sian..
-
very tired of work
luckily tomorrow is last day
i feel i have made sh|tty friends
very sick of the same people
always expecting me to do everything
don't know why i'm like this
the anger just comes and go.
why is it so?
i let go of the glass but the next day i wake up with it in my hands
take the chalet thing, though i've forgiven them. two of them, actually i can say 3.
are really very retarded..
sometimes they make me think that they really very dumbai
they actually blame me for the incident.
wanna punch them.
why
i want to leave this place
go to somewhere new
start a new life
-
don bother with them le.. not your true frens
-
maybe this is depression
maybe it is work stress
maybe i just miss school
poly friends are great
great company
lots of laugh
very tired
18 years
so much pain
why?
primary school. bullied
secondary school. bullied
i wish to one day, pay them back the favour 2 folds
sigh
i think back
why let them do so
why never retaliate
why so forgiving?
fark it
no mood
everyone expects too much -
because u are being too kind..
-
why are you
typing like
this ah?
i find it
weird
anyway, those 'frens', i suggest u rhk them asap -
actually i find that i am too kindOriginally posted by FBI:because u are being too kind..
in many situations..
many would have blown up
but i think very little of it
and just forgie the person
like ytd
this old woman n her 70s
its my fault
i underestimated. i thought she couldn't understand english
so i talked to her in chinese
she shoot me say, are you from china?
she made a mess of my goods
after that, she came back with her 40s daughter and told her that i am from china..
was very pissed. -
cannot say is your fault..Originally posted by Agenda:actually i find that i am too kind
in many situations..
many would have blown up
but i think very little of it
and just forgie the person
like ytd
this old woman n her 70s
its my fault
i underestimated. i thought she couldn't understand english
so i talked to her in chinese
she shoot me say, are you from china?
she made a mess of my goods
after that, she came back with her 40s daughter and told her that i am from china..
was very pissed.
but that auntie also..
but in this kinda situation if i am u i also will nothing to say.. cause i'm only a worker.. -
Agenda...
You got us ^^
haha...
just forget your trouble bah... life still need to go on someway... -
hello, me is the same as you lorOriginally posted by Agenda:maybe this is depression
maybe it is work stress
maybe i just miss school
poly friends are great
great company
lots of laugh
very tired
18 years
so much pain
why?
primary school. bullied
secondary school. bullied
i wish to one day, pay them back the favour 2 folds
sigh
i think back
why let them do so
why never retaliate
why so forgiving?
fark it
no mood
everyone expects too much -
be
a
man
suck
it
up
and
type
properly
o
k
? -
i very pissedOriginally posted by FBI:cannot say is your fault..
but that auntie also..
but in this kinda situation if i am u i also will nothing to say.. cause i'm only a worker..
i thought she was a jovial elder
so i served her and recommend her alot of good stuffs
end up waste my time nvm
still come and laugh at me
fark her
fark her grandson
-
i got bullied in sec sch..
but then i forget it.. wats the pt of thinking right -
i think its because u give people the impression u are weak.
The weak naturally attracts bullying.
In fact the bullies are weaker
as they do not dare to pick on someone their own size
and they bully together in a group for security. -
yesOriginally posted by airgrinder:i think its because u give people the impression u are weak.
The weak naturally attracts bullying.
In fact the bullies are weaker
as they do not dare to pick on someone their own size
and they bully together in a group for security.
when you are louder
their balls shrink -
old hag having her pms la..Originally posted by Agenda:actually i find that i am too kind
in many situations..
many would have blown up
but i think very little of it
and just forgie the person
like ytd
this old woman n her 70s
its my fault
i underestimated. i thought she couldn't understand english
so i talked to her in chinese
she shoot me say, are you from china?
she made a mess of my goods
after that, she came back with her 40s daughter and told her that i am from china..
was very pissed.
dun think too much..
everyday, i meet with this kind of ple, highly educated but poorly parental guidances.
just brush it off la...
life is not and will not be a bed of roses.. -
i tink u need a new environment...
-
Why are you still sticking with those bunch of friends?
What are friends for? If those "friends" causes you more pain, more trouble than without them, why are you still contacting with them?
