do u take drugs...........?
Perhaps there's nothing in reality that is getting you interested.
Let me share with you...
For quite some time now, I have experienced what I can only describe as non-existence. It’s difficult to explain how I feel, although disconnected, numb and at times indifferent are the most prevalent emotions/feelings. Being that I am presented with the world; its sounds, its light, its touch and its smell, I know somewhere along the line that I am at least presented with a reality. However, I feel I can’t quite grasp it. It is there, yet I don’t truly recognise nor empathise with it. In all honesty it is a frightening feeling and one that sometimes deteriorates. As I write this now I know that I’m here living and breathing but still somehow not alive. It’s as if the vividness of life, of the world has dissapeared with adolescence. I remember childhood being far more real than even today, with my knowledge and understanding of the world. I’m lost.
Is there anything I can do to start feeling again? I want to feel alive again, whether or not it is an illusion.
You are ALWAYS not alone in this matter..dude..
what's the point of whining and complaining? find a goal and fight for it