screwed myself up

• vanbus

  14 Sep 07, 14:28

  for the first time in my life, im really thinking of death.. but dont worry i dont have the balls to do it.. no reason to live anymore seriously.. i just received my results this morning .. failed every examinable module.. im in poly btw.. so basically im screwing my life up. dont even know wat i want.. im not talking to my parents because i don't wanna make them sad.. they are great parents dont misunderstand me.. just that i think i am such a disappointment to them. so i wouldnt want to approach them abt my feelings. in real life im also nt good at handling these kinda things.. i tend to avoid these issues and keep everything to myself. seeing all my friends advancing is nt a very good feeling but no choice.. so here i am rotting and looking at my results and sulking ... it has been like that for the past 3 yrs of poly. but this time really hit me hard. probably cos of some other stuff ... yea normally i will not even consider posting these stuff online cause i thnk its utter nonsense to be expected to be taken seriously in the cyber world.. but one things for sure, my identity remains anonymous.
  
  cheers everyone.
• angel7030

  14 Sep 07, 14:36

  Tell me, which is the tallest building in your poly?
• cApitaland

  14 Sep 07, 14:42

  hey you in NP right. cheer up man.
• RedizAlertz

  14 Sep 07, 15:01

  Press On
  
  Press On
  Nothing can take the
  Place of persistence.
  Talent will not;
  Nothing is more common
  Than unsuccessful men
  With talent.
  Genius will not;
  Unrewarded genius is
  Almost a proverb.
  Education will not;
  The world is full of
  Educated derelicts.
  Perseverance
  And
  Determination
  Alone are omnipotent.
  
  http://www.storybin.com/positive/positive105.shtml
  
  If u think u hav screwed up, then u ll hav to find a way to "unscrew" it.
  Being negative will not help, instead, DO SOMETHING!
  Failing in studies doesnt mean end of the world. How many great & successful pple in this world have done well in their studies? It's the matter of HOW MANY TIMES HAVE U PICK URSELF UP AFTER U FALL.
  
  Ponder over it.
• Zarks

  14 Sep 07, 15:02

  u mind jump and be a crying ghost forever ? Loser
  
  Fail one thing , its the end of your world.. how funny .. Better go to hell la
• de_middle

  14 Sep 07, 15:14

  it's not the end......
  cheer up & march on
• Jezmeister

  14 Sep 07, 16:18

  education... money... is that all you people think about? cheer up - very few people who live for money and social 'respect' are ever really happy methinks... take it on the chin and move on... that you're just living life your way is what matters.
• Nato

  14 Sep 07, 18:59

  If you repeat the course, just spend another semster. what is the problem? Just work harded and promise your parents that you will show good result.
  
  I was told if you are in
  NP -no problem.
  SP- some problem
  TP - temporary problem
  RP- real problem
  NYP - Not Your problem.
• vanbus

  14 Sep 07, 19:02

  whatever i din expect to get any useful comments anyway.. thanks all [/quote]
• oOprinceOo

  14 Sep 07, 20:28

  jus vent it all out.
• DjMatrix

  14 Sep 07, 20:37

  jump infront of a van or bus
• funnyboii

  15 Sep 07, 00:21

  dun think negative.think of ur parent that pay ur school fees they are more upset if u die.
  
  dun give up cos u fail.i am also a failure guy last time but end up i make it
  think of a a jungle dun give it up becos of a stupid flower.
  
  
  in anyway if u really want to jump pls go other country dun disgrace singapore people n we dun want to see another stray ghost jumping again n again n again. live on try it again dun give up dude
• gigabyte14

  15 Sep 07, 00:53

  nabei
  
  u wat course
  
  i 2.48 nia
  
  and mom's disappointed with me also
  
  but the folks in sgf pulled me from the ashes
  
  and i wanna pull you out too.
  
  so, if you can't do it once, then do it twice
  
  if not twice, then thrice
  
  keep doing it, keep trying
• Vague

  15 Sep 07, 00:59

  hi, i'm in year 2.
  
  just checked my results, i failed 4 subjects.
  
  and my gpa dropped from 1.97 to 1.32.
  
  i tell myself i die die also must complete poly, even though i dont like my course.
  
  good thing for supp paper.
  
  good luck to you
• Li4nGsteR

  15 Sep 07, 01:40

  how come fail until so many?? No interest at all? got distracted?
  Although poly is more slack, coz nobody is pushing u not to even say spoon-fed u like in secondary sch, u need certain discipline to go for lectures, n finish projects.
  
  Ur projects and GP marks shld be able to pull u up. And make some efforts to study for exam.
  Yes education may not determine ur life, but it's about ur attitude in life.
  
  Good luck in appealling TS.
• redstone

  15 Sep 07, 02:01

  I also screw up my yr 1.
  
  Listen, no one can break your confidence without your consent.
• vanbus

  15 Sep 07, 02:11

  ah yes... i wrote all that in frustration la.. i think im ok ... i failed 4 subjects... and problem is i dont know how to tell my parents.. they will be cool abt it.. but deep down i know they are very hurt..
• redstone

  15 Sep 07, 02:15

  Originally posted by vanbus:

  ah yes... i wrote all that in frustration la.. i think im ok ... i failed 4 subjects... and problem is i dont know how to tell my parents.. they will be cool abt it.. but deep down i know they are very hurt..

  Worse case scenario is retake module, give yourself 2nd chance. If can't retake (like me), work very hard. I won't hijack your thread with my sch work problems here.
  
  Hmm... maybe tell a relative you're close to? I know some parents tend to listen to relatives rather than their own children. Maybe your relative will phrase it in a better way and relay to your parents?
• gigabyte14

  15 Sep 07, 02:25

  Originally posted by redstone:

  Worse case scenario is retake module, give yourself 2nd chance. If can't retake (like me), work very hard. I won't hijack your thread with my sch work problems here.
  
  Hmm... maybe tell a relative you're close to? I know some parents tend to listen to relatives rather than their own children. Maybe your relative will phrase it in a better way and relay to your parents?

  sgf is also a good place
• redstone

  15 Sep 07, 02:26

  Originally posted by gigabyte14:

  sgf is also a good place

  What talking you sia?
• gigabyte14

  15 Sep 07, 02:28

  Originally posted by redstone:

  What talking you sia?

  to whine
• redstone

  15 Sep 07, 02:34

  Originally posted by gigabyte14:

  to whine

  It might not be a problem to u, but it might be to others. Might not seem serious to you, but might be very serious to others.
  
  There's time to joke, there's time to be sympathetic and be serious.
  
  You may see it as whining, but it's a good way to vent your feelings and seek views, i feel.
• Darkness_hacker99

  15 Sep 07, 02:54

  Aiya. Look on to the bright side of life lah.
  
  I failed 4 out of 5 of my modules
  
  Try harder next time! Jiayou.
• vanbus

  15 Sep 07, 05:21

  redstone thanks... strangely i feel better... and its alright if u wanna talk abt ur own stuff.. im not territorial or anything...
  in fact im new at these stuff..
• Nato

  15 Sep 07, 06:42

  There are many who are not enrolled to a course of their choice in the polytechnic that results in poor result. Just work hard from now on and try to complete the course. There are many jobs/courses in the society that will be available to you for you to persue in your next move in life. Just be honest to yourself and to others especially your parents. GOD will bless you.