Best friend

• Saint`

  31 Jan 09, 22:36

  I tried to stay platonic but failed .

  U led me on with a glimpse of hope and cuddled me to slp when we shldnt.

  Only to know i was there to fill a void in ur heart the next day.

  I thought i could win u over.

  I thought our differences could be smoothen out with years of understanding.

  Yet u said a rls shld be exciting, fun and not familiarity.

  I tried but only to find myself miserable and suffocating while u r enjoying singlehood freedom.

  U conveniently forget promises , yet i remembered every single thing i ever done for u.

  Not for returns , but for appreciation.

  Maybe u didnt really take me to heart as ur closest friend/lover.

  U told me to stay as close friends.

  I said i cant treat u like close friend anymore.

  U didnt reply.

  I tried.

  U smiled.

  I felt pain.

  U felt nothing.

  I think i shld let u go.

  Gd bye my best friend.

• Pentaxdude90

  31 Jan 09, 23:56

  

• cApitaland

  1 Feb 09, 00:11

  shit. that sounds close to whats gonna happen to me now.

• Chris88110

  1 Feb 09, 00:24

  Poor guy

• BabyRex

  1 Feb 09, 00:43

   

  We are on the same boat.

  From the part "U conveniently forget promises............ I think i shld let u go."

  Except the last line for me should be

  "Goodbye forever, my dear."

   

   

• CannyOng

  1 Feb 09, 00:47

  A great warning to those who wanted to go from platonic to BGR without thinking carefully.

  One small mistake ,off both lover and friend.

   

  Sometime to remain friend thru out yr whole life is not a bad thing after all..

• caleb_chiang

  1 Feb 09, 01:39

  happened so very often...

• Yuki~!

  1 Feb 09, 01:47

  sounds familiar

• R3D3V1L

  1 Feb 09, 09:06

  Originally posted by Saint`:

  I tried to stay platonic but failed .

  U led me on with a glimpse of hope and cuddled me to slp when we shldnt.

  Only to know i was there to fill a void in ur heart the next day.

  I thought i could win u over.

  I thought our differences could be smoothen out with years of understanding.

  Yet u said a rls shld be exciting, fun and not familiarity.

  I tried but only to find myself miserable and suffocating while u r enjoying singlehood freedom.

  U conveniently forget promises , yet i remembered every single thing i ever done for u.

  Not for returns , but for appreciation.

  Maybe u didnt really take me to heart as ur closest friend/lover.

  U told me to stay as close friends.

  I said i cant treat u like close friend anymore.

  U didnt reply.

  I tried.

  U smiled.

  I felt pain.

  U felt nothing.

  I think i shld let u go.

  Gd bye my best friend.

  "You used me, you b****. Good riddance"

• LipGloSs

  1 Feb 09, 12:30

  Originally posted by CannyOng:

  A great warning to those who wanted to go from platonic to BGR without thinking carefully.

  One small mistake ,off both lover and friend.

   

  Sometime to remain friend thru out yr whole life is not a bad thing after all..

  the mind truly agrees with this.. but sometimes the heart juz yearns for more..
  and ppl seems to be not thinking carefully coz who would make d decision to enter a relationship only to think "hmm, what if we break up...."

  it's d after effect that made us thought, "i should have thought abt that....now i loose a friend too...."

• fairlady_xoxo

  1 Feb 09, 12:32

  oh man

• kopiosatu

  1 Feb 09, 12:35

  sibeh heng my platonic friend still platonic

• Fantagf

  1 Feb 09, 13:47

  Originally posted by CannyOng:

  A great warning to those who wanted to go from platonic to BGR without thinking carefully.

  One small mistake ,off both lover and friend.

   

  Sometime to remain friend thru out yr whole life is not a bad thing after all..

  
  absolutely agree

• Yunhaier

  1 Feb 09, 18:43

  Originally posted by Saint`:

  I tried to stay platonic but failed .

  U led me on with a glimpse of hope and cuddled me to slp when we shldnt.

  Only to know i was there to fill a void in ur heart the next day.

  I thought i could win u over.

  I thought our differences could be smoothen out with years of understanding.

  Yet u said a rls shld be exciting, fun and not familiarity.

  I tried but only to find myself miserable and suffocating while u r enjoying singlehood freedom.

  U conveniently forget promises , yet i remembered every single thing i ever done for u.

  Not for returns , but for appreciation.

  Maybe u didnt really take me to heart as ur closest friend/lover.

  U told me to stay as close friends.

  I said i cant treat u like close friend anymore.

  U didnt reply.

  I tried.

  U smiled.

  I felt pain.

  U felt nothing.

  I think i shld let u go.

  Gd bye my best friend.

  The notion of platonic is always a full stop.

  Hence, the problem lies with your notion of platonic - it was blatantly a comma instead. What happens here is that subconsciously, you perceive her as potential - just not yet manifested. Albeit you might see your effort as one-off-no-return, but the truth is that you are counting. Not just generally, but in some specific, precise manner. I will quote two sentences:

  [Quote]:

  yet i remembered every single thing i ever done for u.

  I tried but only to find myself miserable and suffocating while u r enjoying singlehood freedom.

  [/Unquote]

  If you are being led by people you deemed as platonic friends, then you have to reexamine the premise of 'platonic' - the definition of what it takes to qualify as platonic. 

  P.S: Most people are conferring the title of 'platonic friendship' as a facade for potential relationship. 

  And don't get me wrong - it's great to transform a relationship from a friendship. Just that when you deemed certain relationship as platonic - it is a bond devoid of the romantic and sexual love.

  Perhaps it might be so for her, but not so for you.

  Cheers

• Saint`

  2 Feb 09, 01:22

  Hi all .. thx for the replies .

  Was feeling horrid for 2 days .

  Things happened and it was beyond my emotional control and i kinda lost it . It felt like end and i really wanted to end my own suffering by calling it quits. But i realised if such simple incidents can destroy me , it means i cant even weather a storm.

  Being best friends, we talked abt this rls issue numerous times and actually we r pretty clear of the current situation. She is not rdy to commit just yet.

  But i guess ill continue to try after all since i had already jumped into this pit. 

  No pain no gain.