I have such an fugly face that is full of revulsion and horrible features.Same goes for my equally horrible body..... Its so repulsive that i actually cannot wait to die to get out of this freaking body.I had all my mirrors in my room taken out and dont dare to face myself in the bathroom.I avoid anything that shows my deformed face.

Dont try that hypnotize shit on me, it wont work.I had actually thought of plastic surgery, but no $$.Suiciding was an option but i was afraid of pain.
I also thought up of going where no one is somewhere like off the coast of sg.