DEPRESSed in National Service
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Tell me please... how in the world do i get out of my current depressed state??? ARGH@@!! i feel like a prisoner!!!! Army first makes you stupid... then it makes you tired... then it makes you injured.... ARGH!!!!
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Then before you know it,you ORD liaoz,so just take it 1 day at a time lah,heehe
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It's take a second to look at my makan,a minute to finish my burger and a lifetime to enjoy all the food i want
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Diablo 2 rockzzzzzz -
Dun worry lar Gil,
thousands of guys go through what u r going through now. I am one of them.......
I do admit that u may be cut out from the outside world for a moment but soon u will be back....... it dun make u stupid, in fact it make u stronger, mentally and physically.
Once like you, felt kinda depressed in the army ..... but then just keep telling yrself be a man, take it as it comes, and soon yr training days will be over......
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oso makes u appreciate studying life... haa haa...
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Barely Bearing Berry Belly Bear -
Sorri. Off topic. Don't mind me.Originally posted by moose:Then before you know it,you ORD liaoz,so just take it 1 day at a time lah,heehe
Big Moose.. are u able to post in the original forum?
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Yup,able to do that,but unable to get a updated refresh on chit chat forum leh,think maybe server got something wrong,heheeOriginally posted by Illegal Operation:Sorri. Off topic. Don't mind me.
Big Moose.. are u able to post in the original forum?
[This message has been edited by Illegal Operation (edited 09 July 2000).]
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It's take a second to look at my makan,a minute to finish my burger and a lifetime to enjoy all the food i want~~~
Diablo 2 rockzzzzzz -
Me too leh... Ok. Back to topic.
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wat unit r u from,mate n wat ur vocation?
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watever u do.
dun AWOL
Heeheehee :p :p :p
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* JuSt AnoTher StiNgrAy iN thE sEa * -
stingray!
boy am i glad to see you! don't worry, won't think eating you yet.
could you do me a favour and let me know if the Chit Chat forum is down or what? i've not been able to access it at all, the last activity entry log was at 12.45 pm yesterday with the Are you afraid of DEATH thread, could you please do me a favour and check if the forum is alive and kicking, if it is and i still can't access it, then i'll just give up and do other stuff instead of checking periodically and getting frustrated.
thanks a million.
er, sorry for talking out of topic, i was just so happy to see a familiar face to whom i can ask a favour from that i didn't read the earlier posts.
and Gilalvin, try to take it one day at a time, try to think of happy things and maybe the days will pass faster. dig up some old threads from the Chit Chat forum regarding NS, there are some funny but practical advice from guys who have gone through it.
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Do what I do ... *Hee Hee* Grab a really good book, preferable Sci-Fi/Fantasy and read it at every single bloody opportunity. Goods ones to recommend are Brian Lumley's Vampire series (Horror/Sci-Fi), Terry Prachett & Niel Gailman's Good Omens (Comedy), The Last Legends of Earth by A.A. Anato??? (forgot the name) & Greg Bear's Hammer of God (Sci-Fi). If you are unsure about which books, ask me. I'm good with them ...Originally posted by Gilalvin:Tell me please... how in the world do i get out of my current depressed state??? ARGH@@!! i feel like a prisoner!!!! Army first makes you stupid... then it makes you tired... then it makes you injured.... ARGH!!!!
Or you can write a diary/journal in your weaker language so that you can think things through first before putting them to words. I encrypted mine with hieroglyphs ...
All in all, it always boils down to attitude. When you are ready, You Are Ready.
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whew, glad to know i am not the only one
...i mean, out of topic here, the chit chat posting and stuff.
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The Far East Pilgrim -
maybe u should look for the brighter side, like army train u to be independent & take cover which is useful in society
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hi Mr Hata-san & Inzaghi,
can either of you access the Chit Chat forum of sgforums? i haven't been able to do so since Saturday afternoon and i went to one of Pacific Internet cybercafe to check earlier to see if it was because of my iMac, well it isn't, the forum is still just as dead.
however, there are activity going on in the Chit Chat forum but i can't see a darn thing.
well, somebody talk to me before i die of boredom.
