if ur don't know what is love
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do not love a person!
love a non-living thing, or my other suggestion, kill off urself!
suicide is a solution too, u see.
society is for those with a good family to live and not for person like me!
somebody should have told me 10 years ago!
damn my upbringing!
i never knew that i'm affecting another person thru brainwave?
so simple?
somebody should have told me straight in the face a few years back!
ur wasting ur time, ur precious life on a weird person!
my fahter was always giving me 'depressing love', or using hate to rush me to comply with his orders, his demands!
i was burden when i first opened my eyes!
what could be done, this ur life-----from ur mouth not mine!
roleplaying, ur born rotten, ur rotten!
ur born good, ur good!
hard to make a complete transition, hard to complete all change!
i'm always trying to defy that bcos i don't quit, i dont' give in to fate.
i never loved the life life route god dealt to me!
f**k!
i'm getting it into my head bcos my heart is already long dead,
writing all over the place to remind myself!
i never knew i'm affecting somebody , causing downfall! shit! sorry!
i'm cursed!
everybody is acting japanese now!
ah, a gun is still nice! -
u hated a person, told him/her straight in the face, as fast as possible!
please don't waste ur time, ur life
for my case, i don't even knew i'm loving!
i always thought i'm self directing, within me ONLY, not concerning anyone, not thru thousand of miles, not penetrating barriers!
all in my room, all in room, self-directing, with me as an audience!
i never knew that i'm so 'powerful'.
ah, what is love, i need to check up those thick ancient references for meaning!
person don't, understand the society, don't understand human relationship, i'm a machine!
i'm not even a dog!
damn my upbringing!
right?
can't blame me, i don't to choose to born in this family.
simple as that!
long winded as usual!
i'm not trying to impress anyone, if i got a son or daughter, the same thing might happen! better to stay shut------------------------
i repeat i'm not trying to impress any one! -
sorry ah
U r starting to like someone ..OR...someone likes u..???
Watever it is...I wish u all the best!!!