You can't choose your family or relative. But you can choose your friends.
------
So what if those people have struck you down, again and again?
Are you not still alive?
What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger.
Forgive them, and let go of the hatred you have for them- why bother? You are only wasting your time and torturing yourself.
It's all in your mind. Correct your mindset. Think this way: "I will survive. I will survive whatever bullshit you all are going to throw at me, and I'll come out smelling like a rose."
Do you want to be a survivor?
Feel free to PM me if you need someone to talk to.
-
Actually it isn't them that make you angry.. u know ?Originally posted by Agenda:very tired of work
luckily tomorrow is last day
i feel i have made sh|tty friends
very sick of the same people
always expecting me to do everything
don't know why i'm like this
the anger just comes and go.
why is it so?
i let go of the glass but the next day i wake up with it in my hands
take the chalet thing, though i've forgiven them. two of them, actually i can say 3.
are really very retarded..
sometimes they make me think that they really very dumbai
they actually blame me for the incident.
wanna punch them.
why
i want to leave this place
go to somewhere new
start a new life
U are making urself angry by holding onto it. -
"It is natural for the immature to harm others. Getting angry with them is like resenting a fire for burning."
Endure this. Troubles are like passing clouds, remain as firm as a rock. It will pass you by. Meanwhile you can contemplate in this matters and thus learn from the incident, and the people involved.
And oh yeah, i bet u have other better friends out there
Re-edited: didn't really read the posting clearly. -
last day liao, why bother so much
-
You have my sympathies but welcome to life - it's challengng but that's what makes living life fun. If you win all the time without even having to lift a finger, what meaning is there in life indeed? It'll be even more sian.......
You are just drained mentally, physically and emotionally. Once you get yourself re-charged, you'll be fine. Try taking things real slow for now. Live life the way you want it rather than what others expect of you for now. Smell the flowers. Feel the breeze. Experience the wonders of being alive....... -
what does not kill you makes you stronger
-
Cool men, who say life is easy ya?? Ya, change makes life more colorful.Originally posted by Agenda:very tired of work
luckily tomorrow is last day
i feel i have made sh|tty friends
very sick of the same people
always expecting me to do everything
don't know why i'm like this
the anger just comes and go.
why is it so?
i let go of the glass but the next day i wake up with it in my hands
take the chalet thing, though i've forgiven them. two of them, actually i can say 3.
are really very retarded..
sometimes they make me think that they really very dumbai
they actually blame me for the incident.
wanna punch them.
why
i want to leave this place
go to somewhere new
start a new life
Now smile ya, you still got a long way to go, those peoples are just merely passing by your life...everyone of us face it day in day out ya.
Stay Cheerful and the day will be brighter. -
(Agenda)
the anger just comes and go.
continue to be kind, continue to be forgiving and weak.
wanna punch them.
primary school. bullied
secondary school. bullied
i wish to one day, pay them back the favour 2 folds
many would have blown up
fark her
fark her grandson
let the anger, rage and angst consistently build up for a longer period of time.
one fine day when your breaking point comes, some of the following scenarios might happen:
#1: U start going crazy, your muscles budge out, your clothes are ripped apart, your entire body starts gaining mass several times real fast, your skin color turns green, you roar like never before while singapore shakes in fear.....
THE UNSTOPPABLE HULK!!!!!! AND HE'S BACK WITH AN AGENDA TO SETTLE!!!!!!!
#2: U tie a belt of bombs around your waist, hide bombs in your shoes, carry two SAR-21 rifles smuggled out from army camp (or other countries, part by part), wear a dark trench-coat and start going into buildings and organizations and....BAM-BAM-BAM-BAM-BAM-BAM-BAM away!!!
free for all firing!!!!
#3: You continue to be a weakling till the day you die, where the shining Lord pities you and make you Saint Agenda, patron guardian of people with an agenda to settle. -
Mate, I guess you come across as someone with a quiet/gentle nature. Take it easy, some friends are good for a bit of fun & laughter, some will stick it through with you, takes some time before you can tell one from the other.
Is it possible for you to go somewhere new and start afresh for a while? Say go overseas for studies? A change of environment might be nice.