I reached to the point of no return.
I want to join gang . I need a sense of belonging.
I can't continue such life. It really sucks. I feel my life's like a puppet really.
I want to get nine dragon. I'm the big boss. I want everything that can ruin my life.
I hate myself. I'm fat , ugly and can only watch on fbt girls with other boys while I envy those boys so much.
It's over.
I want to slice and dice up my hands , my arms and everything I am.
Crap this world, I can't get th things I wish or dreamed for.
Pain's always the word that comes when I want something.
But in the end I still won't get what I want even how much I seek for.
Sometimes I pray to God and ask him to bless me.
He didn't yet gave up on me. Made me despair over life.
What's more left in life when I'm lost in the soul.
Who can help me find back what I lost in life?
Friends doesn't seem to be friends.
I don't seem to be myself.
But do I even have friends in the first place? I don't.
Friends or what just take me as a tool. A tool for their happiness.
I crack my *** out and do things for them.
But they don't recognise me as part of their clique.
I'm nothing , just a piece of trash which God doesn't even care.
What's there left for a useless one?
Popular kids rule over school, while I rule the broom.
They make rules, make people laugh and people admire them.
I do the dirty work and yet no one cares. Despair is the word.
I just want to have friends but why I can't have one.
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I'm so ugly and fat and short like a gummy crap.
God made me ugly and useless why must he?
Does God even exist in the modern days?
I bet he don't , he can't help me at all.
I'm short till girls are taller than me. 5ft tall.
I'm fat and I got man boobs. Piece of crap I am.
I can't change and I self destruct.
Pathetic is my middle name.
Teachers give up on me, saying they wouldn't care about me.
They care about handsome boys and just think I'm out of their league.
We are humans but I don't get equal respect I suck my life out.
Just end my life would anyone?
I suck at sports I can't get a goal in. I miss chances.
Others take the credit while I'll get the music.
Who can I seek help from?
Not me definitely neither God.
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I just want to be popular and admired by all.
u can go to hougang
and stick a mickey mouse sticker on ur arm
you are funny
thank u...
I dont want to be funny, I feel no point in life.
I want to get nine dragon. I'm the big boss. I want everything that can ruin my life.
theres your point in life
That's not my real dream in life. I want to do something good.
kk
go kill yourself
Why everyone is so cruel?
ask yourself,
why are you so childish?
why do you wanna join a gang/get a tattoo with god knows how many dragons?
grow up friend.
even if you decides to be a gangster, be a real gangster.
but if u want to kill yourself,
make sure don go disrupt the train by jump off from the platform.
I'll kill myself in your face la. Nbcb.
I dont feel hope in life.
doing the above will not give you hope in life. it just hallucinates you into believing you have done something in your life.
Then what should I do? I'm fat , short , no girls like. I damm paiseh to live in the world
go make over lar.
if you fat, go exercise, go gym.. don be lazy.
as long as u're not fat can already.
u need the skillz to pay the billz
It's not easy as it seem la. So easy say I can be PM le.
then now still want to die anot?
fat, short and no girls like. really, that isn't the end of the world.
1. go on diet and exercise regularly. if you procrastinate, there's no point complaining, it's yourself to blame
2. work up some courage, try to be more sociable and make more friends, there's no law in this country that says short/fat people cannot have girlfriends.
I cant get myself to. I keep being emo.
Even friends one by one gave up on me. Dkcx why must you?
Originally posted by LowHead:I complain about my lot yet I'm too lazy to take action. i only want to dota whole day and i will not study even in my free time
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cos you've already given up on yourself. same logic as, how do you expect others to love you if you don't love yourself.