Originally posted by dadedum:yeah…i think im gonna cry..he said exactly the same thing…
he said, he just wants me to be happy and healthy, he don’t mind leaving me so long as im happy..he keeps saying that if i ever love another guy, i must tell him, and he’ll let go..which i always didn’t like him saying..
and when i told him that whenever i think of him i get all teary..he said he’d rather i not think of him at all…so i could concentrate on my studies..
i love him so much..
You got a great bf.
And, bout the other guy.. You'll get over it.
Originally posted by dadedum:people…I don’t know..
feeling emo now..cant sleep..
just yesterday i told him over msn that we had better not contact each other..
I don’t know why, now I feel like, whenever I talk to him I am scared I’ll say the wrong thing…whenever I receive his sms I will get excited or scared…I find him…he judges people on the outside, so whenever I’m with him I am careful with my words..
But now..I feel sad cuz he is not here…but when he is here I feel like…suffocating..
But when I say he is here…means we still do talk to each other but just exchange of few sentences..he is..emo about his ex..and sometimes I feel he is just using me whenever he needs a friend to talk to..when he isn’t he just doesn’t reply my smses or reply super late…and whenever I sms him is cuz..he first started smsing me…then made me think of him again..and then..emo..and want to meet him..and he dowan..he no reply my sms…later he say he go slp so nvr reply..
my boyfriend..I do tell him whenever something happens and I feel sad about it…but when I suddenly feel sad cuz of no reason…I don’t usually tell him cuz he will just blame himself that he isn’t there for me..
And now..I don’t know why I feel emo cuz of him(friend)...
Dadedum,
When are you gonna admit to yourself that you do have special feelings for your "friend" ?
One day.. you will regret not making up your mind and let someone special slip pass your grip because you are simply too greedy.
I think it's becoz he can afford to u give the attention and eh... ... ... something else which ur boyfren at malaysia couldn't do...
I'm not sure how to explain properly... It's just that he's here in singapore where u can get to see him anytime u wan... as in very convenient... I'm not saying whether u love or not love him anot as I'm not in any position to tell you...
It's like sometimes when u want to see ur boyfren but he's at malaysia where if u need company, u can just ring him up and he'll come for u... He has somehow become a erm... "Bi Feng Kang (Port)"...
I can't confirm if u treat him like a substitude but I hope u ask him whether he have feelings for u... I just got the gut feeling that maybe u are sending him the wrong signal... U may treat him like just a fren but he may not think so...
If you feel emo, it maybe becoz of either u feel guilty or you are so used to his presence around you as a pillar of comfort... Well I just hope that this wont turn out to be a disaster ending...