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Colette:
ya, the chit chat module seems to have some problems, there are some activities going there, but u can't see what u or they post, pple just reply to post prior to sat one...other module seems to be ok, like this one, just gotta wait for it to be normal lor...meantime keep urself busy with others -
hi Inzaghi,
thanks for replying, i just got home. are you suffering from withdrawal symptoms? keep busy with what others? i have never even ventured out of the Chit Chat forum prior to Saturday, all these Kopitiam, Aunt Agony or whatever is so new to me and i don't recognize most of the forumites, it's so sad for me. do post a message or two if you check in, wouldn't want my interest in the forum to totally die, although that is not such a bad idea, i must get a life. -
woooohooooo Colette!!!
thank God i saw some familiar faces finally!!! hehehe, toking about withdrawl syndromes, i was suffering from it too. I mean, since when did u guys see me posting inside Aunt Agony and kopitiam :p
The funny thing abt the chit chat forum is, the main pages still accord the latest posting, althou the page itself is stuck at "are u afraid of death" Ermmm, and to think i was the only one suffering from this alienation and it would be my worst nightmare if i know others can post while i can't even access!!!! :p
oh well, we can take this as pseudo-chit chat and while our time away here while waiting for the gods that be straighten up the mess in the main!!!
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The Far East Pilgrim -
hehehehehe ...
hi Mr Hata-san,
i'm so happy that you're suffering from withdrawal symptoms, trust i was fuming mad on Saturday when i couldn't access the stooooopid Chit Chat forum that it drove all thoughts of a nap from my mind and let me tell you, sleeping is one of my favourite hobby and i thought i was the only one suffering. anyway, before i forget, you can go visit your honey bunny at the Utopia forum, it's under the Free Forum listing.
okay, for all the non flamers around and those who wish to keep in touch, while Chit Chat is down, why don't we meet in Utopia then? see you there. or we could remain here or we could go to faroutnews.com.
and Mr Hata-san, since when have i ever ventured out of Chit Chat in my 4 to 5 months here? it's only withdrawal symptoms that drove me to seek out all these new avenues.
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Colette:
the chit chat is still down this morning!!!!
u must be addicted to the 'singles' threads right, u can't flirt with ur pacman, ha...me too, kinda miss my bro Rev and sis Sparkle, dunno how's they doing now....
i went to some module too, like this one, got to admit those nick are quite stranger to us....
i just kinda thing that after all those flaming and irresponsible pics posting, are there some consipracy that led to the abnormal behaviour of the chit chat module...i wonder is NKH servicing this forum or not, maybe he can offer some help
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hi Inzaghi,
yah lor, the stooooopid Chit Chat forum is still down, at the rate it is going, my withdrawal symptoms will cure itself, i'm making an effort not to check in at all, lasted from last night 2 am until now, i need a little more work and then i'm home free. me cannot flirt with pacman in the 'singles' thread, i flirt with him in faroutnews.com lor, but then kenna suan and censured by Gazy, no fun leh.
you can still go to the Uptopia forum, Revey bunny posts there but i'm really trying to cut down on posting, it's taking too much of my leisure time.
and don't bother to wait for NKH to fix any bugs, he's far too busy. :p
have a great time at work. let's see how long can i last before checking this stooooooopid forum out. bye!
colette
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Colette:
hmm, before going home from work, check it out again, well still down....i think this abnormal behaviour is going to last quite long, although i hope not....but guess it's a good time to test our patience...
as for why u always kanna banned in the other forum, pls spare a thought for pple lah, some pple will get heart attack and jealous on the way u flirt mah...actually i know that forum too, but i never register, see how long can i stand this down time, keke
so where can i find my Rev bro and Sparkle sis, where is uthopia forum???? i dunno leh..
