getting more and more emo lately...
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ever since my heart was frozen... im getting more and more emo... i just someone that can chat with me... chat my heart out... i lost my dear one... i dont look into another BGR at all... for now.. i wish i can stand out from this dark clouds.... anyone?...
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it's all part of growing up
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growing up? i wonder am i growing up or dying in this world... ever since 10 feb 2007. my time is frozen... all i have being is trapped in this tiny world of mine.. i wonder is it really part of growing up...
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since when i say solo will die? i just want someone to share my feeling with... is that a crime? if you don like it just shut up and leave this topic.. no one is asking for your comment at all.. look upon yourself and feel your sin..
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Originally posted by frozen-seal-heart:
ever since my heart was frozen... im getting more and more emo... i just someone that can chat with me... chat my heart out... i lost my dear one... i dont look into another BGR at all... for now.. i wish i can stand out from this dark clouds.... anyone?...
You can try sending private messages to the forummer known as TrueHeart.
I heard from her that she is busy with her sister's family though, so it may some time before she will reply you.
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dude..muz 拿得起放得下
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pick up the phone, dial a random number.
hahas, how old are you?
well, pick yourself up from the ground.dont let emotions take over you, your heart and mind
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im have been trying for years... nothing but disappointment is the result that i got... hias... how to put it down?...
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heh, i dont know how to advice properly over here.but depending if you want to pick yourself up or not.
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im 18 this year... its okay... thanks... just leyt my life remain black and white forever ba.... my teen life is so sucky... tried to put it down... but i don know how to...
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walao.you got a life. im also a teen living her own life to the fullest :D
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u need jesus kekeke
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living to the fullest huh?... i used to live to the fullest... every moment is the best in my life... everything is wonderful... but it just collapse within 1 day... if you were me... can you take it and continue to life like normal?.... i lost everything over that night... my life... my dream... my love... even myself...
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so what happened during that particular day?
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over that night... my dearest girlfriend died in hospital due to leukemia... she hide her sickness from me... she afraid i would leave her anytime... like her ex-bfs... she relieve the truth to me.. when she is hospitalize and have not much time left... i dont know the truth till that day... i was blinded for 3 months.... when i reach the hospital... she just say i love you... and she is gone... thats the last moment and words from her.... and i lost everything.... nothing else is left for me on this meaningless world.... what would you do?.. if you were blindfolded and the moment the truth is out... your lost everything... what would you do?...
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either you go kill yourself or pull yourself up, try as much as you can to strive and make it in life.
which one you think she will want to see you become?
going down to look for her or being successful up here?
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this will suit you
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i tried to be successful.. i tried to forget about that incident... i tried to put it down... i tried everything... nothing works... my friends just say im lying... my friends just make use of me to score in their results... other then that they don even look upon me as a friend.... everyone just leave me... everyone hate me... make use of me... how am i going to be successful?... things are more difficult then before... everyone is realistic... too realistic... i thought of death... i even tried to sucide... but i have no courage... i dont know why... people like me... worthless... meaningless.. still living in this world... cause harm to everyone around me... everything is just pitch black..... where is the light of hope?... who is reach out his/her hand to me?... i wonder will there anyone willing to do so...
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believing in yourself & never to give up.
you'll never walk alone.
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for 3yrs... i lied to myself... i can do better... i would walk out from this... im tired to do so anymore... 3 years... more then a thousand day... everyday wake up from my bed... i lied to myself... today will be a better day... but for now... im tired... im sick of it... i dont think it works anymore... believing in myself... i gave this up...
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enough of this.... can the owner of this forum delete this topic?... thanks...
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You think she'll want to see you like this?
It's a huge loss indeed, but it's time to move on.
A better day doesn't come to you, you move towards it.
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The most idiotic thing in life is to feel pity for yourself.
She's dead. Such thing happens. People die.
You want to be a living dead?
If today you are dead, tomorrow you will be dead too.