Feeling like crap..
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Exams are coming next week and i haven't start studying, whole study week comes to a waste. Everytime i try to study i just can't concentrate, my confidence, aim or whatsoever seems to be all gone.. my mind keeps thinking of her, deluding in my one sided dreams, thinking she would accept me someday, and i would be able to change, change into someone who can talk more and be more outgoing.. and i tried.. but it all seems to be impossible even though i would really want to change and win her heart..
The whole week seemed to be used up pondering about her, thinking why had things come to such a stage for me. Had she not known that i have fallen in love with her, things would not be as complicated now, conversations would be more casual and friendly. At this period of time, i just feel like giving up on my semester examinations.. i look at the notes, and can understand nothing about it. Everything i do seems to coincide with the thought of her, i just cant stop thinking of her..
I came to poly having already wasted one whole year in jc, and i swear when i came in, i just wanted to well in school, maintain a gpa of at least 3.5 and move on to university in the future, i did not want to fall in love and make my school life so stressed and complicated. Things are fine during the first few months, results aren't that bad and my new friends are rather nice too.. until there's this period of time where we went out to study, chat every night online. I wouldn't say that she's very beautiful, but i am just so attracted by her character, how nice she treats her friends, and how independent and intelligent she is.. gradually, i had feelings for her and thru some little things that i have done for her, i think she somehow found out about it.
I had wanted to maintain a close friendship with her, be her close friend and be there with her when she needed help. But things were not as simple as it seems, we just can't seem to talk normally like before.. Everytime i try to talk to her, words just seem to get stuck in me, and all i can manage are one sentence conversations with her in school..
Time after time, i just couldnt concentrate in school, stoning during lectures and didnt even attempt my tutorials which i had been doin regularly before.. Looking at the notes now, i am just so lost. The exams are starting on monday but im just so not prepared.. Sorry for being so long winded.. just wanted to pour out my feelings
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Now you have poured out your feelings, open those books and study!
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as a student..do u noe ur priority??
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if u dun study now, next time u'll feel even crappier
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Ya, next time, if you feel like crap, as the sotong or prawn, they can advice you better, ok Crappie. Take care.Originally posted by de_middle:if u dun study now, next time u'll feel even crappier -
Poor Poor,,, but hey, you're a man, put aside ur love thing, u can still search her after exam rite ?!?! Fark !! U wanted to waste your study for nothing !!!Originally posted by twelfth night:Exams are coming next week and i haven't start studying, whole study week comes to a waste. Everytime i try to study i just can't concentrate, my confidence, aim or whatsoever seems to be all gone.. my mind keeps thinking of her, deluding in my one sided dreams, thinking she would accept me someday, and i would be able to change, change into someone who can talk more and be more outgoing.. and i tried.. but it all seems to be impossible even though i would really want to change and win her heart..
The whole week seemed to be used up pondering about her, thinking why had things come to such a stage for me. Had she not known that i have fallen in love with her, things would not be as complicated now, conversations would be more casual and friendly. At this period of time, i just feel like giving up on my semester examinations.. i look at the notes, and can understand nothing about it. Everything i do seems to coincide with the thought of her, i just cant stop thinking of her..
I came to poly having already wasted one whole year in jc, and i swear when i came in, i just wanted to well in school, maintain a gpa of at least 3.5 and move on to university in the future, i did not want to fall in love and make my school life so stressed and complicated. Things are fine during the first few months, results aren't that bad and my new friends are rather nice too.. until there's this period of time where we went out to study, chat every night online. I wouldn't say that she's very beautiful, but i am just so attracted by her character, how nice she treats her friends, and how independent and intelligent she is.. gradually, i had feelings for her and thru some little things that i have done for her, i think she somehow found out about it.
I had wanted to maintain a close friendship with her, be her close friend and be there with her when she needed help. But things were not as simple as it seems, we just can't seem to talk normally like before.. Everytime i try to talk to her, words just seem to get stuck in me, and all i can manage are one sentence conversations with her in school..
Time after time, i just couldnt concentrate in school, stoning during lectures and didnt even attempt my tutorials which i had been doin regularly before.. Looking at the notes now, i am just so lost. The exams are starting on monday but im just so not prepared.. Sorry for being so long winded.. just wanted to pour out my feelings
Waht kind of man are you !!! Wake up la , day-dreamer !!! U think that gal will fall in love with you if you get bad result ar??
Love is love ! Study is study la !! why are u being a wussy ??? u faster study ur best n stop thinking bout her !! later i teach u how to tackle her !! -
U sound like me lah...Originally posted by Zarks:Poor Poor,,, but hey, you're a man, put aside ur love thing, u can still search her after exam rite ?!?! Fark !! U wanted to waste your study for nothing !!!
Waht kind of man are you !!! Wake up la , day-dreamer !!! U think that gal will fall in love with you if you get bad result ar??
Love is love ! Study is study la !! why are u being a wussy ??? u faster study ur best n stop thinking bout her !! later i teach u how to tackle her !!
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Come one, don't feel depressed. Studies come as first priority. You are still young, have alot of time with your youth. If you think like that, then I am worse off than you because I am still a single lady at age 30. Reading all these pessimistic posts make me feel demoralised and even more worried about my own situation.
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I know how you feel and I have experience this period of time.
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twelfth night,
Let your feelings be your strength.
Think about this for a moment.
You like her.
You have feelings for her.
It is normal. You are a human being. You are a man.
Man falls for woman... prehistoric news.
Now think.
You fail in your studies.
You become a nobody, you gave up fighting.
She is a smart girl.
She moves on in life, ahead of you.
She gets herself a great life.
A good job, a good future.
She is world apart from you.
Where will you stand ? What chance do you have then ?
Now, what are you going to do ? -
CHHHHHHHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIOOOOOOOOOONGGGGGGGGGG ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRROriginally posted by jojobeach:twelfth night,
Let your feelings be your strength.
Think about this for a moment.
You like her.
You have feelings for her.
It is normal. You are a human being. You are a man.
Man falls for woman... prehistoric news.
Now think.
You fail in your studies.
You become a nobody, you gave up fighting.
She is a smart girl.
She moves on in life, ahead of you.
She gets herself a great life.
A good job, a good future.
She is world apart from you.
Where will you stand ? What chance do you have then ?
Now, what are you going to do ? -
in a similar situation just like u...
haiz... -
Try hard okay... if studying this way doesn't work, try another way. Even if you're not confident of passing, just go for the paper. A miracle might happen.
*big hug for you*
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Study is more important. Don't be distracted by these little things.
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Thanks alot guys, feeling alot better now
i know that its pointless to think about her all the time, missing her every now and than, taking away my time for studying, but it's still difficult for me not to do so
I came to a new environment with huge expectations from my family and friends to do well, and got disappointed when i realised that it is already too late to do well for this exams. but nonetheless.. i'll still do my best right now, and do even better next time.. and use my feelings to spur myself on instead of being so sad
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Dont put too much stress on yrself...
Learn to relax...
Study isnt everything...