Damn afraid.
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Health hasnt always been good. Had a bad headache and went to the GP.. Wasn't shock to seem my blood pressure 140/100 cause last year December already checked while having lesson and found out that my bp was high...
Damn scare something is seriously wrong with me. I love watching medical dramas like House and Grey's anatomy and omg, I keep thinking I have heart problem, I have tumor in my brain, I have this I have that. So afraid that all these bad things will happen all on me.
Health aside, the object of my affection is complicated. I can't seem to let go. I tried to date other ppl out and they responded positively but I just find it not right at all with them. I did things I never will imagine myself will do, I send flowers to girl A, confess to girl B, asked number from girl C but there is only girl X on my mind.
School isn't going well too. Ruined my gpa of 3 semester for girl X, too focus on her. NVM, its my fault for not being rational. got 2.9 gpa for the 3 semester and dun think I can go to university which is my dream and those medical dramas really inspire me at times to work hard and maybe miracle will happen and i'll get into med sch. Finally manage to join the gpa 3.00+ club today(result release for 4th semester) but den the stupid headache is disrupting my schedule for my final year project which is very demanding and my team is seriously understrength. A friend and I got to do a 5 person project though we are "assisted" by another full strength team doing similar project.
I find the days too short. everyday play DOTA, stare at ceiling, study abit for FYP since now holiday. Abit meaningless. And my expensive handphone $400+ doesnt ring often.
Damn, this year I'm turning 21 in a month time. and I feel so lost and helpless.
Sorry for ranting but I'm scared for myself :`(
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*pat pat*
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Quite a lot of steam let out.
Hey, no need to apologise!
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Ahh... Such is life.
Don't worry. It'll be over soon.
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gmm, well lik others mention, good to let out steam..however long term self pity isnt gonna let these things go away...u know wat i mean?
only u can change ur destiny...work towards to b a better stronger person..challenges in life r not supposed to kill u, but to make u stronger =)
but curious..y ur hp bill so high?where u gonna find e money to clear it?
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btw, i love medical dramas too!
u can check out a latest korean one...called "new heart"...
i'm stuck on that!
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No la, My handphone bill is cheap
I'm talking about whats the use of a expensive handphone when I'm so lonely :(
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haha sorry read wrongly..
my hp also close to tat price..but i love my hp..dun care... =p
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Erm.
Take control, get a grip?
Maybe you always have headaches because you're so stressed out wondering
"omg do I have a tumor"
"ahhh help! i have constipation! maybe it's colon cancer!""oh no! my heart must be beating at 120/min!"
Maybe you should go for a full body checkup to see why you always get headaches... or to set your mind at ease...
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Haiz, duno.
I turn to prayers.
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a lot of people think they have problems with their body but it was just them thinking too much...............but i think i have problems with my heaalth too
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yap can identifi with this feeling. like fear of death and worse still alone and dead. and bad health too.
Tried getting help??
U try to relax as much as possible too. Meditate to gain some peace. By praying, u r alrady in th right track.
Go easy on meals if bp alrady too high. usually such ailments caused by diet alone.
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Originally posted by DaExodus:
Health hasnt always been good. Had a bad headache and went to the GP.. Wasn't shock to seem my blood pressure 140/100 cause last year December already checked while having lesson and found out that my bp was high...
Damn scare something is seriously wrong with me. I love watching medical dramas like House and Grey's anatomy and omg, I keep thinking I have heart problem, I have tumor in my brain, I have this I have that. So afraid that all these bad things will happen all on me.
Health aside, the object of my affection is complicated. I can't seem to let go. I tried to date other ppl out and they responded positively but I just find it not right at all with them. I did things I never will imagine myself will do, I send flowers to girl A, confess to girl B, asked number from girl C but there is only girl X on my mind.
School isn't going well too. Ruined my gpa of 3 semester for girl X, too focus on her. NVM, its my fault for not being rational. got 2.9 gpa for the 3 semester and dun think I can go to university which is my dream and those medical dramas really inspire me at times to work hard and maybe miracle will happen and i'll get into med sch. Finally manage to join the gpa 3.00+ club today(result release for 4th semester) but den the stupid headache is disrupting my schedule for my final year project which is very demanding and my team is seriously understrength. A friend and I got to do a 5 person project though we are "assisted" by another full strength team doing similar project.
I find the days too short. everyday play DOTA, stare at ceiling, study abit for FYP since now holiday. Abit meaningless. And my expensive handphone $400+ doesnt ring often.
Damn, this year I'm turning 21 in a month time. and I feel so lost and helpless.
Sorry for ranting but I'm scared for myself :`(
what can i say? you're just a LOSER. -
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U must learn to relaxxxxx...
Anyway i love watching house and Grey's anatomy too!
ERM hello, why you like to imagine things to scare yourself ???
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get rid of that paranoia, start exercising/workout to look good and feel good.
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You need to stay focussed. Girls can come later.
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"I find the days too short. everyday play DOTA, stare at ceiling, study abit for FYP since now holiday. Abit meaningless. And my expensive handphone $400+ doesnt ring often."
just look at this statement. What does it tells about the person?
shakes head. Too much time and complain still so short. If you stop play DOTA, you will find more interesting things in life to do,
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Then why aren't you woke up when you are feeling scared?
Everyday DOTA? Stare at ceiling? And study only abit?Is time for you to wake up dude...
Time won't be waiting for you...Study hard.
Stop doing meaningless things...If there is a time for you to wake up and do the correct things,
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there are ppl out there that is worse than you
your wan is minor case le
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I have a friend, who suffered from poor health too. Not easy to stay in this lonely, stressful city life. It would be better to play Dota in lan shop, it is more interesting.
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Originally posted by DaExodus:
I find the days too short. everyday play DOTA, stare at ceiling, study abit for FYP since now holiday. Abit meaningless. And my expensive handphone $400+ doesnt ring often.
Damn, this year I'm turning 21 in a month time. and I feel so lost and helpless.
Sorry for ranting but I'm scared for myself :`(
Life's short then still play DOTA everyday?If dun ring then give me your hp lor...
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just feel like slapping you if i can.
There are people out there who have to fed their familes of 4 children with only $1200 a month and they never complain. No matter how tired or sad life was, they never give up hope and work hard for a better life.
Here you are complaining away why your so call $400 hp never ring.
You should be seriously ashamed of yourself.
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Originally posted by Guardx:
just feel like slapping you if i can.
There are people out there who have to fed their familes of 4 children with only $1200 a month and they never complain. No matter how tired or sad life was, they never give up hope and work hard for a better life.
Here you are complaining away why your so call $400 hp never ring.
You should be seriously ashamed of yourself.
I beg to differ. Don't you understand the feeling where you might just leave the world the next day with so many things you want to do but not even started with, and no one would even notice your disappearance as if you are just an extra piece of puzzle on this world?
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Go do a body checkup to ease your mind. Headaches are more common than you thought. Live life to your fullest, Do things that you are not going to regret. So that if any misfortune is going to occur, you know that you did not wasted your life.