Originally posted by Shanghai_Grand:
Turn away,
If you could get me a drink
Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.
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Now turn away,
'Cause I'm awful just to see
'Cause all my hairs abandoned all my body,
Oh, my agony,
Know that I will never marry, Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo
But counting down the days to go
It just ain't living
And I just hope you know
That if you say (if you say)
Goodbye today (goodbye today)
I'd ask you to be true (cause I'd ask you to be true)
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
This is solely true, the bolded lines and the underlined 
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Not getting married, look ugly, low self-esteem -- i'm used to it
I am not crying, blaming on anyone
No relationship even chanced a upon me -- so be it, i'm used to it
Why cry when i know i am not the only one
Just a bit of sadness and misery
Embrace life as u can only live once
Live ur way not the others' way
Treasure who u are and who u care
People say u ugly, cannot make it
Take it lightly and smile at ur folly
For confessing in the very first place
Life is not about girls
If not to carry the family line
Girlfriend is just a joke to me
Why trap yourself when u can be freed
Wait for ur destined one
Though she might not come
At least u know this is God's will
