps can talk to ur circle of frends abt it...i suppose gers can click well with one another... cheerios...
• zeny

  10 May 07, 22:00

  Originally posted by qiqimissy:

  I am currently a 18 year old girl studying in a JC..
  My parents don't care about me, when I need them, they
  are not around. All I do is to stay in a huge house.
  I was given plently of allowance to spend. A lot of freedom but
  I simply just a lonely girl who just need parental love.
  I just need who people to love me..
  I hate the money my parents use as a substitute love..
  Because of this, I dare not start a relationship.
  I only stay in a circle of girl , but i have a few good guy friend..
  Once i read a article in a internet on way to release stress,
  I began to cut myself after finding this way but i didn't help.
  
  I am feeling, lonely, stress and lack of love now...
  
  I just want to share my problem here...
  
  

  1) The problem lies here, you have lots of money but you do not know how it is like to have a day without it.
  
  2) If you are the girl soulwinner is advicing, then my advice for you is this, go without money for 24 hours, no hp, no one to turn to, no friends and help from parents. I have discuss this option with soulwinner but he thinks that you will kill yourself asap if you have no cash for 24 hours. I believe in you.
  This is a lesson to teach you to value life as it is.
  
  3) IF you are not the girl soulwinner is advicing, then my advice is to do some charity work, cos it will show you the ugly side of life. imagine a father who works 3 jobs to support his family of 4 and due to his exhausting work life he fell and could not work. He did not cut himself but pick himself up for his family.
  
  4) I know for a rich girl like you is hard to give up everything and feel the pain out in the real world. Words like lonely, stress and lack of love is just only the state of mind cos you are too rich to worry about your next meal.
  
  5) Only you can reach out to save yourself. If you only want to talk about it and refuse to see the ugly side of life then anyone here in the forum cannot help you too.
  
  6) Instead of asking and wanting for love why not give others? The allowence you have can help save a child from hunger or a parent from think of killing himself cos he could not do anything to save his family from hunger.
  
  MY final words to you.
  
  Give love and caring to others, then you will recevie them too, not in the terms of money but in terms of knowing that you had done something to make this place a better world for someone who is really in need of help.
• Meat Pao

  10 May 07, 22:51

  Hi...
  
  Why not you go out more.....calm down your mind....change environment.....if you feel the empty big house makes u sad....just go out more.....meet friends...
  
  Although u get disappointed with ur parents.......dont think the world only depends on them.....ur happiness depends on them.....sometimes in this life u get disappointed....but move on.....u can also make ur own happiness....dont focus too much on lack of parents.....
  
  ok good luck...
  
  Meat Pao.
• missqi

  10 May 07, 22:54

  wtf.
  
  blardy funny.
  
• jondizzle foshizzle

  10 May 07, 22:55

  Don't worry...drugs will make it all better.
• missqi

  10 May 07, 22:56

  why u clone me?
  get a fucking life.
  
  i like girls.
  my mother loves me
  i have had plenty of r/ses.
  i stopped cutting myself like 3 years ago.
  i am stressed, but i am not lonely.
  
• firediviner

  10 May 07, 22:56

  sounds so lame..
• Darkness_hacker99

  10 May 07, 22:56

  /pat pat.
  
  Feel very sad for you.. Take care..