Originally posted by newg:Older but not wiser.
I end up making the same mistake again. Relying too much on a person, only to feel the same despondency when he leaves.
I have always built my defenses so carefully. I have constantly reminded myself not to expect too much out of any one person.
Its just another game. I started out strong because I didnt care as much. But he has won. I have lost. He won because he knows its just a game. I have ran afoul of the rules by taking it too seriously. The first half is even not over and I have lost.
Some day when I chance upon this thread again, I will laugh at my own foolishness. If only that day is this moment.