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hi Inzaghi,
it would seem that my determination is just ainÂ’t strong enough, barely a few hours and here iÂ’m again. one part of me hopes that the Chit Chat forum takes just long enough to resume working status so that by the time it does, it doesnÂ’t matter to me anymore, on the hand, the other part of me misses it although i must say, not as much as before though. but then again, it could be due to the depressing day iÂ’ve had and will have for a few more days.
and helloooooo, since when am i always kanna banned? only kanna censured once and i stopped flirting there with pacman because i know he will abide by the rules and not flirt with me, so why make myself lose face there? cannot flirt there, i flirt in here lor.
alamak, Inzaghi you young, young only, 28 years old max, can get heart attack ah, just reading the flirting posts? er, then how do you cope with the excitement of the actual handy panky?! er, then i shall make you people more jealous then although i think in this forum, not a lot of people will read it but what the heck?!
with regards to faroutnews.com, you donÂ’t need to register, you just type your name and post, so anybody can impersonate anybody there..
and with regards to the Utopia forum, just click on “Hop To:” and choose Utopia from the Category: Free Forums, but nobody posts there either, although Revey did post there last night, i haven’t seen sparkle though.
so, hereÂ’s to make people puke and jealous again :
hi pacman
the sky in Singapore yesterday was still clear and bright, not cloudy at all unfortunately yesterday was a particularly busy and distressing day, especially around noon when the news came, man i was so sad and depressed, am still depressed. reached home around 4 pm, didnÂ’t notice the sky at all although i knew that it was a sunny day, had a short nap to sleep off the sad mood, felt a little better when i woke up, felt even better after a short email to a friend, yeah much better and off i go again. the Singapore sky around 6 pm was beautiful again because i was happy again, one side of it was clear and blue and the other was a little cloudy, just like how iÂ’m feeling, optimistic and pessimistic at the same time. *sighs* this is going to be a long week, not because of the concessions iÂ’ve to make but the pain and concern i know iÂ’ll feel, i feel iÂ’ve failed in my duty.
saw three, yes three low flying airplanes in the sky too on my way to Yishun, i wonder if theyÂ’re the same plane? and the half moon was visible too, yeah at 6 pm, seeing the sky and thinking of you made my carelessness easier to bear. am i feeling guilty? a little but iÂ’ll rationalize it away soon, i hope iÂ’ll remember this lesson for life.
as i looked out of the window this evening from where i was, i saw this huge, mature rain tree, the leaves were folded by then, the sky was blocked by the tree and the flats, shall i think of you in future when i see rain trees too? er, but then, how would i be able to concentrate and work? missed the sunset today because i was in the wrong direction, but tomorrow when i look out of the window, thereÂ’ll be no flats to block my view and it will be spectacular, it always is when i remember to look up and look out of the window. er, may i think of you then?
at 7.45 pm tonight, the Singapore sky was still blue, it was getting darker, by then the glorious sunset has passed but stars came out to cheer me, itÂ’s really hard to see bright twinkling stars and i counted 5, mind you, i wear glasses and itÂ’s good enough that i can spot them.
i came across an eye chart today, tried reading the words without my glasses, canÂ’t read beyond the 3rd row from 3 to 5 ft away, oh man, i needed to stand within 1 ft of the eye chart to read the very last line, while the 70 plus year old woman who was with me rattled off the numerals on the very last line of the eye chart standing at 5 ft away, it was the only fun incident for me today.
10.00 pm on the way home, thinking of what to write to you, still feeling happy and yet feeling sad. 10.20 pm to now, totally sad, tomorrow is another long day, i hope iÂ’ve happy news. when i stare out of the window tomorrow, overlooking town, i hope nothing blocks my view and if possible, to remember to think of you and be able to smile.
if things does not improve and my mood does not improve, this would be my last flirting post to you, it doesnÂ’t mean i donÂ’t think of you, just that the mood for flirting is not there, i hope everybody recovers and then pacman baby, iÂ’ll be chasing you passionately across the forums again, just like old times. take care and God bless.
yours,
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Colette:
check this morning agian, chit chat module is still unworkable, so when ur interest will die down, me just wondering...
hey, how u know how old am i, u really got good memory....actually me not young anymore liao, as my mom said, if i'm lucky, me already father!!!! *hint*..of cos me can take everything in this forum, continue to flirt a u want, ha, it's up to pacman to bleed...
wah the other forum so dangerous, i better not go in, anyway, i assess the forum in office hr, so one forum is good enough liao, or else pple say i eat snake...
by the way, what u doing, schooling or working, me too old liao, can't remember too much thing...
oiiii, pacman is not in this thread lah, save ur story when he's in....but what the heck, too long liao, also dunno what u writing, maybe only pacman will understand...